Monday Morning
On Monday morning, Helen got dressed with unusual deliberation. She intentionally dressed herself to look prudish. She couldn’t help it. If she showed up at work looking even a little bit playful she knew it was going to be a day of backlash. She wore black trousers, a white collared shirt, no accessories, and only minimal product so that her short hair didn’t look unruly. Her glasses looked thick even after she applied her mascara. She had to look professional and steady.When she came into the office, Mark was waiting for her. Leaning against the wall in the reception area, he said, “Drop your bag off at your desk. We have a meeting with Collin this morning." Then he handed her his half-filled coffee mug and said, “Oh, and please top me off.”Helen took the mug from him and headed down the hallway toward her desk.Collin? Helen had heard the name before from one of the other girls in the office, but what had she said about him? Helen flipped through her office directory until she found him, but it wasn’t easy since Mark hadn’t told her his last name and that was how the names were alphabetized. His name was Collin Jackson and he was the director in charge of marketing and public relations. He was Mark’s boss. The thought made her shoulders slump. They had to explain their mess to someone that important. Ugh!Helen dragged herself to the kitchenette and tossed out Mark’s coffee so she could pour him a new cup. If only she could remember what she heard about Collin. She knew it would make all the difference, but nothing came to mind as she walked back to reception. She took a deep breath and handed Mark his coffee.She wasn’t sure if Mark was as rattled as she was. He looked almost the same as always, except that he was wearing a suit and tie instead of his usual black attire. Maybe he paid a little extra attention to what he wore that morning the same way she had. That thought was sobering for Helen. After all, he was only twenty-four or twenty-five, and still starting in the professional world in the same way she was. He was just as worried about his future as she was about hers. She ought to be easier on him. Although, she couldn’t wish she hadn’t yelled at him. She honestly felt everything she said was correct and he was just being arrogant.Mark looked at the clock. It was a quarter after nine. “Okay, time to go. Are you ready?” Mark asked her skeptically.“Yes,” she said, even though she was very nervous. Normally, when she went to a meeting, she took a notebook with her, but of course, there would be nothing to jot down. It made her feel like she was going to her last meeting.Mark took her up the elevator to the next floor. “Collin lives with the marketing people instead of with the P.R. officers. They need more room when they prepare for their advertising campaigns, so the biggest offices are up there.”The marketing floor was much different than the offices Helen was used to. There were tables laid out for design and there were tons of old posters and campaign material everywhere. The people working there also looked a lot different. They seemed to Helen to either be very chic or very… non-chic. In other words, she saw a woman dressed as a goth consulting a man in a green plaid shirt. No one in the place was dressed like Mark and Helen. They looked like high powered executives compared.After speaking with the receptionist, Mark steered Helen into the corner. Collin’s office was not at all what she expected a director’s office to look like.While it was a warm, sunny June morning, all the blinds in Collin’s office were pulled tightly shut. Instead, track lights gave all the illumination that was necessary to stop the place from being completely like a bedroom. His office was large enough for a couch and actually, there were two. Both of them were covered in zebra print furry blankets. It was really the director’s office? How strange. But at the same time, Helen wanted to laugh. She suddenly remembered what she heard about Collin. The other office girls said he was a complete womanizer, but a lovable womanizer. He was the center of the office gossip. He had to have a girlfriend. She had to be someone who worked for Capier, but who was she?Helen inwardly chuckled. Mark had to explain their situation to a man who had his office decorated like the inside of a party van? Yeah. Helen had been right. There was no way he was going to hit the roof.However, even though Helen felt relieved, the problem was still not resolved. If she couldn’t get along with Mark (her real boss) on a day-to-day basis, she might as well find a new job. It looked like he was still mad at her.Mark knocked politely on the door-frame since the door was wide open and a melancholy voice called from within, “Mark, is that you?”“Yep!” Mark said cheerfully, sounding every inch the ‘go-getter.'They went in and Helen got a chance to look at Collin. He was a piece of work— dark with deep hollows in his cheeks and a ridge in his chin. He sat in his swivel chair like it was a throne covering his eyes with one hand and tossing the other hand carelessly aside. He held a pair of glasses in that hand as he beckoned for them to sit down.“Ah, Mark,” Collin said, taking his hand away from his brown eyes. “What have you done now?”“Do you mind if we close the door?” Mark asked.Collin rested his scruffy chin on his bony knuckles and agreed.“Helen, would you mind?” Mark asked.Helen immediately got up and closed the door for them, making the room even darker and more intimate since the light from the hall was gone. Mark didn’t speak again until Helen joined him on the couch.“Do you remember a conversation we had last winter before the seasonal office party?” Mark asked.Collin looked at Mark like his opening statement was the last thing he expected to hear. “Sorry, I don’t. Around Christmas last year, the only thing I remember was fighting with the board of directors that Internal Relations shouldn’t be part of my division. As if I can handle office drama as well as our corporate image. How stupid!”“I remember the restructuring hassle,” Mark said steadily. Helen kept her tongue in her head as he proceeded with his voice that was smoother than butter. “But what I was talking about was our conversation before the New Year’s party. You asked me if I had a date, and when I admitted I hadn’t had time to ask anyone, you suggested I call an escort service.”Helen nearly choked. His boss had been the one who told him to call for her? What the heck had Mark been going on about consequences the day before?Collin laughed. “Yeah. I remember. So? Why’s this coming up now?”Mark didn’t stutter or choke or anything, he just said, “Well, I decided to take your advice.”“You did?” Collin laughed. “I think I saw who you brought. She was stunning. So, how did it go? But, Mark, I have to ask you. It’s great that you’re telling me this—I’m really interested—but I would have been more interested in January. Why is this coming up now? And why did you bring your assistant? You could have just walked in.”“She needs to be here. You see here, my new assistant, Helen Paul. She is the escort I hired that night,” Mark said, introducing her.Collin’s eyes bugged out of his head.“You have to understand I didn’t hire her as my assistant myself,” Mark started. “Elizabeth from Human Resources took care of it for me. Also, when I knew Helen as an escort, she went by the name ‘Vera.’ When she came to work for me as my personal assistant—I didn’t recognize her. However, Laura did recognize her and informed me. I didn’t believe her, but then Helen told me herself that was the case.”“Really?” Collin said, looking speculative. “Really? Hmm…”Helen bit her lip. There, Mark had got the chance to explain himself to his boss, so everything should be square with them, right?Suddenly, Collin got up from his chair and came over to where Helen and Mark were sitting. “Stand up,” he said.Helen and Mark both got up.“Not you,” Collin said to Mark. “Just her." He was looking at Helen very carefully. “Helen,” he said mildly. “Would you mind standing under one of my track lights for a second?”“Not at all,” Helen stammered as she moved to stand where he told her to.“Would you take off your glasses, please?” She took them off.Then Collin asked, “Are your eyes are naturally green?”“Yes.”A RoleAfter all was said and done, Helen and Mark were back in the office on Monday, making eyes at each other across her desk. Two days later, Helen got fed up and moved her computer so it faced a different direction. How were they supposed to get any work done if they could see each other so easily? And because they were really part of the public relations department and not models, they had to do press releases and meet with members of the marketing department to make sure the launch of the new phone went well.It was weird. When they went to the meetings where the pictures from their ad campaign were shown, everyone immediately recognized Mark and commented. No one recognized Helen. The first time it happened, Mark went to her rescue and told them she was the model he posed with, but afterward, Helen told him he didn’t need to do that again.“It looks like the company can’t afford real models. Just let them think I’m a glamorous overpriced
After Mindy was finished, the two girls went and put on their clubbing gear. Mindy wore a gold-colored top and black pants. She looked like a panther. Helen wore a light green dress that gathered over one shoulder and hung loosely over the other. Little beads were sewn artfully across it like a fairy had lost her balance over Helen’s head and dropped stars all over her. As she looked into the mirror in the bathroom, she thought she looked better than she’d ever looked for a date before. Even though she was dressed like Vera, she could still see herself peeking out through the facade.When she and Mindy came out of the bathroom, Mark was waiting for them. To Helen, his expression was unfathomable, but Mindy seemed to think something when she saw him. If anything, it was as though Mindy understood something Helen did not.“You look nice,” he said to Helen as he took her arm and led her toward the elevator.Mindy hung outside as the doors closed,
Breaking it up“How did it go?” Mindy asked Helen when she stepped into their apartment very late that night.“Badly,” Helen said as she dropped her keys, bag and shoes in the entryway. She came into the living room and threw herself into Mindy’s recliner. “I hate everyone,” Helen said expressionlessly, even though that wasn’t how she was feeling.“Well, I warned you,” Mindy said, shrugging in her more-experienced-than-you manner. She leaned forward and asked, “So, what’s the verdict? Do you get Mark, like you wanted?”“I’m not sure I want him anymore. Did I tell you that he got offered a job in London?”“No,” Mindy gasped. “Bloody Hell! Is that what this is about? You were trying to get him to stay?”“Not exactly. I was trying to get him to like me properly, but you were right about that, too. He’s never going to like me t
“Goody for you,” Helen said sarcastically. She didn’t care two straws if Dominic owed Laura favors. “When’s the wedding?”“It was yesterday. I think they’ll announce it at your wrap-up party.”“Oh? Really? And why are you here now? Is Alexander bummed about missing out on the shoot?”“Why would he be bummed about that? Like he cares if he blows off Capier! In his mind he was only doing it as a favor to Laura.”“And in your mind?” Helen asked, thinking of Dominic’s face when Alexander walked off the set.“They were important clients,” he admitted wearily. “Any paycheck is better than none, which is where he’s headed.”“And you?” Helen asked suspiciously. “Did you decide to blow him off?”“Soon, Vera, soon. It won’t be long now before he isn’t offered anything new. He ran off the set.
Devilish LaughThe photoshoot in the subway was pretty fun. After the previous photoshoot, Helen didn’t believe Trevor could have more poses up his sleeve, but miraculously, he did. He did these crazy shots with Helen standing on one platform while Mark stood on the opposite one and the train sped between them. At least, that was what Trevor said they would look like once he was finished with them.Helen and Mark spoke briefly before Trevor started taking pictures.“How are you feeling?” Mark asked gently.Helen looked him up and down. He was wearing the same clothes he had worn for the shoot the day before. So was she. He still looked absolutely mouth-watering and Helen was positive she was right to do what she could to try to win Mark even though her shoulders ached. Essentially, she’d worked from early morning and all day to try to make herself ready—not for the photoshoot—for him. He couldn't even see everything she'd done
Helen sat quietly for a second, thinking. Mark was leaning against the counter examining her expression and waiting for her reply.It was going to tear her apart to say ‘good-bye’ to him, but she couldn’t stop thinking about their relationship. It always felt like he liked Vera far more than Helen, and she couldn’t tie him down if the one he liked wasn’t her true self. She had always thought he was more than she could handle. Why would a guy like him want to be with a plain-Jane girl like her?“Mark,” she said quietly. “It sounds like a great opportunity. I think you should probably take it.”“You don’t want me to stay?” he asked as he turned around and started scrambling the eggs crossly.“Of course I want you to stay, but I also don’t want to hold you back. You know, it’s a delicate balance, but…”“But what?”“But,” Helen swal