CHAPTER 7: The Wolf Who Spared Me

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The wolf moves closer. At a pace that doesn’t ask permission. Just forward, like the distance between us was always meant to close and I’m only now catching up to that fact. I pull a blade free. Late. My fingers fumble the wrap for half a second before muscle memory snaps it into place. The sound feels too loud. Metal whispering in a forest that has gone quiet again.

The clearing behind me feels farther than it should. Like a memory I’m already losing access to. The wolf lowers his head. I don’t wait for him to decide what that means. I move first. Left blade high. Right low. I cut in, not aiming for the throat. Shoulder. Joint. Anything that slows him. I don’t need to kill him. I just need space.

He lunges and I pivot, boots skidding in loose dirt, blade flashing past his ribs. I feel the resistance this time. The give. I slice and pull back hard. Blood darkens his fur. 

He doesn’t make a sound. The cut doesn’t slow him. I duck under a snapping jaw and roll, coming up on one knee with my second blade already up. I strike again. Deeper. Cleaner. This is familiar. The burn in my arms. The narrowing of my vision. The way the rest of the world drops out when my body remembers what it’s for.

For a moment, it almost works. I retreat three steps and flick my wrist. The wire snaps tight between two roots just as he surges forward. It catches low, tangles around his foreleg. He stumbles. Just enough. I throw the powder next. A sharp, bitter scent bursts into the air as it hits his face. It’s mixed heavily. Enough to drop a man in seconds.

He snarls. A real sound this time. Pain, maybe. Anger. He shakes his head hard, breaking the wire with a jerk that should have taken longer. The powder dulls his movements, but only barely. Like I’ve pressed my thumb against a flood instead of a door.

The forest holds its breath. So do I. His blood reaches me before he does. The scent cuts through everything. Metal and rain and something sharp underneath that makes my throat tighten without permission. My breath stutters. I hate that more than anything.

I step wrong. Just enough that my next strike lands off-center, skimming fur instead of sinking in. My arm jars on impact. Pain flares bright and fast. I blink, trying to clear it, trying to focus. This isn’t fear. It doesn’t feel like fear. It feels like my body has stopped asking me first. He doesn’t press the advantage. That’s when it gets worse.

Instead of lunging, he shifts sideways, cutting off my path back to the trees. When I angle left, he’s already there. When I retreat, he advances just enough to keep the distance tight and deliberate.

I slash at his chest. He takes it. Doesn’t counter. Another step back puts a fallen log at my calves. I didn’t see it before. I should have. He snaps his jaws inches from my face. Not to bite. To warn. My lungs burn. Not from running. From something else. The sense that I’m being moved. Herded. I realize, too late, that I’m no longer choosing where this fight goes. I turn. He’s gone.

I turn to track him and lose him completely. The space where his weight was feels wrong, like the forest forgot to finish a sentence. My skin prickles. I pivot again, blade up, scanning too fast now. That’s a mistake. I know it as I’m making it.

The silence presses in. I hear nothing but my own breathing. Nothing heavy crashing through brush the way something his size should. Then the air behind me shifts.

He’s there. Close enough that I feel his heat before I see him. I don’t retreat. The thought flashes sharp and clear, and I ignore it just as fast. I spin and strike hard, both blades driving forward with everything I have behind them. Without hesitation. A killing move.

He twists at the last second. My blade sinks into muscle instead of throat. I’m already off-balance, already too committed. My foot slips on loose dirt and I feel the opening widen even as I try to recover it. This is the part where training usually saves me. It doesn’t.

Something slams into me from the side, fast and solid and heavy enough to knock the breath clean out of my lungs. I hit the ground hard. His weight follows immediately, pinning my shoulders, crushing my chest. The blades are still in my hands but they might as well be somewhere else. My arms won’t come up the way I tell them to.

His breath ghosts over my throat. Hot. Steady. Controlled. Teeth brush my skin. Not breaking it. Just there. A promise. I freeze. Not because I want to. Because everything in me suddenly understands that moving would be the wrong choice. A low sound vibrates through his chest and into mine. It isn’t a growl.

“Mine.”

The word lands heavy. Final. Like something that doesn’t require permission. The bite comes a second later. Not where his teeth hovered before. Lower. Sharp pressure, then heat. It doesn’t hurt the way I expect it to. That’s the worst part.

My limbs go heavy almost immediately. The forest tilts. The weight on my chest eases as my strength drains out from under me. I try to hold on to one clear thought. Something useful. All I manage is this. He isn’t killing me. And that’s how I know I won’t wake up free.