MasukTessa lifted her gaze to the man standing before her, and her chest tightened until it felt like her ribs might shatter.
Just the sight of him was enough to break her all over again.
Her vision blurred as tears welled, heavy with the memories of everything she had sacrificed for this man who never once chose her.
Her throat tightened, but she forced the tears back, blinking them away before they could fall. Enough.
She had cried enough for him. Now, her face hardened, settling into the mask she had learned to wear, one that gave nothing away.
Inside, she broke. But he would never see her beg again.
Tessa scoffed and turned, her hand already on the door.
“Thank you for everything, Raymond. It was nice while it lasted.”
He was visibly taken aback for a while seeing that she had coldly called him Raymond for the first time.
As she made to step out, his hand clamped around her arm and pulled her back so suddenly she stumbled into his chest.
In one swift motion, he hoisted her over his shoulder, ignoring her furious pounding fists against his back.
“Put me down, you—” Her voice cracked with rage. “Raymond, let me go!”
He didn’t answer, only motioned sharply for Jim to grab her suitcase. His strides were long and unrelenting as he carried her up the grand staircase.
“Do you hear me? You’re insane!” Tessa cursed, kicking against him, though her blows barely slowed him down.
Raymond’s jaw was locked; his face solemn as he shoved open the door to their bedroom. He set her down none too gently, and she tumbled onto the bed with a soft thud.
Pain flared in her lip as she bit it, but she refused to let a sound escape. Instead, she pushed herself up at once, fire blazing in her eyes.
“What the hell do you think you’re doing?” Her voice was sharp, laced with the fury of someone who had nothing left to lose.
When she tried to storm past him, he blocked her path, his hands gripping her shoulders, pressing her back down against the mattress.
She struggled hard, but his strength was a wall she couldn’t budge. His dark eyes bore in to hers, full of storm, confusion, and something else she refused to name.
Her chest heaved as she glared up at him. “Let. Me. Go.” Each word was clipped, steady, and sharp as broken glass.
“Well, Mrs. Anderson,” Raymond mocked, his voice a whip across the air. “You make it sound like you’re determined to divorce.”
Tessa bit her lip hard, fury surging through her veins. What a bastard. Her eyes burned into his with all the strength she had left, a silent declaration that she wasn’t afraid anymore.
He leaned closer, his breath brushing her face. For a heartbeat, she thought he might kiss her, but she turned her head away sharply, her chin lifting with defiance.
Raymond froze.
For the first time, she had refused him openly, without hesitation.
His jaw tightened, eyes narrowing as though the world had shifted beneath his feet.
“Tessa,” he whispered, her name heavy with warning.
“Let. Me. Go.” Her voice was steady, cold as steel, and her blue eyes held no warmth for him.
The words cut him deeper than he expected, and for a moment his composure cracked.
Then he straightened, his grip tightening as he tried to reassert control.
“That is not the way to talk to your husband,” he said, though the edge in his voice betrayed his shaken pride.
She gave a short, bitter laugh. “Soon-to-be ex-husband, you mean.”
Something flickered in his expression, anger, yes, but beneath it, a certain type of fear.
His hold on her arms tightened in reflex, but Tessa did not flinch, did not cry out.
“I have the right to say no,” she threw back, every syllable deliberate, unyielding.
Raymond’s eyes locked on hers, dark and stormy, searching for the woman who once bent obediently to his will.
But she wasn’t there anymore.
What stood before him now was another version of her, the stubborn type.
And for the first time, he realized he might lose her.
The world outside their bedroom ceased to exist. Raymond’s breath was ragged, his forehead pressed to hers, his voice raw with desperation.
“You’re mine,” he whispered harshly. “You’re not going anywhere.”Tessa’s chest heaved, her heart a thunderclap inside her ribs. She glared at him, her voice sharp as broken glass.
“To hell with you and your goddamned ownership. I am not your property, Raymond. Let. Me. Go.”She shoved at him with everything in her, and she managed to free her right hand and smacked him on the face.
Raymond’s head snapped to the side, his jaw tightening as color rose to his face.
For a moment, silence reigned, heavy, suffocating. His eyes burned with a storm of emotions: rage, disbelief…
“Well, Tessa,” he ground out, voice low, dangerous. “Very well... You asked for it.”
Before she could respond, his phone lit up and began to buzz against the nightstand. The name flashed across the screen in bold letters: Danielle, followed by two little red hearts.
Tessa’s breath caught in her throat. Her eyes locked on the screen, her stomach twisting violently. He added emojis to her name? Since when?
Raymond’s gaze flickered to the phone, and for the first time, he didn’t reach for it.
Instead, with a hiss of frustration, he hit the button and silenced the call.
Tessa blinked in shock. He had never ignored Danielle before. Not once.
When his eyes returned to hers, the fury had dulled, replaced with something softer.
His grip on her wrist loosened, though he didn’t let her go entirely.
Slowly, almost cautiously, his free hand rose to her face, tracing the line of her jaw with a tenderness that contradicted the storm raging moments before.
Her breath caught as his palm cupped her cheek, his thumb brushing lightly against her skin.
His eyes searched hers, dark and unreadable, as if he was trying to find the woman, he’d been hell-bent on keeping yet incapable of truly holding.
“Tessa…” his voice broke, low, unsteady - a sound she had never heard from him before.
Was that a tear she saw?
"I'm not coming back with you tonight."Tessa's voice came out softer than she intended. Raymond immediately pulled back from the embrace and stared at her with unbelief. For a moment, he looked completely lost.His hands remained on her arms as he searched her face, as though trying to figure out whether he had heard her correctly."Tessa..."She lowered her eyes briefly before looking back at him."I'm not coming back to the house tonight."The hurt that flashed across his face nearly made her take the words back.Raymond swallowed hard, then he nodded slowly.When he finally spoke, his voice sounded rough."Why?"Tessa sighed."I don't know how to explain it to you."She paused."I just need some time for myself."His expression tightened."Tessa…""I need to clear my head," she continued gently. "I need to process everything. I need to figure out where I stand.""The only place you stand is with me Tess."The certainty in his voice almost broke her but she forced herself to stay s
Tessa watched the look on Derek’s face shift from shock to calm, then to something almost soft. She followed his gaze to the open door and watched as Raymond stepped into the room.Her breath caught instantly.She didn’t even know whether to look at him or look away.He looked torn.Derek’s voice broke the awkward silence.“Okay, man, I knew you were going to find us, bro. I just didn’t expect it to be this fast. Are you a ghost at this point?” he joked awkwardly, trying to lighten the tension.Raymond didn’t laugh, Instead, his eyes remained fixed on Tessa.She almost grew uncomfortable under the intensity of his stare.“Hi,” he said quietly as he drew closer to her.Raymond’s POVHe wanted so badly to punch Derek in the face.But the moment his eyes landed on Tessa, every other thought disappeared.She looked torn sitting there, staring back at him with uncertainty written all over her face.He wanted to pull her into his arms immediately. Wanted to hold her tightly and never let go
Derek didn’t speak immediately.Not because he didn’t know what to say, but because for the first time since Tessa had known him, he looked like he was choosing his words carefully. Like whatever came next couldn’t be unsaid once it left his mouth. He wished it didn’t come from him, but Tessa was hurting badly, and she deserved to know.“You’re sure you want the rest?” Derek asked quietly.Tessa nodded confidently. Even though her chest already felt tight and something inside her was whispering that once she heard this, nothing would go back to normal. She had never been more sure of anything..Derek exhaled slowly and leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees. His coffee sat forgotten on the table.“Alright,” he said finally. “Then I’m going to tell you what I know. But Tessa…” He paused, eyes lifting to hers. Her stomach tightened.“You said Raymond used to be different,” he began.Tessa nodded softly. “Yes he was. He was… softer and kinder before everything changed.”“Hmm… w
‘Hey’ Derek called out.Tessa’s back remained turned to him.She had been standing in front of the window for so long that Derek had started to wonder if she even realized he was still in the room. The fading evening light spilled across her figure, outlining the slight tremble in her shoulders as she stared blankly outside.“Do you want to maybe sit down and have something to drink?” Derek asked softly.He was met again with silence.The only response he got was a small shake of her head signalling disinterest. Derek exhaled quietly and moved closer until he stood beside her. Not too close, but just enough for her to know she wasn’t alone.For a moment, he debated pulling her into his arms. Every instinct inside him screamed to do it. She looked fragile standing there, like one wrong word would make her completely fall apart.But Derek knew Tessa.Sometimes she needed comfort.Sometimes she needed space.And sometimes she needed someone willing to stand beside her in silence until sh
The suite felt enormous without her in it.Raymond had walked through every corner twice, not because he expected to find her in the bathroom or out on the balcony, but because moving was the only alternative to standing still, and standing still meant thinking, and thinking right now was something his mind was doing with a cruelty he hadn't anticipated.He had ruined it.He had taken the best morning he'd had in years, maybe longer, maybe the best morning he could remember, full stop and he had opened his mouth and handed her a reason to walk out. He'd known it before the words were even finished leaving him. He'd watched her face change in real time, watched the warmth drain out of it and something careful and closed move in to replace it, and he'd felt completely, utterly powerless to stop it because the truth was immovable and the situation was what it was and there was no version of this conversation that ended cleanly.But he should have told her sooner.That was the thing that
There's no point in you coming, Derek." Tessa wiped her face with the back of her hand and looked up at the sky above , a bit grey, just like her current emotions."I promise you, I'm going to be fine. I just needed someone to rant to for a second. That's all.""I know you're going to be fine." His voice was unhurried and carried so much comforting certainty." You'll always be fine, Tessa. You're stronger than you give yourself credit for. But that doesn't mean you have to keep doing everything alone.""I'm not alone. I'm in a very populated park surrounded by strangers.""That's not what I mean and you know it."She did know it. She just wasn't ready to acknowledge that he was right, because acknowledging it would mean acknowledging everything else… why she'd called him specifically, why hearing his voice had cracked something open in her that Raymond's touch hadn't been able to reach. She wasn't ready to look directly at any of that yet. It felt too much like standing at the edge of
Tessa didn’t leave her apartment for the rest of the week. Not for frequent early morning run or even to pick up the meals she ordered… she simply opened the door, grabbed the tray, and shut it again like she was afraid the hallway might bite her.At first, she told herself it was because she didn’
Tessa stared along cluelessly first at the boy, then back to Raymond who was already shutting the door after giving what appeared to be a nod to him.“You are not answering my question, Tessa. Who’s the damned man sending you flowers?”Tessa was furious and she was unable to hide it much longer. “H
Tessa woke up the next day in the arms of an unclad Raymond. She wasn’t clear on how they landed there. The last thing she remembered was going to bed hungry and alone. She was fully dressed and didn’t remember any other thing happening. Of course Raymond still had some trace of decency left.She wa
Raymond turned slowly to stare at her as she entered the room and smirked slowly when his eyes went to the knife she held out. He could see her trembling hands and all he wanted was to stand up and melt into her arms, but no, he would take his time, else he would scare her away.“Hi,” he said when







