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When My Wolf Dies So Does My Love
When My Wolf Dies So Does My Love
Author: Bagel

Chapter 1

Author: Bagel
When my Alpha mate, Logan noticed I hadn't submitted a single expense request in three days, he reached out to me on his own for the first time ever.

"Baby, I've already approved the next phase of your wolf's healing. See? As long as you learn to behave, there's nothing I won't give you."

He thought I had finally learned how to be a submissive and quiet Luna. His deep, gentle voice played through the voice message, a verbal pat on the head for a good pet:

"I know Omegas are naturally fragile and sensitive, unused to the responsibilities and rules that come with being an Alpha's mate. I'm only doing this to help you build good habits. For our future."

His tone was still so affectionate, as if he were truly a good Alpha, worried sick over his mate.

But he didn't know that as his "Baby" flashed across my phone screen, I had already finished drafting the agreement to sever our mate bond.

Before I left, the only thing I could take with me was the old T-shirt I had worn when he marked me.

No one would ever believe that the beloved Luna of the Blackmoon Pack, in the three years since our bonding ceremony, couldn't even scrape together five decent dresses of her own.

Every household expense I incurred had to be approved by the Luna's seal, the very symbol of my power.

"Sienna, managing the books is too tiring. It will wear you out."

"Just let Chloe handle the tedious work with the seal. All you have to do is be beautiful, be my perfect Luna."

And so, the Luna's seal, which should have been mine, became something I had to beg for from Chloe, the Alpha's secretary who was supposedly "handling the tedious work for me."

Three days ago, my wolf was on the verge of collapsing. I cried and begged him for the two hundred thousand needed for an emergency intervention.

But Chloe deliberately withheld the seal, delaying approval by claiming improper procedure.

Finally, my already fractured wolf went completely silent in the depths of my soul.

Logan didn't know that I had endured his indifference and humiliation for three years because I truly loved him. I stayed for him, and I believed he would heal my wolf.

But now, both reasons were dead.My wolf is dead.

And with that, I was done with this Alpha, too.

...

When I walked out of the examination room at the pack hospital, the healer's quiet words still echoed in my ears:

"You've missed the optimal window. Your wolf can't be healed. There's no need to come back."

My own heart went silent, sinking into the abyss alongside it.

When I reached Logan's penthouse office, he was busy signing a document for Chloe.

When I proposed severing the mate bond, he didn't even look up, just let out a soft laugh.

"Throwing another tantrum? Are you upset that I didn't come home for dinner with you last night?"

"Sienna, don't make jokes like that. It's not funny."

I lowered my gaze, suppressing the hollow ache in my chest, and said firmly, "Logan, I'm not joking. I want to sever our mate bond."

Logan finally looked up at me.

He came around his desk and walked toward me, gently reaching for my hand, but I pulled away.

His hand froze in midair, a frown flickering across his brow before it vanished.

"I know you're upset about the interruption to your treatment. But it was to help you break your dependency on the medication. I was doing it for your own health."

"Chloe was just following my orders to the letter. How could you make a scene at the council hall and scream at her?"

"I restored your access to the funds yesterday. Baby, my time is precious. I have an entire pack to run. Stop making me waste it on coddling you, alright?"

Before I could answer, he glanced at his watch. "I have a meeting. I'll bring you your favorite cake tonight. Be a good girl and wait for me at home."

He was certain I couldn't leave him, and certain that if he offered the slightest bit of sweetness, I would bow my head in gratitude.

After all, in the past, even when he left me in a downpour to pick up Chloe, all it took was a simple "She's like a sister to me" for me to wipe away my own tears.

But now, I no longer liked cake.

And whether the treatment was restored or not didn't matter anymore.

If Logan had answered my call in the middle of his damn meeting three days ago, I might still be a fool living in a dream.

Back then, I had pleaded with him, begging him not to hang up, to just listen to my last sentence.

But it was no match for Chloe's cooing voice in the background:

"Alpha, do you think the Luna misunderstood me? I was just reminding her that the amount is too large. I wouldn't dare approve it without a detailed breakdown."

"If the Luna truly needs it urgently, I'd be willing to approve it even if it breaks the rules, but I'm afraid if the elders investigate later, it might tarnish your reputation, Alpha..."

"That's why I was a bit stricter with the approval, so the Luna can develop the good habits befitting the Blackmoon Pack."

Hearing this, Logan was clearly convinced, completely forgetting my pleas.

"Sienna, you see? Chloe is so considerate, always thinking of me."

"Can't you learn from her? Stop being so impulsive and undisciplined."

"Listen to Chloe. Get the breakdown sorted out, and we'll talk."

It was always the same whenever I needed him for anything.

"I'm inspecting the territory, talk to Chloe if you need something."

"Follow Chloe's arrangements."

"Do whatever Chloe tells you to do."

I was his Luna, the supposed mistress of this pack, yet I had no dignity.

Forget about normal outings. Even for social galas a Luna was required to attend, or sacrificial rites where I had to stand by his side,

I had to request a dress and jewelry from his secretary.

And every time, Chloe would smile sweetly as she casually rejected my requests.

"Luna, this dress isn't the Alpha's favorite color, and this ruby necklace is unbecoming of your status. Please rewrite the request."

"Oh, Luna, you submitted the request too late. The designer gowns are all gone. How about you wear this one from last season? You're a natural beauty anyway, the Alpha won't mind."

"Luna, why are you always like this? Just look at the list you wrote. Didn't I tell you to submit it for my seal only after making sure there are no issues?"

She always dragged things out until the last possible second,

watching me stand awkwardly beside a dazzling Logan in an ill-fitting, dated dress.

And Logan would gently wrap his arm around my waist, whispering in my ear, "Sienna, why are you wearing this one again? I don't mind you being frugal, but don't embarrass the Blackmoon name."

"You can't even handle something this simple. You still need Chloe to sort it out for you. When will you ever grow up?"

The only reason I couldn't handle such "simple tasks" was entirely because of Logan's "good secretary."

But he couldn't see it, and he didn't care.

Just like how he knew my wolf was extremely unstable, that the medication couldn't be stopped, and the treatment couldn't be delayed.

Yet he still told me, matter-of-factly, to just go find Chloe.
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  • When My Wolf Dies So Does My Love   Chapter 11

    We stood in silence for a moment, with no further goodbyes.Just like that, I pulled my hand free and turned to leave.The shelter quickly accepted the donations.The director was sincerely grateful, asking no questions about their origin or my motive.The property transfer was also completed quickly.I had no interest in finding out who received these things.I knew very well that the Sienna of today had made a complete break with the past.In the years that followed, I threw myself into my biological research, determined to make up for lost time.I published a paper on Rogue gene repair that sent shockwaves through the werewolf academic community.Before I knew it, I had become a mentor myself, able to supervise doctoral students.Professor Miles tapped my desk, his expression stern but fond. "Choose your students well.""I'm too old to manage my grand-students on top of managing you."We both laughed.Just then, an urgent call from the pack hospital interrupted us.They said Logan h

  • When My Wolf Dies So Does My Love   Chapter 10

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  • When My Wolf Dies So Does My Love   Chapter 9

    It wasn't that I hadn't argued with Logan about it back then.But no matter how much I protested, all I ever got was his dismissive reply:"Sienna, can't you stop being so petty? It's just a little spring water.""You're the Luna, and she's a hero who has given her all for the pack. What's wrong with me rewarding her?""Look at you now. If the elders knew you lacked even this much magnanimity, how would that reflect on you?"Under his constant "it's for your own good" gaslighting, I swallowed all my weakness and grievances, forcing myself to obey.Thinking about it used to fill me with a sense of injustice.Now, remembering it, I found it almost laughable.To think I had once been so meek.For a moment, Logan froze, a look of panic and confusion on his face."I'm sorry... I misremembered. Sienna, what do you like, then?""Just tell me. I'll pluck the stars from the sky for you if you want."I checked the equipment I would need for the day and said coldly, "There's no need."But Logan w

  • When My Wolf Dies So Does My Love   Chapter 8

    He still didn't get it. He had no idea why I was so disappointed in him.He truly believed that as long as the prize he offered was big enough, I was supposed to accept it gratefully."That's enough, Logan," I cut him off."We're over. I don't need anything. The only gift I want when I return from this expedition is the rejection papers, signed by you."In an instant, his face was a mask of bewildered pain.He couldn't understand why, after he had humbled himself so much, even punishing his most capable pack member for my sake, I remained so cold-hearted."Sienna, I never thought about severing our bond. You are my Mate, a gift from the Moon Goddess.""What will it take for you to forgive me?"Communicating with this self-righteous Alpha was exhausting.My patience finally ran out, and my voice turned sharp."Logan, you're always so arrogant.""Whoever catches your eye is expected to be eternally grateful, and whoever you grow tired of is supposed to just quietly disappear.""You thoug

  • When My Wolf Dies So Does My Love   Chapter 7

    "Why didn't anyone tell me?"Logan's voice shook with disbelief as it trembled through the mind-link.The healer's voice was thick with fear, his words barely a whisper."Alpha, I tried to contact you then, but you cut the link, leaving only one sentence.""'Don't bother me with some Omega's trivial problem. I'm celebrating with Chloe.'"In that instant, an image of that night flashed through Logan's mind.The pack had just secured a major project.He was popping champagne in the penthouse ballroom, Chloe in a red gown on his arm, the entire pack cheering.To avoid having his mood ruined, he had blocked her messages and all the red alerts from the medical center.He had even ordered her mind-link to be severed to appease Chloe, who had been "upset" by her outburst.A wave of dizziness washed over him, and a dull ache throbbed in his head.Why had the normally docile Sienna suddenly caused a scene at the council hall?She had said something about Chloe deliberately blocking the approval

  • When My Wolf Dies So Does My Love   Chapter 6

    I turned around to see Chloe, decked out in designer outdoor gear but teetering on a pair of ridiculously inappropriate high-heeled hiking boots.She pinched her nose, her eyes sweeping over me and my colleagues with disgust."The Alpha told me you'd run off. I was wondering where you'd disappeared to. Turns out you're back to slumming it with these filthy, lowly Omegas."With Logan not around, she quickly dropped her pretense. The sliver of respect she once showed me was now completely gone.My face hardened.We had just returned from the swamp and were covered in mud, but this mud felt nobler than her perfumed vulgarity."What rock did you crawl out from under, Chloe? You reek of something rotten."Chloe's face flushed red. Just as she was about to lash out, a tall, imposing figure stepped out of the SUV behind her."What's going on?"Hearing that familiar voice, Chloe's eyes immediately welled up. Her body went limp as she leaned against the man, her voice was so pitiful, thick with

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