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Why Are you Still In My Brain? THE OTHER WOMAN
I’ve been thinking a lot for the last few hours, clearing my head and trying to figure out what I need to say after having Lena in my cell. After leaving the open yard, I went back to my cell and rested my back against the non-comfy bunk which I never thought that I would lay there. My eyes looked up at the ceiling and both my arms became my pillow at the time, the more I thought about Lena, the more pain I got. Then I have no clue why my eyes ran toward her stuff, as the intrusive invaded me, I started leaving my bunk and made my way to her spot. My eyes ran around the place, I made sure no one passed my cell and saw me near my bunkmate spot before I walked even closer. A soft cover became the first thing I touched as I got there; Lena always had this cover with her, why? As I remembered every time she had a nightmare hugging this orange cover would make her feel better, I rubbed the cover and smiled, knowing this was hers and after fighting the urge not to come here yet I can’t.
Why Are you Still In My Brain? DESIRE
Finally, the cup of iced tea I was holding in my hands fell and hit the floor, a tiny drop of tear started soaking my eyes, the moment I learned Lena replied to the girl with a few kisses, from her cheek to her chin, I walked out of the cinema, leaving Z without a word behind.“Maia!”Z called me, she was confused yet I never looked back, I ran off in a wet prison uniform when I left the location, making my way to my cell without locking the door.The pillow that became the safest place for me to complain got wet after a few seconds I landed my face on it and I squeezed the pillow to let out my anger at the time, crying as quietly as I could so no one hear me.I said I was fine, I moved on but it felt hurt when I saw her with someone else, as if a thousand swords were stabbed in my chest, I couldn’t breathe. Do you still wish it was me beside you? When you kiss or hug someone else, do you imagine it was us?Millions of questions started surrounding my brain, at the time I didn’t reali
Why Are you Still In My Brain? I MUST CONFESS
Where are you? Why are you still in my brain? Do you miss me? The first place that I can well remember was the crowd. The place where you and I see each other for the first time, we don't even realize that was the first time that we meet. My friend Alaia and I went to the coffee shop and discuss our paperwork. Then I see you again! “Did you see the woman who sitting alone there, she looks like Lindsey Morgan but with really dark hair" Alaia says as she points her eyes at the woman. “Can you imagine if you became gay and date someone like her? You guys probably will be a great couple, Morgan and BG" Alaia says as she stares at me. “Hell No! I'm totally straight! Who's BG?" I say as I highly raise an eyebrow. “BG is Becky G, stupid!” Alaia chuckles as she points her eyes at the woman. “Fuck you Alaia! I don't even look like Becky G” I say in whispers as I roll my eyes in disgust. The last semester was very stressful for me. My classmates and I attend Alaia's boy
Why Are you Still In My Brain? LENA THINGS
LENA’S POINT OF VIEW I’m Aleena Mitchell, an American-Australian woman and I’m twenty-eight years old. I have almond-brown eyes and dark medium hair. I could bring all your sexual fantasies to life but thank God I'm only into pussies. I never had sex with a man before and that would be my worse day ever. People say I'm tall, I've been told, my mom is a Jew, I’ve been raised as a Jew and I believe in the signs of the universe. I met my dad once and my mom told me that he chose his girlfriend over my mom. He doesn't even know that I exist before I met him and my mom never told him about me. The relationship between me and my mom is like the usual mommy and daughter relationship. My mom had 3 jobs when I was ten, she worked a lot to pay my school bills. People keep asking me "Why did you become lesbian at a young age? You’re hot as fuck Lena, every man in this world could volunteer to be your slave if you wanted to!" Well, that's a good question and easy to answer. For me "God
Why Are you Still In My Brain? THOUGHTS
07:30 AM [5 missed calls Ben] [10 missed calls Alaia] [2 messages from Lena] “Damn, what time is it?” I say as I turn off the alarm. I woke up from the bed and reach over my phone at the bedside; I unlock my phone and stared at the top of the phone screen. “Good morning Maia, have a nice day! Last night was amazing! X Lena” “Jeez…” I mumble as I stare at the phone screen. When I’m about to get up from bed and start my day, Alaia calls me. “Where are you? I don’t even could call you last night, where have you been?” She says through the phone. FLASHBACK *Lena's apartment after back from the coffee shop last night* “Lena....” I moaned. “Shhh… show don’t tell” Lena said as she licked mine. “Hey, Alaia! I’m so sorry I sleepover at my friend’s apartment last night and I don’t bring my charger” I say as I gulped my saliva. “You have friends, besides me?” Alaia says as she raises her voice. “Never mind, so what's up?” I say in a low voice. “Today
Why Are you Still In My Brain? GOOD NIGHT LENA
Home sweet home, I’m home and I haven’t answered Lena’s messages, all of them. Today is a big day for me. I finally got a job as a writer in Purple magazine and today is my first day at work. Stirring and scrunching my face in dismay, I squinted and rolled over towards the sound of my phone, it was Alaia. Propping myself up on my elbows whilst lying on my bed I unplugged my charger from the phone and answer Alaia’s calls before slumping forward and face-planting my pillow. “Hey, Girl… Good luck for today!” Alaia says. “Awww thanks, honey! Please pray for me, hope I’m not ruining my day today” I say as I heavily sigh and chuckle. “You would never bitch! Good luck” Alaia replies. “Thanks, Al…” A sweet smile comes through my face as I hang up the phone. “I fucking hate morning!” I mumble as I throw the phone to the bedside. My phone rings once again, I reach over my phone at the bedside “Uggghhhh shit!”
Why Are you Still In My Brain? BITE THE BULLET
I listen to the I See Red by Everybody Loves an Outlaw song. “Did you really think…I'd just forgive and forget, no…” I sing as I soak myself in the shower. “Knock… Knock” The bathroom door sounds. “One sec…” I say as I take my towel and put it on. I open the door and I see Lena in front of me. “What makes you so long? Concert at the shower” Lena says as she stares at my tits, her mouth corner forming into a small but sweet smile and chuckling. “Ahhh… Shut up” I say as I inhale deeply and I roll my eyes and back to the shower. Lena walks around to the sink and brushes her teeth. “So how was your sleep, Lena?” I say as I’m soaking my body. “My sleep was pretty fun 'cause I woke up next to you!” Lena says as she brushes her teeth and stares at me from the mirror. “Hurry or we’ll be late!” Lena says. “I’m soaking my body, Lena... If you want to you can get in here!” I yell behind the curtains as I’m soaking my entire body. Lena opens the curtains and says “I’m right here”. I turn around
Why Are you Still In My Brain? VAINA LOCA
Well, I slept peacefully last night thanks to Lena because she’s on my mind, always. On the other hand, I haven’t talked to Ben since Lena and I make out yesterday morning. I’m in a grey area and I have no idea about what happened to my life. I felt bad for Ben because I betrayed him. Ben is a good guy, I knew but I don’t think that I’m happy with him, I was but now my happiest place is Lena, she’s the person that I’ve dreamt of, I don’t know if this is real or not or it's just my fantasies, it’s complicated. I don’t know if Lena and I could end up together or not but hopefully. Last year my Abuelita asked me about my plan for marriage and she wants to see Ben in person. I have no plan yet, maybe because I don’t think that Ben is my future. My family is homophobic, I guess but I’m not sure. I don’t know yet, I haven’t talked to them about my gay side but when I was 16 my family and I ever watched a movie together at the family gathering, before I move out, my family and I like to spe
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