LOGINIsabellaâs POV
The cold air of the night clung to my skin as I dragged myself toward the back entrance of La Reina, the upscale restaurant where I worked. The golden lights from the dining hall spilled through the glass doors. Laughter and clinking glasses echoed like a cruel reminder of the life I no longer had, couples holding hands, friends drinking wine, smiles and warmth, everything I used to dream of with Nathan. I tightened my grip on my bag, swallowing the lump that had been stuck in my throat since morning. I needed this job. I needed the money. And right now, I needed somewhere anywhere that wasnât the streets. âIsabella, youâre late,â Marta, the floor supervisor, said as I slipped into the staff room. âIâm sorry. The trafficâŚâ I murmured, lowering my eyes. The next few hours were a blur of trays, polite smiles, and aching feet. I floated between tables, balancing plates that smelled richer than anything Iâd eaten in weeks. The laughter of customers tugged at the fragile threads of my heart, but I forced myself to keep moving, keep smiling, keep serving. When midnight rolled in, the crowd had reduced. One by one, the staff clocked out, bidding quick goodbyes. I waved, pretending I had somewhere to go. My chest tightened when the lights dimmed and the last footsteps faded. I stood for a long moment, staring at the polished floor of the dining hall. My body trembled not from the cold, but from the weight of everything. Slowly, I walked back into the staff room, sat on the narrow bench, and let my head fall into my hands. Where do I go? Home? No, that home wasnât mine anymore. Nathanâs arms belonged to Sarah now. My best friend. My eyes stung again, but I forced the tears back. I couldnât afford to cry now. I needed strength. I spread my work jacket across the small couch in the staff lounge, curled up, and pulled my knees to my chest. The faint smell of detergent and food clung to the fabric. I shut my eyes, praying no one would find me here. Tomorrow, Iâd figure something out. Tomorrow, maybe the pain would ease. I woke with a startle, the clang of dishes cutting through my restless dream. My neck ached from the hard bench, my uniform wrinkled from sleep. For a moment, I forgot where I was, then the dim glow of the restaurantâs sign outside reminded me. âIsabella.â Her voice. Cold. Sharp. My stomach dropped. I turned slowly, dread crawling up my spine. Marta stood at the doorway, arms folded tight, eyes narrowing on me like I was dirt on her shoes. âIâŚI was justâŚâ I stammered, clutching my bag to my chest as if it could shield me. âSleeping,â she cut me off. Her heels struck against the tiles as she moved closer. âIn the restaurant. Like some homeless stray. Do you think this place is a shelter? Or do you think Iâm blind?â Heat burned across my face. My mouth opened, but the words barely came out. âI⌠I didnât have anywhereâŚâ âThatâs not my problem.â Her tone was colder than the night air. Her words hit me harder than any slap could. My chest tightened, and my eyes stung, but I forced the tears back. Not here. Not in front of her. âGet out.â Her voice was sharp, final. âI didnât meanâŚI just needed somewhereâŚâ My voice cracked, shame clawing at me. âOut, Isabella.â She didnât shout. She didnât have to. The disgust in her eyes was enough to slice through me. I swallowed hard, blinking fast to keep my tears from spilling. My chest burned, but I forced my legs to move. She watched me walk toward the door like I was nothing. The door slammed behind me, the echo still ringing in my ears. I stood on the sidewalk, clutching my bag to my chest as if it could keep me from breaking apart. The night air was cold, biting at my skin, but the heat inside me was worse burning shame, loneliness, anger. Hot tears spilled before I could stop them, sliding down my cheeks, fast and stubborn. I swiped at them with the back of my hand, furious at myself for crying in the open. I tilted my head back and took a shaky breath, staring up at the gray morning sky. Somewhere far away, birds were already beginning to stir. With trembling fingers, I pulled out my phone. 5:03 a.m. Almost dawn. Another night gone, and I hadnât closed my eyes once. I hugged myself tighter, whispering into the empty street, âYouâll be fine, Isabella. Youâll be fine.â But even my own voice sounded hollow. My fingers slipped into my jacket pocket, searching for warmth, but instead they brushed against something soft. I froze. Slowly, I pulled it out. The handkerchief. I hadnât even remembered tucking it away last night. The faint streetlight glowed against the fabric, and that was when I noticed the delicate flower embroidery stitched at the corner. Pale blue petals, precise and elegant, as though someone had taken their time to leave a piece of themselves on it. My thumb grazed over the threads, tracing the shape. The longer I stared, the more the world around me faded. My heart clenched not from Martaâs cruelty, not from the cold, but from the memory of him. That stranger with the quiet hands. The one who had simply offered me this without a word. Who was he? I pressed the cloth to my lips for a moment, my eyes fluttering shut. A strange calm swept over me, as though this small square of fabric carried a warmth I hadnât felt in years. But when I opened my eyes, the emptiness of the street greeted me again. And the ache in my chest reminded me I didnât even know his name. I folded the handkerchief carefully and tucked it back into my pocket, clutching it as if it were the only anchor holding me together. Memories crept in, uninvited, like they always did, the foster homes, each one colder than the last. Smiles that turned into scowls when they realized a girl like me came with responsibilities but no reward. The day the orphanage finally said I was too old, packing my few things into a plastic bag, and sending me into the world with nothing but a shaky âgood luck.â And now, even Nathan⌠the one person I thought I could trust⌠My throat tightened. I straightened, shoved my hair behind my ears, and forced my legs forward. Somewhere in this city, someone had to need a cleaner, a waitress, anything. I couldnât continue working for Marta. My feet dragged me from one street to the next, aimless but restless. By now, the city was wide awake, horns blaring, buses crowding the roads, strangers rushing past with their own destinations. Everyone seemed to belong somewhere⌠everyone except me. I sank onto a park bench and pulled out my old phone, the screen cracked but still alive. If I didnât find something today, I didnât know what Iâd do tomorrow. I opened a job listing app and scrolled. Most ads were already expired or demanded experience I didnât have. Then one caught my eye: âRothwell Corporation hiring cleaners. Immediate start. No prior experience required.â My heart skipped. But then I saw the date. Two months ago. A bitter laugh escaped my throat. Of course. Opportunities never seemed to wait for people like me. Still⌠what if? What if they hadnât found enough people? What if they were still taking applications? I bit my lip, my thumb hovering over the location button. Rothwell Corporation. The name sounded huge. Clutching the handkerchief in my pocket like a talisman, I stood, squared my shoulders, and whispered to myself, âJust try, Isabella. Just try.â And with that, I grabbed my bag and started walking toward the bus stop. The bus ride was long and crowded. I clutched my worn jacket close, keeping my head low as people struggled for seats. The smell of coffee and cheap perfume filled the air, while the city outside blurred past the window. Every bump made my stomach twist tighter. I couldnât stop thinking: What if they laughed at me? What if they turned me away before I even said a word? But the handkerchief in my pocket kept me steady. I wrapped my fingers around it, feeling the soft embroidery, and breathed. When the bus hissed to a stop, I stepped out and froze. The Rothwell Corporation towered above me glass walls glinting against the morning sun, polished steel doors, and people in sharp suits walking in and out like they owned the world. I felt smaller than ever. Still, I walked in. At the front desk, a woman with perfectly straight hair looked up from her computer. Her eyes scanned me from head to toe, her lips curling as if sheâd just spotted a stray dog. âCan I⌠help you?â she asked, her voice dripping with hate. I swallowed hard. âUm, yes. I came about the cleaning job. The ad saidâŚâ âThat ad is old,â she cut in, rolling her eyes. âTwo months old. We donât have any positions left. Try somewhere else.â My heart dropped, but I gripped the counter tighter. âBut itâs still on the website. Maybe⌠maybe you havenât updated it. Could you check again?â The woman leaned back in her chair, smirking. âSweetheart, even if it was open, do you really think this company hires just anyone off the street?â Her voice was sharp, loud enough for the security guard nearby to glance our way. âTake my advice. Leave before you embarrass yourself.â Heat burned behind my eyes, but before I could respond, another woman hurried over, her heels clacking on the marble floor. âClaire!â she hissed, tugging at the receptionistâs arm. âStop running your mouth, the CEO is on his way now!â Immediately, chaos broke out. Staff members darted left and right, fixing their clothes, straightening chairs, whispering orders. Even the receptionist who had just shooed me away suddenly sat upright, plastering on a fake smile. I stood frozen in the middle of the lobby, clutching my jacket, completely lost. What is going on?Isabella pov I didnât even realize when I fell asleep last night. Damien and Julian hadnât come back yet, and honestly, I didnât care. My head was pounding, my heart was still stuck somewhere between fear and embarrassment. So I just crawled under the blanket and slept.Now, itâs morning. The smell of coffee, pancake and bacon filled the dining room as I sat opposite Julian, pretending to be busy cutting my pancake into perfect squares. Damien sat beside him, the both of them quietly eating while I pushed my food around my plate. My stomach turned every time I remembered last night.How dare Nathan show his face again?After everything he did to me? After all the failed promises, all those lies, he had the nerve to appear and try to gaslight me.I stabbed a piece of pancake harder than necessary, chewing like it offended me.âIsabella?â Damienâs voice pulled me back. He was watching me closely, a crease between his brows. âYou okay?âI blinked, snapping out of my thoughts. âHuh? Yeah
Isabella's pov The TV was on, but I couldnât even tell what I was watching. My eyes kept drifting to the door like a fool. Every sound outside made my heart skip, a car, footsteps, anything.Where the hell was Julian?Damien was sprawled beside me, clearly amused. âYouâve looked at that door about fifty times in the last ten minutes,â he teased. âYou expecting someone?âHeat rushed to my cheeks. âNo,â I said quickly, grabbing the remote and pretending to adjust the volume.âSure,â he said, clearly not buying it. âIn case youâre wondering, he went to the Williamsâ house for dinner.âI blinked. âThe Williams?â The name sounded familiar, but I couldnât place it.Damien tilted his head. âYou havenât met Sarah yet?â The name hit me like poison. My stomach twisted so hard I almost laughed. Sarah, Of course.My mind went back to that day, her smug little face, the way she poured water on me like I was trash, the way she kissed Julian like she owned him.I clenched my fists, âWhy did he go t
The argument started like every other one loud, heated, and impossible to stop.Sarah ( Isabella ex best friend ) stood in the middle of the living room, her hands shaking, eyes blazing with anger. âYou said you were working late again, Nathan,â she snapped, voice rising. âBut you werenât at work, were you?âNathan exhaled loudly, running a hand through his hair in irritation. âSarah, not this again. Youâre being paranoid.ââParanoid?â she shouted, stepping closer. âI saw the messages! You called her baby! Youâve been sneaking around for weeks!âNathanâs lips twisted into a smirk. âYou went through my phone again, didnât you?ââAnswer me!âHis eyes darkened. âIâm not doing this with you.ââYes, you will!â she shot back, her voice cracking with emotion. âYou think you can keep lying to me and Iâll just stay quiet? Who is she, Nathan? Tell me who she is!ââEnough!â he roared suddenly.The next thing she felt was the sting.A harsh slap that echoed across the room.Sarah stumbled backwar
Isabella pov Best friend? Julian? That grumpy man has a best friend?âWhy didnât I get invited to the wedding though? I want to see the wedding pictures,â Damien said, his earlier disappointment already melting away into that easy, teasing grin again.âWell⌠itâs a bit complicated,â I muttered, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear. âWe donât have a wedding picture.âHe raised an eyebrow, leaning slightly forward. âNo wedding picture? Donât tell me it was one of those secret courthouse things?ââSomething like that,â I said, forcing a small laugh. Something like that and also nothing like that.âTell me, Mrs. Rothwell,â he said, his voice dropping to that teasing murmur again, âhow does it feel being married to Julian?âI met his gaze, âExhausting,â I said flatly, he threw his head back and laughed âtypical Julian â he said chuckling. He walked closer, stopping in front of the oven. âAnd whatâs that inside?â he asked, bending slightly to look through the glass.âBanana bread,â I re
Isabella's pov Why did he just⌠leave?I sat there staring at the door after Julian walked out this morning, his scent still clinging to the air like it refused to leave me. One minute, he was kissing me like I was the only woman in the world and the next, he was gone.I sighed and fell back on the bed, my face buried into his pillow. Gosh, why does it still smell like him? That woody, clean scent that made my heart do weird flips.Images from last night kept replaying in my mind his lips all over my body, the way I was screaming his name, how his lips⌠tasted, the moans. I groaned into the pillow âGet it together, Isabella,â I muttered, half laughing, half panicking.My cheeks felt hot, so I sat up, brushing my hair away.My eyes widened, Nilesâ room is right below Julianâs.âOh my God,â I whispered, covering my mouth. âHe must have heard everything.âThe thought alone made my face burn even more. I jumped off the bed immediately, grabbing my nightgown from the floor and muttering
Isabella's pov His lips locked on mine again, tongue sliding into my mouth exploring it. His hand never left my thighs, he kept rubbing on my slit until his finger separated them, and unintentional loud moan escaped my lips as his hand stroke me slowly and rhythmically making the pressure in the pit of my stomach increase with every stroke and moans escaping my lips in between the deep kiss. I dig my finger into his hair as the feeling became overwhelming, my muscles tighten and current travelled through my body âJuli.. JulianâŚâ his name escaped my lips followed by a soft moan. He stopped and his forehead rested against mine as we both tried to catch our breath, and then, out of nowhere, a soft laugh slipped from my lips, his followed right after, quiet and warm, our laughter tangling together in the hush of the night. He carried me up in his arms, laid me on the bed, and started removing his clothes while staring at me with an unexplainable lust in his eyes. Soon he was already i







