AVA's pov
The thing about men like Killian isâthey only value you when youâre no longer easy to reach. Three missed calls. Four unread messages. All from him. I didnât answer. Not because I wasnât temptedâbut because I knew myself too well. If I heard his voice too soon, I might forget what he did. I might start to remember how we used to beâhow he once looked at me like I hung the stars instead of watched them fade alone. But this version of me? The one who finally walked away? She didnât deal in nostalgia. She dealt in reality. And reality was: he cheated. He lied. He expected me to stay. But I didnât. Now, I stood in the center of the Blake Financial Groupâs executive lounge, overlooking a skyline that had once felt suffocating. Today, it felt like freedom. Cold and sharp, yesâbut free. âMiss Blake?â I turned to see Laurenâefficient as always, hair twisted into a sleek bun, tablet in hand. âYes?â âThereâs someone in the lobby asking to see you. He says heâs your husband.â Ex-husband. Not legally yet. But emotionally? Spiritually? Entirely. I arched a brow. âDid he have an appointment?â âNo, maâam. He just walked in and told reception it was urgent.â I smirked. Of course he did. Killian never asked for access. He assumed it. âTell him Iâm in a meeting.â Lauren hesitated. âHe said he wouldnât leave until he saw you.â I paused. Let him wait. âGive him a seat,â I said finally. âIn the coldest part of the lobby.â She stifled a smile and nodded. âRight away.â As she left, I returned my gaze to the city. I could almost picture him pacing downstairs, jaw clenched, annoyance replacing whatever version of guilt had brought him here. He didnât like being ignored. Too bad. Thirty minutes later, I descended the stairs with deliberate grace. I could feel the tension in the room before I even saw himâKillian Ricci, billionaire entrepreneur, married to a woman who now barely acknowledged his existence. He stood when he saw me. My eyes flicked over himâcreased navy suit, unshaven jaw, dark circles under his eyes. Good. Sleepless nights looked good on him. âAva,â he said. I walked past him, not stopping. âFollow me.â We ended up in a small conference room off the main lobby. It was glass-walledâvisible. Transparent. Fitting, considering all the secrets between us. I didnât sit. Neither did he. âWhat do you want, Killian?â He exhaled. âYou left without talking to me.â âNo,â I said coolly. âYou just didnât listen when I did.â His hands clenched at his sides. âYouâre not even giving me a chance to explain.â âYou donât get to ask for explanations after years of silence.â His voice rose slightly. âI didnât mean to hurt you.â âBut you did.â I met his eyes. âAnd you knew you would.â He looked away then, jaw tight. âI made mistakes,â he said. Mistakes. As if infidelity was a typo he could correct. I crossed my arms. âAnd now you want what, exactly? Forgiveness? Closure?â He hesitated. âI want⌠to fix this.â I stared at him, stunned. âYou want me back?â I asked, blinking once. âAfter everything?â âI didnât realize what I had until you walked out.â Of course not. They never do. âAnd she?â I asked. âThe mistress? Does she know youâre here trying to resurrect your marriage?â He flinched. I smiled faintly. âTell her I said good luck. Sheâll need it.â âAvaââ âNo,â I said, voice sharp now. âYou donât get to say my name like that anymore. Like you own it. Like it still softens for you.â He looked like he wanted to say more, but I turned and walked to the door. âYou chose her, Killian. So live with her. Donât come running back when the woman you abandoned finds her power again.â His voice dropped, softer this time. âI didnât know how strong you were until you stopped needing me.â I paused at the door, one hand on the handle. âI was always strong. You just loved me better when I was weak.â And then I walked away. Later That Night My apartment was smaller than the penthouse. Less glamorous. But it was mine. I curled up on the couch with a glass of red wine and a notebook in my lap. Not for journalingâno, I didnât need to relive the past. I was writing a plan. Business strategy. Market takeover. A rebranding initiative Iâd dreamed up during one of the many nights Killian left me alone. Only this time, I wasnât building it for someone else. I was building it for me. My phone buzzed. Unknown Number: You looked beautiful today. Even angry. Even untouchable. I didnât respond. I didnât need to ask who it was. But I didnât block him either. Because sometimes, power isnât silenceâitâs knowing when to let them scream into your absence. The silence that followed me home was no longer suffocating. It was sacred. For the first time in a long time, I wasnât afraid to be alone. The apartment lights were warm, the space quiet but alive with possibility. I kicked off my heels, set the wine glass down, and let my fingers trail over the marble countertop Iâd picked myself last week. My life, rebuilt brick by deliberate brick. Killianâs voice still echoed in my mindââI want to fix this.â But his words were like a vase shattered on the floor. You could collect the pieces, glue them together, but youâd always see the cracks. And I didnât want cracked love. I wanted wholeness. Starting with me. I moved to the window, city lights flickering like stars pulled to earth. My reflection stared back at meâsharper, harder, but clearer too. There was no weakness in her eyes anymore. Just a fire so old it had forgotten how to burn for someone else. I checked my phone again. Another message. Killian: Please talk to me. I tapped the screen once, hovering over block. But I didnât do it. Not yet. Let him watch. Let him unravel. Instead, I dialed a number I hadnât used in years. âAva Blake,â the voice on the other end sounded surprisedâand amused. âIs hell freezing over?â I smiled faintly. âNot yet. But itâs getting cold.â âTell me youâre finally coming back to the firm.â âNot just coming back,â I said. âIâm making a move.â There was a pause. âYou want to lead the merger?â âI want to dominate it.â The next morning was brisk and unforgivingâexactly how I liked it. I wore a structured navy suit with a white silk blouse beneath, heels like daggers, and my hair pulled into a sleek knot. It was the armor of a woman no longer asking to be seen. I arrived at the Blake Financial headquarters just as the press began gathering outside. Iâd leaked the tip myself: Ava Blake to return to helm new partnership talks. Surprise announcement expected. Let them come. Let them watch. Let them see the woman who once disappeared behind a man now stand in front of an empire. Killianâs companyâhis beloved Ricci Technologiesâwas unknowingly about to collide with mine. And this time, I wouldnât be standing beside him. Iâd be standing over him.AVA I froze. My robe was lying on the floor, Killian shirt barely hanging over one of my shoulders and his hand- God, his hand was still on my thigh. I gasped and Killian caught me doing it. He jerked his head up where he had been kissing the inside of my knee in a most sinner-like manner. His eyes were savage, copper-coloured in the dimness, keen with parental alarm. He gazed in my eyes, then at the door. Another creak, I hastened up in such a fury the world reeled, lust did not get my heart pounding this time though, from fear. The type of fear that set in in your stomach and then creeps up inside you like dangerous poison. "Did you invite anyone?" In a menacingly low voice Killian asked. I shook my head. âNo person comes here without an invitation..â He already started pulling his half-buttoned pants. I took the robe, and threw it around me, my fingers were shaking, the door creaked again then i heard a voice. "Open up, Ava. We need to talk." Killia
Ava His hand remained on the knot of the robe which she had just dropped and there i stood, naked not weak, as this was not the girl who used to beg. This woman was the one who got betrayed and lived through it. This was woman who drank her sorrow and sprayed it all over like perfume. He came to me with the movement as though something in him were crawling toward me. He was breathing faster, his eyes were darker and when he touched my waist i did not filinch. âYou should not be here" she said, and i could not move, she did not put her lips aside, he did not reply he only kissed me, and God,--I loathed that still I melted to it. It was not soft, not sweet, not worried or slow, It was fire in the mouth, teeth, tongue, bruising kind of kiss. His hands went down my back as though to get to know me again. Such as all of my skin that he used not to pay attention to before had to be adored. He leaned me against the wall and was kissing my neck until my toes were cur
I whispered it so loudly it frightened me, though, and I knew this time no one was in the room with me. Just me turning a light bulb in a corner, a stench of red wine in my tongue, and a couch on which I just got too cold to sit. I was yet in the gala dress, with the zippers down and wads. My makeup was smeared, and my phone was shaky in my hand as though it knew that it had done something wrong. Grayson was having sex with her in a bed which was not mine with my lawyer . It is the same woman who said I was courageous to walk away. The same woman who held my hand and told me âYou deserve peace, Ava.âThe woman whom I believed would be my ugliest end to life. They were smiling in the photo. Not that sort of smile folks show when they are tipsy. The nice clothes which they put on after they have won. She had on the silver necklace that I bought her as a gift on her birthday. A reward of appreciation .it appeared as a trophy and Grayson? His hand was on her hip. That was the h
Avaâs POV The gown was smoothing and soft against my hips as a piece of silk, red bold, and loud like me. I was not planning to bump into Killian at the Joe Corp Gala, however, i had no intention to conceal myself. The heels were high, the cleavage was low and the expression on his face was presumable. He was at the centre of the room with a drink in his hands standing frozen as i entered. The music went on but he stopped, all his body seemed to stop. I just passed by him as i did not recognize him, as though i had not learnt by heart every hair on his face, every fib in his tones, like he wasn't the man who kissed me at night when making love to another person. Killian Joe hurled this loss on my head. He would not repeat itânot even under the level gaze of his grey eyes which seemed able to burn apologies into my flesh. Just behind i heard a smoother voice say âMs Blake.â Like a pre-arranged chest-stroke, Grayson was so exactly timed, his hand began to slide i
KILLIAN's povIt was supposed to be romantic.The private orchestra, the full ballroom at Langston Towers, the press discreetly tipped off, ready to capture Ava Blake walking into an apology so grand it would rewrite everything.I stood in the center of the candlelit hall, waiting.But Ava didnât walk in.She stormed in.Dressed in blackâagain, always black lately, like mourning the man I used to beâand flanked by two board members. The camera flashes burst behind her like lightning.She didnât even blink at the arrangement.âReally, Killian?â she said coolly. âYou ambush me with violins?âI tried to step forward. âI wanted to show you Iâm not giving upâââThis isnât a K-drama,â she snapped. âYou donât get to cheat, lie, ruin everything, then roll out a red carpet and expect redemption in four acts.âThe reporters began whispering. Filming. Loving the chaos.I lowered my voice. âAva, Iâm trying. Iâm begging youâââDonât beg,â she said. âNot unless youâre ready to do it in front of eve
The press conference started at precisely 10 a.m.A wall of flashing cameras. Microphones like drawn swords. And meâcenter stage.I stood at the podium inside Blake Financialâs atrium, a massive steel-and-glass structure that housed the countryâs top investment minds. But today, the focus was on something else entirelyâme.âIâd like to thank you all for coming,â I began, calm, deliberate. âAfter a brief absence, Iâm returning to take full leadership of Blake Financialâs upcoming strategic merger. And I will also be spearheading our next acquisitionâbeginning with Ricci Technologies.âA ripple spread through the crowd like a dropped stone in still water.The mention of Killianâs companyâpublicly, intentionallyâwasnât just business. It was bloodsport.I smiled coolly. âWe intend to work closely with the board of Ricci Technologies to restructure and reposition their assets for greater long-term viability. Which includes a full audit of internal leadership.âTranslation: your seat isnât