ログインThe integration work becomes my life for the next six weeks.Every morning, I wake before dawn and return to the meditation circle. Every morning, I reach into the chaos of absorbed consciousnesses and pull one forward, offering them the peace they've been denied for centuries.Every morning, Ravensbrook whispers that there are faster ways.I ignore him.The consciousnesses are easier to integrate now that I've developed a rhythm. Each one follows a similar pattern—initial contact, allowing them to feel safe, absorbing their trauma, weaving their memories and essence into my consciousness in a way that honors who they were without overwhelming who I am.But some are harder than others.Michael Thornheart was a consciousness mage himself when Ravensbrook consumed him in 1834. He understood what was happening to him, fought back with everything he had, and still lost. His trauma is layered with the horror of professional understanding—he knew exactly how Ravensbrook was destroying him,
The Council chamber is exactly as imposing as I remember—a circular room with a domed ceiling etched with the history of wolf packs across North America. Twelve seats arranged in a perfect circle, each one occupied by an Elder whose judgment could reshape our society.I've sat in one of those seats for three years. Today, I stand in the center, being judged.Adrian and Faye sit in the gallery behind me—not allowed to speak, but present. Their consciousnesses brush against mine periodically, reminding me I'm not alone.Elder Thomas Riverwind calls the session to order. As the longest-serving Elder, protocol dictates that he chairs emergency sessions. "We convene to address the incident in Alaska involving Elder Hope Whitmore and the consciousness mage James Riversong. Elder Whitmore, you stand accused of reckless endangerment of yourself and potentially the broader wolf community through the absorption of a predatory consciousness. How do you respond?"I keep my voice steady. "I respon
The next two days blur together in a haze of consciousness work, brief periods of rest, and mounting pressure.I integrate consciousnesses in batches now—five or six at a time before Faye forces me to stop and ground myself. Each one is different. Each one carries their own trauma, their own story of how Ravensbrook found them and consumed them.Maria Chen, a healer from 1789, who made the mistake of trying to help him when he came to her village claiming illness.Robert Darkwater, a pack enforcer from 1856, was strong enough to fight back but not strong enough to win.Sarah Littlebird was just sixteen years old when Ravensbrook took her in 1901. She'd been traveling to study with a consciousness mage in Seattle. She never arrived.Each integration is painful—taking their trauma into myself, processing it, neutralizing it so they can finally rest. But it's also healing. Every consciousness I integrate is one less voice screaming in the darkness of my mind.By the end of the first day,
They give us a guest house at the edge of the compound—a small cabin with a stone fireplace and windows overlooking the forest. Adrian carries me the last hundred yards because my legs finally give out completely."I can walk," I protest weakly."Humor me." His voice is tight, controlled in the way that means he's barely holding himself together. "You just absorbed the consciousness of a two-hundred-year-old monster and several hundred of his victims. Let me carry you."I don't argue further.Inside, Faye is already setting up. She's cleared the main room's furniture to the edges and laid out a circle of crystals on the hardwood floor—clear quartz for clarity, amethyst for spiritual protection, black tourmaline for grounding. In the center, she's placed a meditation cushion."We need to start integration work immediately," she says, not looking up from her preparations. "The longer you wait, the harder it becomes to maintain boundaries between your core identity and the absorbed consc
The reinforced door at the bottom of the stairs is made of steel, etched with containment runes that pulse with a sickly green light. Two guards flank it—both looking like they haven't slept in days."Elder Whitmore." The woman on the left straightens. "Are you sure about this?""No." I offer her a tight smile. "Open it anyway."She exchanges a glance with her partner, then places her palm against the recognition panel. The locks disengage with heavy mechanical clicks that echo in the narrow stairwell.The door swings open.The consciousness hits me like a physical wave—not one mind but hundreds, all screaming, fighting, drowning in each other. I stagger, catching myself against the doorframe as the noise threatens to overwhelm my shields.Hope. Faye's voice in my mind, steady as bedrock. Remember your center. Remember who you are.I breathe. Rebuild my walls. Step through the door.The room is larger than I expected, maybe twenty feet square, with walls covered in more containment ru
The emergency call comes at three in the morning.I'm awake before Adrian reaches for the phone, my consciousness already stretching toward the disturbance I've been sensing for hours—a wrongness in the fabric of the pack network, like a wound that won't stop bleeding."Hope Whitmore," I answer, already moving toward my closet."Elder Whitmore." The voice is tight with panic. "This is Marcus Chen, Denali pack. We need you in Alaska immediately. Elder candidate James Riversong is—" His voice breaks. "He's fragmenting. Completely. We've tried everything."My blood goes cold. I know what complete fragmentation means. I've seen it once before, felt the edges of it myself when I was fourteen and drowning in three hundred consciousnesses that weren't mine."How bad?""Worse than the reports about you. Worse than Sophie Moonstone. He absorbed fragments from a consciousness mage who'd been collecting minds for two centuries. Now James is—" Marcus's breath shakes. "He doesn't know who he is an







