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I knew something was wrong the moment the front door clicked openâquietly, like guilt had a sound. I didnât look up from the dining table. I couldnât. My hand trembled too much to lift the wine glass without spilling it, and I refused to let him see me break. Not tonight. âKillian,â I said, my voice steady despite the storm inside me. âYouâre late.â There was silence. Then the soft click of his shoes on the marble floor, measured, unapologetic. âI had a meeting.â A lie. He didnât even bother to make it convincing anymore. âI see.â I finally raised my eyes to him. He looked immaculate, as alwaysâtailored suit, perfectly tousled hair, tie slightly loosened like he wanted to appear effortlessly exhausted. But his eyes gave him away. They didnât hold the warmth I used to know. They held something colder now. Distance. Resentment. Maybe regret. But not for me. I rose from my seat slowly, deliberately. âI made dinner.â Killianâs jaw ticked, his eyes darting briefly to the table Iâd spent hours settingâcandlelight flickering, silverware gleaming, his favorite wine breathing next to untouched plates. âI already ate.â Of course he had. With her. I swallowed the bitter taste rising in my throat and nodded. âRight. How silly of me to think we still did things like⌠eat together.â He didnât answer. Instead, he slipped off his jacket and walked toward the living room. His phone buzzed. He glanced at it and smiledâthe kind of smile I hadnât seen directed at me in months. I didnât need to ask who it was. I already knew. I followed him slowly, heels clicking like a countdown. âKillian. I need to ask you something.â He sighed, not even bothering to hide his irritation. âAva, can we not do this tonight?â âWe havenât done anything in a long time,â I said quietly. âSo forgive me for asking if the woman youâve been sneaking off with is the same one who sent me flowers. From your name.â That got his attention. His shoulders stiffened. âWhat are you talking about?â I held up the card. âTo Ava Blake, the woman whoâs too good for a man who lies. From Killianâjust not yours.â He stared at it like it might explode in his hands. âThat wasnât from me.â I stepped closer, close enough to see the guilt flicker in his expression before he masked it. âSheâs bold,â I said. âSending flowers to your wife. To our home. She must be very confident.â Killian didnât deny it. He didnât offer a name. No excuse. Just silence. It was worse than an argument. It was confirmation. I took a slow breath and whispered, âHow long?â He looked me in the eyes thenâand for a moment, I thought I saw shame. But it disappeared as quickly as it came. âLong enough,â he said. And just like that, something inside me shattered. Ten years. Ten years of loving him. Of building his world. Of defending him when people said I deserved better. Of begging my father to invest in the company he nearly bankrupted. Of playing hostess, housewife, and the perfect woman, all for a man who couldnât even lie with conviction. And now, he stood in front of me, unapologetic. Unbothered. But I wasnât going to beg. Not anymore. I straightened my shoulders. âThen letâs not waste any more time.â He blinked. âWhat are you talking about?â âIâll leave,â I said, voice calm. âYou want to be with her? Fine. Be with her. But Iâm not going to stand here and make it easier for you.â His brow furrowed. âAvaââ âI gave you everything, Killian. Not because I had no other choiceâbut because I chose you. You donât get to rewrite that just because youâre bored.â I stepped around him, heading for the stairs. âIâll pack tonight. But before I go, I want you to remember something.â He said nothing. I turned back at the top of the stairs. âYou built your empire with my fatherâs money. My name opened doors for you. My silence covered your mistakes. So when I leave, Iâm not just walking awayâIâm taking back whatâs mine.â His face hardened. âYou canâtââ âWatch me.â And with that, I turned and walked into the bedroom. The same one we used to share. The same one heâd made foreign with his absence. I didnât cry. Not tonight. Tonight, I burned the girl who waited up for her husband. And in her place, I became a woman heâd wish heâd never underestimated. I didnât slam the door. That wouldâve given him too much satisfactionâproof that he still had power over me. Instead, I closed it softly behind me, the way you close a chapter. I stood in the middle of the bedroom, my bedroom, the one I decorated with soft ivory and warm gold, the one where I once imagined us growing old together. The irony burned now. These walls had heard my laughter, my whispered prayers, my sobs muffled into pillows when he came home late reeking of someone elseâs perfume. I opened the closet, eyes scanning over the rows of clothes I hadnât worn in months. I used to dress for himâsilks, lace, soft cashmere. Now, I couldnât even remember the last time he noticed what I wore. Or if he even noticed me at all. A bitter smile tugged at the corners of my lips. âLong enough,â heâd said. Long enough for me to become invisible. Long enough for her to become the center of his world. My fingers reached for the suitcase, dragging it out from under the bed we no longer shared. I moved mechanically at first, tossing in jeans, a few blouses, the kind of pieces that didnât scream Ava Blake, Perfect Wife. I paused on a silk nightgownâchampagne-colored, delicate, one he once said made me look like a goddess. I shoved it to the back of the drawer. There would be no more goddess for him. As I zipped the suitcase, my phone vibrated on the nightstand. I didnât need to check the screen. My mother had been calling all week. She knew something was wrong. Mothers always know. But I wasnât ready to hear the âI told you so.â Not yet. Not when I still felt like I was bleeding internally and trying to keep the wounds hidden under couture and lipstick. I sat on the edge of the bed, gripping the suitcase handle like it was the only anchor I had left. My heart pounded so loudly it echoed in my ears. It wasnât fear. It was clarity. Cold, sharp, and brutal. He betrayed me. He chose her. Now I had to choose myself. The door creaked open behind me. I didnât turn. âAva,â Killianâs voice was lower now, unsure. Like heâd only just realized I meant it. I stood slowly, facing him with practiced calm. âI told you Iâm leaving.â He stepped into the room, hands in his pockets. He always looked composed when he didnât know what to say. âDonât do this. Youâre being emotional.â I almost laughed. Emotional? I had been silent for years while he slowly chipped away at the woman I used to be. âNo, Killian. I was emotional when I found out. I was emotional when I realized I had been loving a ghost. But now?â I picked up the suitcase and looked him in the eye. âNow Iâm just done.â He reached for me. âYouâre overreacting. You donât have to go.â âAnd you didnât have to sleep with someone else. But here we are.â I stepped around him again, heading down the stairs. My heels were loud this time. Deliberately loud. Let him hear me leave. âWhere will you go?â he asked, following. âIâll figure it out.â I paused near the entrance, my hand on the door handle. âYou did.â He flinched. But I wasnât finished. âI stayed when you had nothing. I built you with my own hands. And you threw me away like I was part of your past instead of your future.â My voice trembled, not with weakness, but with fury. âSo donât ask me where Iâll go. Ask yourself who youâll be without me.â He didnât answer. Not even a plea. Coward. I opened the door, stepping into the night. The air was cool, briskâalmost like it was welcoming me into a new life. Behind me, Killian called my name once, quietly. I didnât look back. Four Days Later The city skyline looked different when you werenât trapped in a marriage. It wasnât a cage anymoreâit was a challenge. An opportunity. I sipped my coffee on the rooftop of the Blake Financial Group buildingâmy fatherâs company. My company, now. Iâd taken a leave years ago to support Killianâs startup, but I never really left. My name still held weight. My instincts still had value. And after everything Iâd given up for him, I was ready to take it all back. A knock on the glass door behind me pulled me from my thoughts. âMaâam,â Lauren, my fatherâs former assistant, now mine, stepped forward with a tablet. âThe board meeting starts in ten. Everyoneâs asking if youâll be leading todayâs pitch.â I took the tablet, scanning the screen. The proposal was solidâsomething Iâd refined late last night while the world slept and my heart refused to. âI will,â I said calmly. Laurenâs lips curled into a smile. âItâs good to have you back, Ava.â It was more than that. It was the beginning. I walked into the boardroom with my chin high, heels striking polished floors like thunder. The executives turned. Some of them barely remembered me from my last real appearance. Some didnât recognize me at all. But they would. I took my seat at the head of the table, placed the file in front of me, and began, âThank you for being here. Letâs discuss how we take back whatâs ours.âBy the time we reached the outskirts, my hands were still trembling, but not from fear, from the rush, from the need to move, to do something. We found a temporary base in an old mechanic shop that hadnât seen a car in years. Rusted tools hung like trophies on the walls, dust thick enough to write on. Grayson swept for bugs while Lucas went straight to the breaker box and rewired the power like it was muscle memory. I just paced and my thoughts were running faster than my mouth could keep up with. âTheyâre tracking us faster each time,â Grayson said, scanning a device. âWhoeverâs behind this has infrastructure. Serious one.â âThen we take it from them,â I shot back. âFind their server, burn it down, feed them their own data until their systems choke.â Lucas glanced up from the wires, a small grin tugging his mouth. âThatâs my girl.â I ignored the flutter and folded my arms. âSo where do we start?â He tapped a map open on the dust
The air outside felt charged, like the city itself knew something was coming. I hadnât felt this exposed in months,no disguise, no shadows to crawl into, no place to hide behind someone elseâs name. Just me, Ava, out in the open again. Grayson moved beside me, silent but alert, scanning every face that brushed past us like each one carried a secret. Lucas trailed a few steps behind, calm in that unnerving way he had, one hand tucked casually in his jacket, the other holding his phone, pretending not to be tense but I could feel it. We all could. We had been tracing a lead for hoursâan encrypted message Grayson had cracked late last night. Coordinates. A time. A promise of the next piece of the puzzle but the closer we got, the more something in me screamed that it was too neat, too easy. âI donât like this,â I murmured, keeping my voice low as I stepped around a cracked pavement. âItâs too quiet.â Graysonâs jaw twitched. âThatâs exactly what I said ten minu
I was tired of hiding, not the kind of tired that a few hours of sleep could fix. This one lived in my bones â an exhaustion that came from pretending too long, from swallowing my name, my anger, my story. Every disguise, every whisper, every fake smile had been another layer of suffocation and I was done. The sweatshirt on my back wasnât even mine, but it carried the scent of smoke and distance, a reminder of how far Iâd run. My hair, finally loose, tangled in the wind. The chill of dawn stung my skin, but I let it. It reminded me I was still alive.Behind me, I heard Lucasâs footsteps before he even spoke. He always had this way of filling the silence, not loud, not clumsy, but steady, like someone trying to anchor you whether you wanted it or not. âAva,â he said, his voice quiet but edged. âYouâre not thinking this through.â âIâve done enough thinking,â I replied without turning. âIt never helped anyway.â He sighed, that same exasperated breath he
I didnât realize how long Iâd been waiting until the moment my fingers hovered over the keyboard, the plan solid and dangerous in front of me, every detail sharp enough to cut. For weeks, I had hidden, observed, and calculated. Shadows had been my companions,and silence my armor but now, it was time to stop waiting. Time to make my presence felt, carefully and deliberately with all the anger I had bottled up inside. Lucas leaned against the doorway, one hand pressed to the frame, with his eyes assessing every inch of me. The faint twitch of a smile crossed his lips as he noticed my tension, my barely contained energy. âReady?â he asked. His voice was calm, but I could hear the restrained thrill beneath it, a mirrored reflection of my own anticipation. I nodded, biting back a laugh that felt like it might shatter the room if I let it. âMore than ready. Itâs time they start feeling us. That weâre not hiding forever. That every move they think is safe could be our a
The moment the figure collapsed into the shadows, silence pressed down on me, heavy and deceptive, as if the world had paused to catch its breath before chaos resumed. My chest heaved with my muscles trembling from exertion, and my heart still hammering as adrenaline refused to ebb. Lucas sagged slightly beside me, with the sharp edge of his injury which is almost healed, making each movement deliberate and cautious. I caught him rubbing his side with one hand, and his jaw clenched tight enough to cut stone. âTheyâre not done,â I said with my voice barely a whisper, though sharp enough to slice through the quiet. Lucas shook his head slowly, with his eyes scanning the perimeter, and face pale under the dim lights. âI know. Theyâre just regrouping. Theyâll hit again where they think weâre weak. Thatâs always their first assumption.â I let out a short laugh, jagged and raw. âWeak? You think weâre weak?â My voice rose slightly, with a mixture of di
The night stretched on like a taut wire, every shadow a potential threat, and every sound amplified into a warning. My hands tightened around the burner phone on the table, though I knew checking it again would accomplish nothing but spike my anxiety. Even when silent, it felt alive, mocking my attempts to breathe steadily. I could feel the tension in my shoulders, and in the muscles as I forced myself to relax, as if any twitch might betray me to whoever was out there watching. Lucas sat across from me, the wound along his side still tender, but his posture steady, with his eyes alert in the dim light. I noticed how he favored his right side slightly, the way his grip on his coat tightened with each subtle noise outside, and it made my chest clench in a mix of concern and admiration. âWeâre not going to wait for them to act,â he said with the words slicing through the quiet tension like a sharpened blade. âWe take the first move, make them react.â I let his word







