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The thing about men like Killian isâthey only value you when youâre no longer easy to reach. Three missed calls. Four unread messages. All from him. I didnât answer. Not because I wasnât temptedâbut because I knew myself too well. If I heard his voice too soon, I might forget what he did. I might start to remember how we used to beâhow he once looked at me like I hung the stars instead of watched them fade alone. But this version of me? The one who finally walked away? She didnât deal in nostalgia. She dealt in reality. And reality was: he cheated. He lied. He expected me to stay. But I didnât. Now, I stood in the center of the Blake Financial Groupâs executive lounge, overlooking a skyline that had once felt suffocating. Today, it felt like freedom. Cold and sharp, yesâbut free. âMiss Blake?â I turned to see Laurenâefficient as always, hair twisted into a sleek bun, tablet in hand. âYes?â âThereâs someone in the lobby asking to see you. He says heâs your husband.â Ex-husband. Not legally yet. But emotionally? Spiritually? Entirely. I arched a brow. âDid he have an appointment?â âNo, maâam. He just walked in and told reception it was urgent.â I smirked. Of course he did. Killian never asked for access. He assumed it. âTell him Iâm in a meeting.â Lauren hesitated. âHe said he wouldnât leave until he saw you.â I paused. Let him wait. âGive him a seat,â I said finally. âIn the coldest part of the lobby.â She stifled a smile and nodded. âRight away.â As she left, I returned my gaze to the city. I could almost picture him pacing downstairs, jaw clenched, annoyance replacing whatever version of guilt had brought him here. He didnât like being ignored. Too bad. Thirty minutes later, I descended the stairs with deliberate grace. I could feel the tension in the room before I even saw himâKillian Ricci, billionaire entrepreneur, married to a woman who now barely acknowledged his existence. He stood when he saw me. My eyes flicked over himâcreased navy suit, unshaven jaw, dark circles under his eyes. Good. Sleepless nights looked good on him. âAva,â he said. I walked past him, not stopping. âFollow me.â We ended up in a small conference room off the main lobby. It was glass-walledâvisible. Transparent. Fitting, considering all the secrets between us. I didnât sit. Neither did he. âWhat do you want, Killian?â He exhaled. âYou left without talking to me.â âNo,â I said coolly. âYou just didnât listen when I did.â His hands clenched at his sides. âYouâre not even giving me a chance to explain.â âYou donât get to ask for explanations after years of silence.â His voice rose slightly. âI didnât mean to hurt you.â âBut you did.â I met his eyes. âAnd you knew you would.â He looked away then, jaw tight. âI made mistakes,â he said. Mistakes. As if infidelity was a typo he could correct. I crossed my arms. âAnd now you want what, exactly? Forgiveness? Closure?â He hesitated. âI want⌠to fix this.â I stared at him, stunned. âYou want me back?â I asked, blinking once. âAfter everything?â âI didnât realize what I had until you walked out.â Of course not. They never do. âAnd she?â I asked. âThe mistress? Does she know youâre here trying to resurrect your marriage?â He flinched. I smiled faintly. âTell her I said good luck. Sheâll need it.â âAvaââ âNo,â I said, voice sharp now. âYou donât get to say my name like that anymore. Like you own it. Like it still softens for you.â He looked like he wanted to say more, but I turned and walked to the door. âYou chose her, Killian. So live with her. Donât come running back when the woman you abandoned finds her power again.â His voice dropped, softer this time. âI didnât know how strong you were until you stopped needing me.â I paused at the door, one hand on the handle. âI was always strong. You just loved me better when I was weak.â And then I walked away. Later That Night My apartment was smaller than the penthouse. Less glamorous. But it was mine. I curled up on the couch with a glass of red wine and a notebook in my lap. Not for journalingâno, I didnât need to relive the past. I was writing a plan. Business strategy. Market takeover. A rebranding initiative Iâd dreamed up during one of the many nights Killian left me alone. Only this time, I wasnât building it for someone else. I was building it for me. My phone buzzed. Unknown Number: You looked beautiful today. Even angry. Even untouchable. I didnât respond. I didnât need to ask who it was. But I didnât block him either. Because sometimes, power isnât silenceâitâs knowing when to let them scream into your absence. The silence that followed me home was no longer suffocating. It was sacred. For the first time in a long time, I wasnât afraid to be alone. The apartment lights were warm, the space quiet but alive with possibility. I kicked off my heels, set the wine glass down, and let my fingers trail over the marble countertop Iâd picked myself last week. My life, rebuilt brick by deliberate brick. Killianâs voice still echoed in my mindââI want to fix this.â But his words were like a vase shattered on the floor. You could collect the pieces, glue them together, but youâd always see the cracks. And I didnât want cracked love. I wanted wholeness. Starting with me. I moved to the window, city lights flickering like stars pulled to earth. My reflection stared back at meâsharper, harder, but clearer too. There was no weakness in her eyes anymore. Just a fire so old it had forgotten how to burn for someone else. I checked my phone again. Another message. Killian: Please talk to me. I tapped the screen once, hovering over block. But I didnât do it. Not yet. Let him watch. Let him unravel. Instead, I dialed a number I hadnât used in years. âAva Blake,â the voice on the other end sounded surprisedâand amused. âIs hell freezing over?â I smiled faintly. âNot yet. But itâs getting cold.â âTell me youâre finally coming back to the firm.â âNot just coming back,â I said. âIâm making a move.â There was a pause. âYou want to lead the merger?â âI want to dominate it.â The next morning was brisk and unforgivingâexactly how I liked it. I wore a structured navy suit with a white silk blouse beneath, heels like daggers, and my hair pulled into a sleek knot. It was the armor of a woman no longer asking to be seen. I arrived at the Blake Financial headquarters just as the press began gathering outside. Iâd leaked the tip myself: Ava Blake to return to helm new partnership talks. Surprise announcement expected. Let them come. Let them watch. Let them see the woman who once disappeared behind a man now stand in front of an empire. Killianâs companyâhis beloved Ricci Technologiesâwas unknowingly about to collide with mine. And this time, I wouldnât be standing beside him. Iâd be standing over him.By the time we reached the outskirts, my hands were still trembling, but not from fear, from the rush, from the need to move, to do something. We found a temporary base in an old mechanic shop that hadnât seen a car in years. Rusted tools hung like trophies on the walls, dust thick enough to write on. Grayson swept for bugs while Lucas went straight to the breaker box and rewired the power like it was muscle memory. I just paced and my thoughts were running faster than my mouth could keep up with. âTheyâre tracking us faster each time,â Grayson said, scanning a device. âWhoeverâs behind this has infrastructure. Serious one.â âThen we take it from them,â I shot back. âFind their server, burn it down, feed them their own data until their systems choke.â Lucas glanced up from the wires, a small grin tugging his mouth. âThatâs my girl.â I ignored the flutter and folded my arms. âSo where do we start?â He tapped a map open on the dust
The air outside felt charged, like the city itself knew something was coming. I hadnât felt this exposed in months,no disguise, no shadows to crawl into, no place to hide behind someone elseâs name. Just me, Ava, out in the open again. Grayson moved beside me, silent but alert, scanning every face that brushed past us like each one carried a secret. Lucas trailed a few steps behind, calm in that unnerving way he had, one hand tucked casually in his jacket, the other holding his phone, pretending not to be tense but I could feel it. We all could. We had been tracing a lead for hoursâan encrypted message Grayson had cracked late last night. Coordinates. A time. A promise of the next piece of the puzzle but the closer we got, the more something in me screamed that it was too neat, too easy. âI donât like this,â I murmured, keeping my voice low as I stepped around a cracked pavement. âItâs too quiet.â Graysonâs jaw twitched. âThatâs exactly what I said ten minu
I was tired of hiding, not the kind of tired that a few hours of sleep could fix. This one lived in my bones â an exhaustion that came from pretending too long, from swallowing my name, my anger, my story. Every disguise, every whisper, every fake smile had been another layer of suffocation and I was done. The sweatshirt on my back wasnât even mine, but it carried the scent of smoke and distance, a reminder of how far Iâd run. My hair, finally loose, tangled in the wind. The chill of dawn stung my skin, but I let it. It reminded me I was still alive.Behind me, I heard Lucasâs footsteps before he even spoke. He always had this way of filling the silence, not loud, not clumsy, but steady, like someone trying to anchor you whether you wanted it or not. âAva,â he said, his voice quiet but edged. âYouâre not thinking this through.â âIâve done enough thinking,â I replied without turning. âIt never helped anyway.â He sighed, that same exasperated breath he
I didnât realize how long Iâd been waiting until the moment my fingers hovered over the keyboard, the plan solid and dangerous in front of me, every detail sharp enough to cut. For weeks, I had hidden, observed, and calculated. Shadows had been my companions,and silence my armor but now, it was time to stop waiting. Time to make my presence felt, carefully and deliberately with all the anger I had bottled up inside. Lucas leaned against the doorway, one hand pressed to the frame, with his eyes assessing every inch of me. The faint twitch of a smile crossed his lips as he noticed my tension, my barely contained energy. âReady?â he asked. His voice was calm, but I could hear the restrained thrill beneath it, a mirrored reflection of my own anticipation. I nodded, biting back a laugh that felt like it might shatter the room if I let it. âMore than ready. Itâs time they start feeling us. That weâre not hiding forever. That every move they think is safe could be our a
The moment the figure collapsed into the shadows, silence pressed down on me, heavy and deceptive, as if the world had paused to catch its breath before chaos resumed. My chest heaved with my muscles trembling from exertion, and my heart still hammering as adrenaline refused to ebb. Lucas sagged slightly beside me, with the sharp edge of his injury which is almost healed, making each movement deliberate and cautious. I caught him rubbing his side with one hand, and his jaw clenched tight enough to cut stone. âTheyâre not done,â I said with my voice barely a whisper, though sharp enough to slice through the quiet. Lucas shook his head slowly, with his eyes scanning the perimeter, and face pale under the dim lights. âI know. Theyâre just regrouping. Theyâll hit again where they think weâre weak. Thatâs always their first assumption.â I let out a short laugh, jagged and raw. âWeak? You think weâre weak?â My voice rose slightly, with a mixture of di
The night stretched on like a taut wire, every shadow a potential threat, and every sound amplified into a warning. My hands tightened around the burner phone on the table, though I knew checking it again would accomplish nothing but spike my anxiety. Even when silent, it felt alive, mocking my attempts to breathe steadily. I could feel the tension in my shoulders, and in the muscles as I forced myself to relax, as if any twitch might betray me to whoever was out there watching. Lucas sat across from me, the wound along his side still tender, but his posture steady, with his eyes alert in the dim light. I noticed how he favored his right side slightly, the way his grip on his coat tightened with each subtle noise outside, and it made my chest clench in a mix of concern and admiration. âWeâre not going to wait for them to act,â he said with the words slicing through the quiet tension like a sharpened blade. âWe take the first move, make them react.â I let his word




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