David
I try hard not to contest my mom's request and keep the smile on my face, acting kind whenever one of her friends tries to get close and disturb her.
"Until what time do I need to stay?" She looks at me like I'm a thorn in her side, raising both eyebrows."What? It's hard as fuck to act like a teenager who needs to be disciplined. I'm a grown man!"She cannot demand more than that.Can not.“You're not smiling.” she cries out so that only I can hear and I don't stop moaning, seeing that yes, she can always demand more.I intercept a waiter and grab two glasses of champagne, downing one after the other.“ What?” I ask, when I see her looking at me in disapproval.She presses her lips into a thin line and shakes her head in the negative, snorting.low so as not to attract attention, but looking at me affectionately afterwards.“I only want your happiness, my dear.” I smile sincerely, giving him a kiss in the middle of the forehead."I know my life." She wipes away a lone tear and pats my hand three times, pulling away from the hug.“Kaciana is here, she brought her daughter with her.” I can't help but groan in lamentation, knowing exactly what she wants with that comment. Hordéllis is determined to find me a wife and won't settle down until I give in, right now, she's putting all her chips in Kaciana Álvares and there's nothing in the world I can do to change her mind, so I just let her.It's exhausting and it's taking all my self-control not to go back to Europe, find some country in the east and disappear from the map. It was hard to rebuild myself after theaccident that took the lives of my wife and son, it was a huge sacrifice to step back into this lawless land, where victims are treated as guilty, but I did it for her and my father, the only ones I still have left.“Do it for your mother.” She says with a mischievous smile, aware that I could never deny her something.And as if she knew we were talking about her, the woman arrives, wrapping her arms around my neck in a possessive way.“David, my dear. How are you?’’ She uses an exaggeratedly sappy tone, and I fight the urge to screw up my face in disgust.“ Kaciana.” I kiss the side of her face, pulling away from her embrace and let my eyes fall on the woman's body. “You look beautiful.” I admit, not lying in the compliment. The woman has a body full of curves, contoured without ceasing to be feminine and chose an elegant blue dress.She smiles widely, showing her white teeth and accepts the compliment, showing that she is an experienced woman and that she knows her own beauty."Is this your daughter?" My mother takes the lead, smiling at ayoungwho tries not to pass on his discomfort.“Nice to meet you, Nelly.” He extends his hand for my mother to take, smiling discreetly.“The pleasure is mine, my honey.” Responds, lowering my eyes to check on the girl and before she knows it I'm ahead.“You said your daughter had been one of my students.” I comment so that the three women can hear, but I keep my eyes locked on thesfrom Kaciana.she smileseductive, hitching his hand on my arm.“Yes, but I don't think you remember her. Nelly never liked to draw too much attention.” The woman explains and I realize that the comment made the girl even more uncomfortable.“I always remember my students.” I say, studying the girl's face with even more curiosity.Nelly.This name is not strange to me, but looking at the girl's face I can't remember any of my students. Maybe Kaciana is right and I don't remember her because of her lack of participation in my classes.“It's been a long time.” I hear her whisper."How long?" I ask, assessing her face and then her body.She doesn't look that young, but she still has an innocent look and an expression that doesn't quite match the phrase "it's been a long time"."What?" She blinks."How long has it been since you were my student?" I say, feeling extremely curious.“Almost ten years."“Almost ten years.” I repeat in a low tone, realizing that it really is a long time.Ten years.But still..."Were you a bad student?" I arch an eyebrow, studying her face.She grimaces, then her gaze turns angry.Damn."Like I said, it's been a long time." She speaks again, sounding angry. "And I was your best student!"I frown, studying the girl's change in demeanor."Are you calling me old?" I raise an eyebrow, she looks at me in astonishment, blinking a few times."She didn't mean it, David. You're practically my age." Kaciana tries to work around the situation, believing that I'm really upset, making it more fun.I decide to get into role, feigning an indignation that doesn't affect me."Do you think I'm old, little girl?" I press, watching the girl's cheeks flush. It `s cute."I-I... Eeeee... Yes." he stutters, shifting his gaze between me and his mother.God!This party is turning out to be more fun than I thought. Nelly just saved me from the monotony.I hear my mother huff beside me, indicating that her patience has reached the limit."Please, of course you're old! Didn't you notice the gray hair?"I turn to Mom, hiding an amused smile."Touche." I say, placing a kiss on her head.I turn towards the girl, looking at her apologetically and take her hand, kissing the pain.sor gallantly.“I apologize, but it really has been a good amount of years since I was your teacher and many other students have followed, however I believe you have been an exemplary student.” I kiss his hand, feeling slightly guilty that I don't remember his face, even though the name is still familiar.“No problem.” she says in an accelerated voice, pulling her hand from his hand with a certain harshness. Mumbling that she needs to go to the bathroom."Children, isn't it?" Kaciana says, laughing without showing her teeth and all I do is nod my head, even though I don't agree with the son-in-law she used.Nelly is not a child."You said she does journalism, didn't you?" my mom asks, still watching the path the girl took.“Yes, she just graduated.” The woman says without much interest and her behavior is strange, any father or mother gets sensitive when talking about their children's achievements, but who am I to judge someone's relationship... I don't have a child anymore.He's dead, along with my wife.I clear my throat, getting the two women's attention."I'm going to the bar to get something less..." watch the champagne bubbles burst one by one in the glass and frown, looking for a suitable word." Stronger." My mom says in a dismissive tone and I glare at her."I was going to say 'pompous' but I'll take your suggestion." I wink at her, turning in Kaciana's direction right after. "Would you like anything?"The woman smiles suggestively, ignoring the fact that we are standing in front of my mother and analyzes me lasciviously, sliding her tongue over lips covered in pale lipstick."Dinner, perhaps?" You owe me one. I hear my mother chuckle beside me and I nod to the woman, indicating that she is keeping my promises.“How about tomorrow?” She gives me a seductive smile, sliding one of her hands through my tie.“ I'll wait for you at 20:00hrs, don't be late.” I smile, touching her hand gently and pulling her away from me.I walk towards the bar, taking one last look back and checking if the women are still watching me, when I realize that they have engaged in some random conversation and are no longer looking at me, I deviate from the correct direction, entering a corridor that leads directly to my desk.Yeah, there's real drinks there.I start to accelerate my steps, stopping to cuGreet some members along the way.“Your father always spoke highly of you, boy,” says an old acquaintance, patting me on the shoulder. I smile condescendingly, spending as little time as possible with each one.Boy.I am not a boy.Does any of them realize that I'm already a graduated man, with three degrees and a widower?Absolutely not, because they keep treating me like I'm a freaking teenager.Where the hell did I get dressed?"Give your regards to your father." Someone in the crowd says and I nod again, making up some excuse to get me out of any hint of a longer conversation.I decide I can't wait any longer for a drink and grab a glass of champagne, but let it go against my own words.The Blessed One knows I can't stand these sober people, it was because of them that I stayed away all these years and it was also because of everything that I chose the profession of a teacher, instead of CEO of Bragança jewelry.I like tranquility, I always have. Teaching is for the few, it comes in the form of a gift.I discard the glass on an empty tray and make my way around corners, avoiding the guests without appearing rude or arrogant. I'm going to disappear for the rest of the night, my mother has Kaciana and can manage on her own, after all, this is her sixty-first birthday party.I snort to myself, containing the urge to laugh out loud for questioning Hordéllis Bragança's ability to fend for herself, when she's the only one in this place capable of putting any of us in her pocket. I get distracted by the thought and only realize that I hit someone when I feel the shock of contact. I growl, rubbing my forehead with my hand.“ Sorry.” A female voice whispers and I am forced to lift my eyes, expanding my field of vision.“It was my fault.” I shoot, still not believing that of all the guests, she would be precisely the person I bumped into.Did your mother tell you to watch me."I wasn't looking forward to it, it was my mistake," she insists, making me roll my eyes at a pointless argument. I don't care whose mistake it was as long as it's okay."Okay, it was your mistake." She looks at me in shock, her expression tightening into an annoyed frown."Idiot." She says quietly, speaking only to herself. Only I listened.I put my hands in the side pockets of my pants, correcting my posture and staring at the girl, staring at her seriously."I was your teacher, I demand respect." She twists her face in disdain and pushes her little nose even further, assuming a posture that doesn't match her personality at all.“As far as I know, you have no idea who I am, so we're just acquaintances. And respect isn't something you demand." I want to open my mouth and dispute her words, but I open and close my lips without uttering a single word I'm so surprised I am. "That's what I thought," she finished, pushing me away. to the side by hand."I'm trying to make sure...""What, what?" Are you sure I was a good student?" I frown, not missing the sarcastic tone she's using."I'm sorry if I said something that offended you." Is all I can say, feeling like the worst teacher in the world.“You don't have to feel. It doesn't matter anymore," she simply says, stepping around my body and resuming her walk. I freeze, completely awkward as I watch her walk away, struggling not to stare at the contours of her hips swaying seductively, noticing how hard she tries to avoid contact. straight with people, looking like a scared little girl.And suddenly scenes similar to this one surface in the form of memories, when one of my best students was bullied because of her weight and confidently fought back. That girl's name was....Holy crap! I remember her!Nelly I walk into the bathroom huffing through my nostrils, allowing the door to slam with no delicacy and frighten me. Ingot her party guests checking their makeup. I mumble a lame apology and huff in spite of myself, heading straight for a private stall inside the bathroom and locking myself in. “Argh! How could he be such an asshole?” I tell myself, lowering the lid of the toilet and sitting down. "You don't remember me, Mr. Bragança?” Disdainful, adopting a mocking tone and three octaves lower than mine. Snort. Damn Nelly! This is all your fault, you agreed to come to this cocktail party even though it was his company's birthday party. What did you expect? Flowers and burning kisses? Wake up! I run both my hands over my face, realizing that I'm still addressing him formally, giving him the power of superiority from years ago. Mister Bragança. I press my lips together until they form a thin line and proceed to fan my face with both hands, refusing to shed another tear tonigh
DAVID I watch expectantly as the smaller hand meets the larger one above the number nine, indicating that there is no reason for my irritation to continue and as I imagined, it doesn't. She is not coming... She is not coming. Excellent. A smile tugs at my lips and I wave goodbye to my bad mood, almost jumping up to my feet in glee. Beginsnd to get a new perspective on the hellish morning I've been having since I woke up. “Mr. Bragança, there's a young lady here wanting to see you.” Leila says from the other end of the phone as soon as I pick it up, not even waiting for me to take the first line. "May I enter, sir?" I blink a few times, checking my wristwatch and seeing that it hasn't been more than a minute since I last checked it. "Who's the girl, Leila?" I ask, despite already suspecting who it is. My secretary pauses in her speech and all I can hear are whispers on the other end of the line. " Leila?" "Miss Alvares, sir. She said she has an appointment, can I let her in?" T
NELLYThe Bragança building is by farthe most luxurious and modern placeOI've been to, not even the agency I worked for had that much personality in its architecture and decor, but that doesn't stop the feeling of shortness of breath I've been having since I left home this morning, really, I don't know what happened me to accept this proposal. Staying close to him won't do me any good. AND so what the hell am I doing here?You are a masochist. My conscience scoffs and I roll my eyes. Shrew.Damn it.I'm a masochist.I want to cry and turn around, fake my own kidnapping and disappear off the face of the earth."That blouse is hideous!" I turn to face the owner of the voice, surprising myself when I bump into Kiara, the girl I met in the bathroomTheBragança, during the party I didn't even want to be at, in which I was introduced minutes later as the companion of ..."I like her." I respond, assuming a defensive posture, cringing. She arches an eyebrow and starts walking towards me, her
David Darkness became my shelter, alcohol my best friend, but sex, fuck, that's my favorite anesthetic. I push mercilessly against the fiery redhead, smiling at her lusty moans and hooking my hand in her hair, pulling her until she's on her knees, pressing her back against my chest. I bite her shoulder, neck and cheek. She pushes back and I growl, enjoying her naughtiness. The woman is experienced, she knows exactly what a man likes in bed and that pleases me. "Aren't you going to tell me your name?" Says seductively, looking at me through the mirror on the wall. We're in some motel room, locked for almost three hours, and the woman thinks we're already intimate. I slide my finger down her belly until I reach her pussy, caressing her clit as I thrust every inch of my cock into her. “My name doesn't matter now, beautiful. You're taking my cock in your tight pussy and you're enjoying it." she moans in response, proving my point and I thrust hard, forcing her tight channel to take me
Nelly PRAYER BEFORE... The day started out in turmoil and I needed to incorporate a sensible spirit to deal with Kaciana, because only God knows how insistent my mother can be. I love my mother with all of my strength, but when she decides on something, it's torture for sure, so I've avoided her since our last confrontation. ''You got fat? '' I stop the spoon of porridge in the middle of the path and turn my torso to meet the blue eyes, haughty and so similar to mine. “Because it looks like you've gained a few pounds.'' Complete, screwing up his face in displeasure as he analyzes me and walks until he is in front of me. ''Not. ''I whisper, pushing the bowl of food away, feeling the hunger pass. ''He is sure?” Her face is rounded, her cheeks more prominent and her ass barely fits in that chair. I close my eyes, holding back the tears, and take a deep breath. “I need to go to work.'' I say, turning my back to get out of her field of vision and not present her with my tears. "You c
DAVID The sun invades my room through the window and the light disturbs my sleep, making me wake up early. Annoyed, I get up in a bad mood, kicking the pillow that falls from the bed onto my foot. Today is a bad day for many reasons, but the main one is that today was supposed to be a day of celebration, where my wife and I would have been married for eighteen years. Except she's dead, and I'm alive, so this day turned bad. Terrible. I take off my underwear and walk into the bathroom, opting for a cold shower. I don't deserve perks while she's in that hole, lifeless. Today is a day of seclusion, where I choose to be locked up at home, a recluse from the world. I prefer solitude these days, the pain of longing being my only company. So I end up freaking out when I see the woman sleeping on my couch. I curse, as I envision her face and remember my decision last night, bringing her here instead of leaving her in her own home, was a mistake. Owhat got into me? My mood deteriorates
NellyThe man looks desolate, weakened in front of me, the opposite of what he has been showing me throughout this time together, because the pose of "nothing can shake me" has gone away, giving way to a broken man full of guilt. The lack of sparkle in his eyes was something I noticed right away when we were reintroduced, because the guy I idolized in my teens was full of life and good humor, there wasn't a day that I didn't get a smile from him, but I thought this was connected with his position as executive director of Bragança.I was wrong, I can see it clearly now. He's not well, his upturned nose and serious face are part of a mask he insists on wearing. I didn't realize what day it was, despite having that date fixed in my mind for many years.July 3rd.When I found out that he was married, it was as if happiness left me for the second time, first because of my father's death, then because I found out that the man I thought I loved already belonged to another woman. He had just
DAVID I discard the coffee capsule in the trash and drink the entire contents of the cup, this fucking espresso machine was invented to save my life, there's no other explanation, I've been a self-confessed coffee addict since college and never learned the traditional way of leave it in the right spot. My years as an educator have only intensified that passion, and I don't know how I could handle the sleepless nights grading tests and planning lessons without a healthy dose of caffeine. The liquid runs hot down my throat and awakens my senses, pushing away the inhuman hangover I've been fighting since I woke up and preparing me for the meeting I can't cancel. I ended up going over the top last night, went to the club and fucked good BDSM style, the sex had an audience and I enjoyed the experience, although I don't like the exhibitionism too much. I check the time on my wristwatch and place the empty cup on the sink, grab my car key on the American kitchen counter and accelerate as ha