Lana’s POV
I laughed.
I laughed because I had been caught and I had no other reaction.
“W-who said I was?” I scoffed and looked away from his face when his gaze on me got intense.
“You are not really good at hiding that you have a crush on my brother, Lana. I am sure that the only person who doesn’t know is the bastard himself.”
My body tightened and my heart felt as if it wanted to fly out of my chest. What did he mean by everyone knew? Their parents knew about my crush on Paul?
Embarassment took my whole being. It felt like my tongue was full of pins. I wanted to defeend myself but I had nothing to say. He knew the truth so what was the point of denying it?
“I–”
“Yes?”
I frowned and looked up at him. He had a sly look on his face and I wanted to smack it off him.
“You know…” He drew close and came closer. “I can help you get his attention.”
My eyes widened at his words. What did he mean by that?
“Excuse me?”
He shrugged. “No offense… It's just… It would be best you let him know you have feelings for him. If he rejects you, you move on, if he doesn't, you try your best to make him want you. What I'm trying to say is, confess to him and get his eyes on you.”
“What if he rejects me?” I asked, feeling that it was a good idea but a bad one.
“You will still have his eyes on you and that's where I come in. We toy with his heart and make him question his feelings.”
“So…manipulation.” I deadpanned and he laughed.
Paul kissed his teeth and sighed then poked my forehead. He took the food from my hands and handed me back my phone before mounting his bike.
“Get on. Let's head back home and I'll tell you more.”
I stared at him for a few seconds before doing as he said. Whatever he had planned, I hoped it would work.
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We walked into the living room, with me walking behind him. As we walked further into the room, I noticed that Paul stopped walking. I eyed his back in confusion before walking to a stop beside him. My mood immediately deflated when I saw Drake and Nina standing beside each other, looking at us.
My eyes shifted to Nina’s arm wrapped around Drake’s before looking away with clenched jaw.
“It seems you two are having fun,” Nina said and giggled.
“Lana, go to my room. I'll meet you there,” Paul said and I looked at him, coinfused again.
He smiled down at me and cupped my cheek, stunning me. What was he doing? He stroked my cheek with his thumb before dropping his hand. I swallowed and side-eyed Drake. He had a blank look on his face and I wished he had a reaction to his brother touching me but as always, he was oblivious.
I nodded and walked away from him. As I walked past Nina and Drake, I made eye contact with him. He parted his lips as if to say something but hardened his expression and looked forward.
With a heavy heart, I walked on.
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I got up from Paul's bed when the door of his room opened. He shut the door and crossed the room to where I was.
“Are you okay?” He asked.
“I'm good. Why did you tell me to come here?” I asked and peeped at the time on my watch. “It's getting late and I need to get home.”
“Why don't you call your mom and tell her you're sleeping over. Besides, you have a room here.”
I thought about it and he was right. I needed to be away from home because I knew mom would not let me dwell in my emotions.
“Okay.”
Paul smiled and climbed the bed then laid beside me. He patted the space beside him and I laid down on my side, facing him.
“I want you to tell Drake about your feelings.”
I sighed. “You said that before. And I don't think that's a good idea.”
“I know it's not but I need you to. I want you to be free of this torture. If he rejects you, I want him to feel bad for hurting you. Either way, his attention will be on you. Drake really cares for you and getting him to like you can be easy.”
I furrowed my brows as I thought about what he was trying to say.
“You want me to confess to him then somehow make him want me?”
Paul turned his head and smirked. The look in his eyes gave me the answer to my question.
“Yes.”
“How do I do that?”
Paul laid on his side and stared at my face. His eyes on my face made me feel as if his eyes were peering deep into my pores, making me feel queasy.
“Use me.”
I blinked. “Huh?”
“Drake gets protective and possessive over what's his. Even though you're his friend, he gets very sensitive about you. Sometimes, we tease him saying you two might as well be a couple.”
My face flushed over his words. Drake was possessive and protective over me? The discovery made me feel butterflies in my belly.
“Once you tell him you like him and he rejects you, you will use me to rile him up. Use me to make him go crazy for you.”
I swallowed as my heart beat increased. Paul scooted closer, making me feel heated. My buried feelings for him was not about to come out of the corner I had put it in. I needed to control myself and Paul saying I needed to use him to make Drake want me, was not helpful.
I gasped when he cupped my cheek and rubbed the pad of his thumb against it.
“I want Drake to suffer for hurting you. And you being mine will make it happen.”
I swallowed.
“What do you say we act like a couple to rile him up?”
Lana’s POV“What the fuck?!”I jumped out of my seat at the content of the bank notification on my phone. My eyes found it hard to believe it and I wanted to laugh at the message attached to the alert. What was he thinking? Why would Paul send such a thing to me so unprovoked?“What’s with that look on your face?”I forced myself out of my shocked state to look at Lia, one of the boys’ sisters. She was in her medical scrub, holding two cups of coffee. She walked over to me and handed me one of the cups then sat down on the couch I had been sitting on.“What happened?” Lia asked and took a sip out of her drink.I sat down and showed her the screen of my phone. She read the content and almost choked on her drink before looking at me with wide eyes.“Is something going on between you and Paul?” She asked with shock heavy in her voice. “How the fuck is he sending you $20,000 to buy a dress for a party?!”I couldn't tell if she was judging me or not. I was not that close to the girls, but
Lana’s POVWhat did he just say?Did my ears hear right, or I was just being delusional?“Paul… What did you just say?” I asked in a clearer voice. Tears and sadness left me as curiosity took over my being.Paul took a step back and rubbed his neck while smiling sheepishly. He dropped his hand and gestured around.“What I meant to say is… I know my brother hurt you, especially since you like him. I wanted to fill that void. I know how it feels to have someone you like not like you back. I’ve been there before, and it hurts. All I had to do was move on with someone else.”I understood what he was saying as it was something I was also planning on doing now but now, he was making things even harder than before. Paul was speaking in a way that left me confused and conflicted with myself. Was he implying that he wanted a chance with me or something?My teenage self would be over the moon if he had said this to me. Not that a part of me was not excited but I was simply exhausted and confuse
Lana’s POVI watched his back as he walked ahead of me. I could not tell where he was leading me to, and I was scared of asking him where he wanted us to talk. I simply kept my mouth shut and walked after him, keeping my eyes on his back still.We arrived on the other end of the mansion and walked out the wide doors. We were now in the garden, which looked beautiful under the night sky and the glow of the lights around. We strolled to a bench in the middle of the garden, which overlooked a small pond and sat on it. I made sure there was enough space between us and kept my gaze on the flower bush across from me.“I brought you here to say that I am sorry,” Drake said, straight to the point, which almost sounded forced.I side-eyed him and saw he was looking to the side while fiddling with his fingers. I looked away and sighed. I needed this to be done with.“I said a lot of things I should not have said, and I apologize for it,” he said and heard him take a deep breath. “I was the one
LANA’S POV“Done,” I said and dropped the cotton swab and cream beside me.Paul smiled and looked past me at his reflection before looking back at me. His eyes scanned my body and before I knew it, he was lifting me into his arms. Out of shock, I wrapped my legs around his waist and put my arms behind his neck.“Where are you taking me?” I looked down at his face as he started to walk, making his way out of the bathroom.“I am taking you to bed,” he said and continued to walk until he got to his bed and laid me on it.I frowned as I wanted to get up and find something to do. It was night time but it was not like it was so late at night. I was hungry and didn’t want to rot in bed.“What’s that look on your face, hm?” Paul poked my forehead and stayed partially on top of me.“I’m hungry and I want to go get something to eat. Besides, I have to go home,” I replied and crossed my arms.Paul chuckled and grabbed my chin then shook my head softly. He removed his hand then flicked my nose, m
Lana’s POVI opened my eyes with a gasp. I looked around me and noticed I was laying on a bed, facing a familiar ceiling. I blinked and looked around me once again. I was in Paul’s room but what confused me was why I was laying on his bed when I was supposed to be home.I started to sit up, only to groan when my head ached so much that it hurt my eyes. I laid back down to stop the headache. My ears perked when I heard footsteps coming from the room’s entrance. I moved my gaze downward and saw Nina at the door, watching me with an odd look on her face.“What… what are you doing here?” I asked and slowly sat up, ignoring the pang in my head.Nina scoffed and started looking around the room before stopping at the floor length window of the room. She laughed softly, which made me wonder if something was wrong in her head. I jerked a little when she spun around quickly with a smile on her face.“You must really think you are special, huh?” Nina laughed again and started making her way to t
Lana’s POV“What are we going to do?” I asked as I walked into Paul’s bedroom.I staggered to a stop when I saw he was half naked with a short towel wrapped around his waist. It felt like my heart almost flew out of my chest at what I was seeing. I could not stop my eyes from taking in his physique. From his muscular arms, broad shoulders and chest to his abs that glistened from the water drops and light reflecting from his opened window. I swallowed as I eyed every drop of water on his skin then moved my eyes to the low ridden towel around his waist, which gave me a view of his v-line.I could have sworn I saw tiny hairs peeking from the rim of the towel, but I forced myself to look up at his face, which was a bad idea because his wet hair, and eyes made me feel something funny in my stomach. I hated how attracted I was to him. In fact, I hated how attracted I was to both brothers. I felt like a whore.“See something you like, baby?”My cheeks flushed at his question and term of ende