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"You left me like I meant nothing to you, Kara." James whispered, his voice held agony, "what more do I need to do to make you mine? How much more low do I have to stoop to get to you?"
"I never asked for this." Kara snapped angrily while trying to push him away, "Don't blame me for your distrust. Don't blame me again for breaking this relationship. Don't blame me when things go wrong, you accuse and insult me to the edge of my patience, and I run instead of staying with you to hear more painful words because it FUCKING HURTS ME, JAMES!"
Her last words came out as a quivering shout. She pushed at his chest but could not move him away. All she could do was glare up at him with glossy eyes, "Every time. Every fucking time, how do you manage to gather up this courage and blame me? How can you do those things that hurt me and then blame me
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He went away, and before Kara had a chance to compose herself, the beauticians arrived. She was shivering and trying hard to stop her eyes from tearing up. After all, a broken heart does not repair itself within a day, and hers was just absolutely shattered at this point. But she had learnt, no matter what she did, no matter how much she gave away to James, his insecurities are going to burn their relationship to ground each time.The ceremony started, Damon came to get her from her room with a happy smile on his face. His hand slipped in her waist and guided her out. Then as they crossed the corridor and came to the stairs, his hand found its way to wrap around her fingers and clutch tightly. Kara's eyes slid to his face in surprise and found him already staring down at her.They went down, the ceremony started. Damon slid a ring, a pi
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"But aunty..." Kara tried to say something when Damon interjected."I need to go out of country soon and with all the important work it is going to take me about a month to return. So I thought it is better to pre pone the marriage instead of postponing it.Kara looked at him with confused gaze but Damon avoided her eyes. Neil also came to them and agreed with Damon about pre poning the marriage. Damon said he had already made all the arrangements and his parents did not need to worry about it. Kara, on the other hand, could not say a word at all through all the buzz. She was even scared to look back in James' direction. She just wanted to cuddle up in her bed and take a long nap to forget about all this mess completely. Her mind was becoming fuzzy with all the things happening so fast and especially because of Damon who was now driving
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Kara's day started with her trying to run inside the office room hurriedly. She was very late, and to be honest, delibertly. She wanted to avoid facing James, so she had come out of her room an hour later than when the breakfast got served. Damon had already left for the office and she was about to run to her car when Rita had stopped her, asking her to go shopping with her at evening for jewelry and clothes. She had nodded her head obediently and promised to be back soon. Then asking a driver to drop her at the office, she had rushed in.She had not even looked through the glass wall in front of her office to stare at James. She avoided everything about him, including the glass wall of his office that was right in front of hers.For always appearing calm, and nonpassionate in front of her, Damon had done a damn great job of leavi
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Kara took a deep breath to calm her anger down and returned to the table to avoid any commotion in the party. As much as she wanted to get away from the arrogant man, she did not want to interrupt Damon over this slight inconvenience."I am Jacob." The man extended his hand towards her with a smile. Though he was handsome and clearly was thinking he was doing a great job at casting his charm on the poor looking girl, for this reason alone Kara avoided shaking her hand with him and lifted up a glass of wine instead, drinking a few sips while looking around to avoid meeting Jacob's eyes.Her gaze landed on Damon who was talking to some investors at the end of the hall. The girl in the red dress was still standing beside him, chiming in the conversation every now and then."What is your n
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Jocob and Lina had not appeared in the party till after Kara and Damon had left barely ten minutes after the fiasco. When Kara had asked Damon if he was aware of Lina having a crush on him, he had just shrugged and mentioned it did not have anything to do with him since he was not really fond of her in any way despite of meeting her several times in the past.Damon's words the previous day had brought a wave of breaking news in all the newspapers along pictures of Kara and Damon. The news had spread like fire and all the news channels and newspapers were filled with the engagement and business related talks relating to Damon and Kara's family. Damon's parents had not thought of it as a big issue, considering they had to make an announcement in the near future, anyway. James, on the other hand, had nowhere to be seen for Kara to gauge his reaction. Even though she did not really need to g
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She closed her eyes and tried to ignore the intruding thoughts that kept taking her back to James. But then her mind got filled with Damon and what had happened today and that fucked up her sleep even more. She had just started drifting off, when she felt the bed dip beside her and Damon settling in under the covers. The light switch was turned off, the room got engulfed in complete darkness. A few minutes passed in silence, then as Kara just relaxed, she felt a hand sliding in her waist and Damon pulling her closer to his body. He adjusted her head over his arm, while his other arm kept her fragile frame stuck to his warm body.His face was nestled in her neck, inhaling her sweet scent deeply. Kara could feel his deep breaths tickling her skin, but she hesitated from pushing him away. He was going to be her husband in a few days after all. She had to start getting used to this.
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