AVA's pov
The thing about men like Killian isâthey only value you when youâre no longer easy to reach. Three missed calls. Four unread messages. All from him. I didnât answer. Not because I wasnât temptedâbut because I knew myself too well. If I heard his voice too soon, I might forget what he did. I might start to remember how we used to beâhow he once looked at me like I hung the stars instead of watched them fade alone. But this version of me? The one who finally walked away? She didnât deal in nostalgia. She dealt in reality. And reality was: he cheated. He lied. He expected me to stay. But I didnât. Now, I stood in the center of the Blake Financial Groupâs executive lounge, overlooking a skyline that had once felt suffocating. Today, it felt like freedom. Cold and sharp, yesâbut free. âMiss Blake?â I turned to see Laurenâefficient as always, hair twisted into a sleek bun, tablet in hand. âYes?â âThereâs someone in the lobby asking to see you. He says heâs your husband.â Ex-husband. Not legally yet. But emotionally? Spiritually? Entirely. I arched a brow. âDid he have an appointment?â âNo, maâam. He just walked in and told reception it was urgent.â I smirked. Of course he did. Killian never asked for access. He assumed it. âTell him Iâm in a meeting.â Lauren hesitated. âHe said he wouldnât leave until he saw you.â I paused. Let him wait. âGive him a seat,â I said finally. âIn the coldest part of the lobby.â She stifled a smile and nodded. âRight away.â As she left, I returned my gaze to the city. I could almost picture him pacing downstairs, jaw clenched, annoyance replacing whatever version of guilt had brought him here. He didnât like being ignored. Too bad. Thirty minutes later, I descended the stairs with deliberate grace. I could feel the tension in the room before I even saw himâKillian Ricci, billionaire entrepreneur, married to a woman who now barely acknowledged his existence. He stood when he saw me. My eyes flicked over himâcreased navy suit, unshaven jaw, dark circles under his eyes. Good. Sleepless nights looked good on him. âAva,â he said. I walked past him, not stopping. âFollow me.â We ended up in a small conference room off the main lobby. It was glass-walledâvisible. Transparent. Fitting, considering all the secrets between us. I didnât sit. Neither did he. âWhat do you want, Killian?â He exhaled. âYou left without talking to me.â âNo,â I said coolly. âYou just didnât listen when I did.â His hands clenched at his sides. âYouâre not even giving me a chance to explain.â âYou donât get to ask for explanations after years of silence.â His voice rose slightly. âI didnât mean to hurt you.â âBut you did.â I met his eyes. âAnd you knew you would.â He looked away then, jaw tight. âI made mistakes,â he said. Mistakes. As if infidelity was a typo he could correct. I crossed my arms. âAnd now you want what, exactly? Forgiveness? Closure?â He hesitated. âI want⌠to fix this.â I stared at him, stunned. âYou want me back?â I asked, blinking once. âAfter everything?â âI didnât realize what I had until you walked out.â Of course not. They never do. âAnd she?â I asked. âThe mistress? Does she know youâre here trying to resurrect your marriage?â He flinched. I smiled faintly. âTell her I said good luck. Sheâll need it.â âAvaââ âNo,â I said, voice sharp now. âYou donât get to say my name like that anymore. Like you own it. Like it still softens for you.â He looked like he wanted to say more, but I turned and walked to the door. âYou chose her, Killian. So live with her. Donât come running back when the woman you abandoned finds her power again.â His voice dropped, softer this time. âI didnât know how strong you were until you stopped needing me.â I paused at the door, one hand on the handle. âI was always strong. You just loved me better when I was weak.â And then I walked away. Later That Night My apartment was smaller than the penthouse. Less glamorous. But it was mine. I curled up on the couch with a glass of red wine and a notebook in my lap. Not for journalingâno, I didnât need to relive the past. I was writing a plan. Business strategy. Market takeover. A rebranding initiative Iâd dreamed up during one of the many nights Killian left me alone. Only this time, I wasnât building it for someone else. I was building it for me. My phone buzzed. Unknown Number: You looked beautiful today. Even angry. Even untouchable. I didnât respond. I didnât need to ask who it was. But I didnât block him either. Because sometimes, power isnât silenceâitâs knowing when to let them scream into your absence. The silence that followed me home was no longer suffocating. It was sacred. For the first time in a long time, I wasnât afraid to be alone. The apartment lights were warm, the space quiet but alive with possibility. I kicked off my heels, set the wine glass down, and let my fingers trail over the marble countertop Iâd picked myself last week. My life, rebuilt brick by deliberate brick. Killianâs voice still echoed in my mindââI want to fix this.â But his words were like a vase shattered on the floor. You could collect the pieces, glue them together, but youâd always see the cracks. And I didnât want cracked love. I wanted wholeness. Starting with me. I moved to the window, city lights flickering like stars pulled to earth. My reflection stared back at meâsharper, harder, but clearer too. There was no weakness in her eyes anymore. Just a fire so old it had forgotten how to burn for someone else. I checked my phone again. Another message. Killian: Please talk to me. I tapped the screen once, hovering over block. But I didnât do it. Not yet. Let him watch. Let him unravel. Instead, I dialed a number I hadnât used in years. âAva Blake,â the voice on the other end sounded surprisedâand amused. âIs hell freezing over?â I smiled faintly. âNot yet. But itâs getting cold.â âTell me youâre finally coming back to the firm.â âNot just coming back,â I said. âIâm making a move.â There was a pause. âYou want to lead the merger?â âI want to dominate it.â The next morning was brisk and unforgivingâexactly how I liked it. I wore a structured navy suit with a white silk blouse beneath, heels like daggers, and my hair pulled into a sleek knot. It was the armor of a woman no longer asking to be seen. I arrived at the Blake Financial headquarters just as the press began gathering outside. Iâd leaked the tip myself: Ava Blake to return to helm new partnership talks. Surprise announcement expected. Let them come. Let them watch. Let them see the woman who once disappeared behind a man now stand in front of an empire. Killianâs companyâhis beloved Ricci Technologiesâwas unknowingly about to collide with mine. And this time, I wouldnât be standing beside him. Iâd be standing over him.I could not tell if it was the silk dress hugging my skin or the quiet of the house that made me feel I was being observed or if it was the message still flashing in my mind though I had already deleted it. âPublicize it and you will lose a lot of money because your father owes us money." And I stood in front of a mirror taking my breath short, and twitting the fronts of my dress. I could tremble once, but now I felt nervous because of another thing, my heart kind of went fast because it understood that something was about to happen badly. "I will go downstairs,â I said, and shouted it out, i did not know if Killian heard me or not. I was not even able to know where he was within the house. He moved past me like a lost soul, and I loathed the reality which I adored, without surrendering my hat I left the room, and passed into the hall, and every footstep out of the room resounded in the marble. I was to face the press, i was to make a statement that was going to kill Gra
Ava The words rang in my ears as thunder which could not fade. I did not move, though. I did not even blink. I just continued gazing at my reflection in the mirror, the woman in the robe, the one with the stain of mascara on her cheeks and a heart that could not again be broken. This boy, this child, this secret i was already informed of. I saw the video, i recognized the boy's eyes, and I knew what it meant. The backstabbing was not new and the wound did not sting as new, it was just a reminder. Behind me I heard the voice of Killian. "I didn't tellher to come." I turned to him slowly, like to something that is already broken. "You sure? Cause the last thing i did was to trust that silence when i signed my name away." He was aggrieved and I did not mind. "I didn't want to lose you." He walked over, and said: "You lost me anyway.â "Don't say that." "Why not?" I laughed. âWhat are you afraid to hear the truth?" Just then something wild occurred. Wha
Ava I didnât flinch. Killian got up, when I made a sign. âSitâ and he did. My assistant changed position. I would have sent a text message but! thought this... could only be delivered in person." "I'm listening," i said. Her voice did not tremble but her lips did. âThis morning the board held an emergency meeting, they voted." I exhaled. "Who?" She looked up at me. "Grayson. They are giving you position to Grayson Hale." I uttered no scream, no gasp, not even a curse. The feeling in my heart, knocking against my ribs and the following words, so this was the plan. Those nights when I used to cry on the shoulders of Grayson and that lawyer. She used to call me brave so many times. Every time she gave me papers as if they were the means of survival and not the means of destruction. And now? The person that I had trusted with my company had been given my name on a silver platter. I replied, "You are not saying any thing." It was flat when I said,
Ava My robe left hanging about my chest as it was that two chapters before when Killian had wrung a moan out of me. My lips were still swollen even though it was not because of lipstick-it was him. But my heart? That was something else now, Something stiff. Then something was becoming glass inside me.... it was a video, what I was watching on my phone. One which should be kept a secret, by nobody, under no name, no warning. I clicked it and I was frozen like a corpse.. It was Killian, shirtless and smilling in a bedroom having the same gold trim curtains I had chosen out of a catalog one Tuesday night when he said he liked soft things. He was smiling but it was not at me but at her. I used to believe that the same woman was no more than a mistake. A one time deal, a possibility, or nothing.. But she was not a rumor any more, she was real and she was pregnant on the video, big belly, big grin. Fat belly with the explanation why I has made my mark on the divorce papers.an
AVA I froze. My robe was lying on the floor, Killian shirt barely hanging over one of my shoulders and his hand- God, his hand was still on my thigh. I gasped and Killian caught me doing it. He jerked his head up where he had been kissing the inside of my knee in a most sinner-like manner. His eyes were savage, copper-coloured in the dimness, keen with parental alarm. He gazed in my eyes, then at the door. Another creak, I hastened up in such a fury the world reeled, lust did not get my heart pounding this time though, from fear. The type of fear that set in in your stomach and then creeps up inside you like dangerous poison. "Did you invite anyone?" In a menacingly low voice Killian asked. I shook my head. âNo person comes here without an invitation..â He already started pulling his half-buttoned pants. I took the robe, and threw it around me, my fingers were shaking, the door creaked again then i heard a voice. "Open up, Ava. We need to talk." Killia
Ava His hand remained on the knot of the robe which she had just dropped and there i stood, naked not weak, as this was not the girl who used to beg. This woman was the one who got betrayed and lived through it. This was woman who drank her sorrow and sprayed it all over like perfume. He came to me with the movement as though something in him were crawling toward me. He was breathing faster, his eyes were darker and when he touched my waist i did not filinch. âYou should not be here" she said, and i could not move, she did not put her lips aside, he did not reply he only kissed me, and God,--I loathed that still I melted to it. It was not soft, not sweet, not worried or slow, It was fire in the mouth, teeth, tongue, bruising kind of kiss. His hands went down my back as though to get to know me again. Such as all of my skin that he used not to pay attention to before had to be adored. He leaned me against the wall and was kissing my neck until my toes were cur