I never thought this moment would come in my life. The past Emily would laugh so hard if she knows that I will get a proposal like this. Ryder. I want to say 'I love you too' to him. I love you too, Ryder. I have strong feelings for him. I should have realized it earlier.
" You don't need to answer right away. You can take all the time you want, Emily. I just want you to know what I feel in my heart. And I want to know how you feel about me."
I turned my head to see my name in the sky. You heard me, right? My name in the sky.It's a rocket cracker which formed the words 'Happy Birthday Milly' in the sky with a loud sound in the silent city. It's a spectacular view which made me not to blink my eyes. My jaw dropped when I saw it. I'm sure it's done by Jason. He did it for me. He didn't leave without telling me. I love the way he calls me 'Milly'. Basically, it's not my name. But the more he calls me 'Milly', the more I love the name. He planned to give me this magnificent view. I closed my mouth in astonishment as I watched it." Do you see this coming, Milly? Do you like it?" I heard the sweetest voice which belonged to Jason. I turned behind to face him." I..You...I love it. I really got worried that you left without telling me." I stammered in the beginning." I wouldn't leave without giving you my gift or spending time with you
I have feelings for Jason too." I feel the same about you, Jason. I realized when I saw you with Crystal. I really went crazy on you. I was jealous of seeing you with someone else and knowing it's your girlfriend. I know all the problems solved but I want to say when I realized that I have feelings for you too. I was so relieved once I know Crystal's not pregnant. I thought I would lose you because of her."
I'm late. I'm late. Pearl left in the early morning but I woke up late. Now, I'm running madly in the hallway. Thirty minutes late. I have never been late like this. My bag is swinging back and forth in my shoulder. It can even fall at any minute or I may even fall. In stress, I took the wrong stairs and turned down again." Holy shit. I should have stayed at home." I complained and missed two steps on the stairs. Oh, no. Please, don't fall and get embarrassed in front of many students, Emily. I had that thought and my eyes involuntarily closed. But then I felt someone's hands on my wrist catching me in time. My face got buried in someone's chest. Thank god." Sorry. Thanks." I said, turning towards my class direction in a hurry." Hey, What's the rush? The class is almost going to be over." That, someone spoke but it is no one but Ryder's voice." Ryder. You are late too, " I asked breathlessly." Not re
" Back to reality, Milly. What are you thinking?" I heard Jason's voice which brought me back to the present. Pearl is already out of sight." Nothing important. What's up?" I asked, giving him a space to sit next to me.
After some classes, Pearl's back to normal. Now, we are in the ground for P.E ( Physical education) class. To be honest, I hate this period. Why should I even run in the ground or do some exercise? Am I going to participate in a marathon?" Someone's looking so tired. The period hasn't even started." I heard Ryder's voice behind me.
How dare can she talk like this? I thought she's out of Jason's and my life for good." Get the hell out of my sight," I said, trying not to make any scene. That's not me. I have no idea how to be a bitch like her. I gave a hand to Pearl to help her get up. She rubbed the dirt off her dress. She looked at her elbow in pain." Are you okay, Pearl? " I asked, examining her hands." She's fine. Stop overreacting." I heard Crystal's voice again. What does she want from me? Can't she mind her own business?" I told you to..." I started still trying to act calm. But then, I heard a girl's voice behind Crystal." Maybe Pearl wanted to call Andrian to show her injury. But he won't give a fuck about her."That's it. Mess with me. I can deal with it forever. But talking about my best friend like this is beyond the limit. I do remember this voice. It must be
" You aren't a coward, Emily. You are not going to say this to your mom and get back to Paris. I don't want that to happen and definitely not because of Crystal." Jason stubbornly said. I'm not a coward. I don't wanna be a coward. I need to face this. I can't imagine myself entering into my class again when all are talking and laughing about this fight by seeing the footage. I wish I could put an end to this." We can talk about it later. Right now, she needs some ointment." Ryder reminded by seeing my elbow and legs which are slightly bleeding from the pressure I had given to them in the ground while fighting crazily. Did you hear it? Crazily. I'm ashamed of it." I don't need any ointment. I'm skipping the class and sit somewhere I can be alone." I replied but Ryder's grip on my hand hasn't changed. He's holding me still but his voice isn't angry." Just put some ointment. Then we can skip the class. I promise yo
" Her name is June. She was a twelfth-grade student when she died." Ryder said." How she dies?" I asked. That's when Both Jason and Ryder spoke at the same time." Murder,"" Suicide,"" What? Oh my gosh! What's the true story? Don't you know it?" I asked looking at either side." It's not a suicide. It's a murder." Jason strongly confirmed." Go ahead. Tell what happened. I'm sure that it's suicide." Ryder responded." You got the wrong information. On prom, everyone stayed a little bit longer in school. That's when this girl fought with her boyfriend. Their presence seems disturbances to others so they occupied this room to sort it out. When her boyfriend's temper raised, he slapped without a second thought. He didn't think it would cost her life. She fell and hit her head on the table hard. All that the boy saw is her bloo