Chapter 3

MARGOT'S POV

Napapaiyak na ako sa sakit nang lalamunan ko. Mag iisang buwan ko na itong ginagawa.

Kahit nasa office ay sinusumpong ako nang pag susuka. Nag tataka na ang iba kong mga kaibigan dahil bakit daw ako nag susuka ang iba naman ay worried dahil baka daw may sakit na ako.

And now I am here again. Nagiging tambayan ko na ang banyo dahil sa pag susuka.

Nagiging pihikan din ako sa pagkain at minsan sabi nang mga katrabaho ko na ang sungit sungit ko daw.

"Uwahhh" Ayan na naman. Nasusuka ako pero puro laway lang naman ang sinusuka ko. Nakakapagod na at nakakasakit nang lalamunan.

Pansin ko din tuwing tumitingin ako sa salamin ay pumapayat ako. Dahil siguro ito sa dinaramdam ko.

Binigyan ako nang one week leave nang boss namin para daw makapag patingin ako sa doctor.

Ayoko sana dahil baka dala lang ito nang klima pero tama sila kailangan ko nang magpatingin baka kung saan pa ito mapunta.

Kumain ako nang puro broccoli lamang, I don't know what happened but simula nang nag susuka ako ay gusto ko lang lagi na broccoli at itlog ang kainin.

I wash the plates I used and took a bath. I prepare the dress I'll be wearing in going to the hospital and texted my mom first before finally dressing up. But she called me up.

"Hello? Sweetie are you there? I miss you so much, why you haven't call this past few weeks? Is there any problem?" My mom ask immediately as she answered my call.

"I'm okay mom, how about you and dad?" I asked back and I heard her sigh.

"We are doing good sweetie, me and your dad misses you so much, when will you visit us? I can wait to see you," she said and again here's her sad voice.

"Mom, I promise if I have a week vacation I'll visit you there. Tell Dad I said hi and please take care of yourself. I have to go now mom, I still have a work to do." I lied. Because if I'll tell her where I will really go they would just worry again.

After the call I dress up and take a taxi to the hospital.

When I got there the nurse ask me some questions and then after answering she told me to just wait the obstetrician in her office, I was even shock, why do I need obstetrician? but I just followed her and do what she told me to do.

When she came we do the formal greetings then started examining me by asking me questions first about how I feel. I answered her honestly about how I feel this day and last month. She just nod after and give me something.

"I think you must try this Mrs?" She ask with an ark brow.

"I'm Ms, Morris," I answered and then she smiled at me and nod again. She then hand me the thing I I never expected. Without any visible reaction, I took it.

"Okay Ms, Morris, there's an extra room there where you can use and do that," she said and lead me the way.

My hand was trembling holding the pregnancy test. Just thinking the thought that I am pregnant is making me crazy. I know she thinks I'm pregnant because she won't give and let me try this if she doesn't.

I do the procedure and wait for a minute for the results.

I don't know what I feel seeing the pregnancy test having a two line on it.

I am happy that I'll be having a baby soon but I'm a little bit scared.

How would I tell my parents about my pregnancy?

I made sure that I look fine when I got out with the pregnancy test and let the obstetrician see it herself.

She let me lay in the bed and do some scanning to me. After that she said that I am one month pregnant.

She gives me vitamins and another notes for my pregnancy. May binigay din siyang iba pang resita na makakatulong sa pag bubuntis ko para maging malakas at malusog si baby.

Tulala ako nang nang nakarating ako sa apartment ko. Hindi ko alam ang gagawin ko ngayon. Buntis ako at hindi ko man lang alam ang pangalan nang ama nang anak ko.

Umiiyak lang ako na nakaupo sa kama ko at walang ganang kumain.

Natatakot ako ngayon para sa sarili at anak ko. Ano ang sasabihin ko kina mommy? Na buntis ako pero hindi ko alam ang pangalan nang taong naka buntis sa akin?

Sa lahat nang rules nila yun pa talaga ang nilabag ko. Ginawa ko lang naman ang pinakaayaw nang magulang. MARRIAGE BEFORE SEX, yan yung bilin sa akin bago ako pumunta dito pero heto ngayon ang nangyari.

That man! He said that i won't get pregnant! Pero heto ako ngayon namomroblema kung paano ito haharapin.

Makakatapak pa kaya ako sa mansiyon namin pag nalaman ito nang pamilya ko?

Nakatulugan ko nalang ang pag iyak at hindi parin alam kung paano ko ito lulutasin. Alangan naman na ipalaglag ko ito hindi iyon pede dahil anak ko ito at dugo ko rin. Pinasok ko ito kaya haharapin ko.

Siguro staka ko nalang sasabihin kina mommy at daddy kung kaya ko na. For now I have to take care of my self and my baby.

"What? You are pregnant? Paano? Wala ka namang boyfriend ah paano ka nabuntis? Don't tell me may hindi ka sinasabi sa akin." Exaggerated ni Selena na saad.

"Hinaan mo nga ang boses mo, wala akong boyfriend. One night stand, it happened nung birthday mo. Remember lasing na ako nun kaya sumama na ako nang may nakita akong guy sa likod ko at hinahalikan ako," Saad ko at sinabi nalang lahat nang nangyari dahil hindi niya maiintindihan pag ni short story ko.

Sinabi ko lahat nang kaganapan at yung tungkol sa parents ko. Kahit siya di niya alam kung ano ang dapat ko daw na gawin. As of now kailangan ko lang daw na alagaan ang anak ko.

Months have passed and the news scattered like a fire in the company. Ako na yata ang ginawang pulutan sa usapan nila. Ang iba nagtataka kung paano at ang iba naman ay nang hihinayang.

Saturday na naman ngayon kaya nandito na naman ako sa mall kasama si Selena at nagpapalamig na naman.

Maraming tao dito sa mall ngayon di ko alam kung bakit halos nag sisiksikan yung mga tao.

I heard awhile ago that the owner of this mall have a surprise for his son. Narinig ko din na engineer din pala yung susurprisahin, we are rich but I think mas mayamaman sila. Imagine, they are the owner of this very big mall. The largest mall in the city. Kaya nga dito kami lagi eh. And they own an airline company. Yung anak nilang susurprisahin daw ang namamahala doon nung nakaraan pero ngayon daw na may sarili na itong firm ay doon na nag focus. Pero siya ang mag mamana nang airlines dahil nag iisang anak lang siya.

Dahil sa siksikan, I decided to go to the rooftop at i text ko nalang si Selena na sumunod dito. Bumili pa kasi siya nang pang snack namin. Hahaha, first namin mag snack dito at libre niya dahil buntis ako. Noon okay lang sa amin ang walang snack basta nakaka pag palamig kami at nakaka tingin tingin sa mga bagong dating na sales.

I run immediately to the elevator when I saw na mag co-close na pala ito.

Nang maka pasok ako ay napa yuko ako sa kahihiyan dahil sa nabasa ko.

"For CEO only" ang nakasulat. Gusto ko sanang lumabas nalang dahil sa hiya pero nag antay nalang ako na mauna itong taong kasama ko ngayon na maunang lumabas total sa pinakaitaas naman ako.

"How was my baby?" Napa angat ang ulo ko sa narinig sa kanya.

I don't know kung ako kausap niya dahil sa akin lang naman siya naka tingin.

Hindi ako makapagsalita sa narinig ko.

"Take care of my baby, and be ready for your punishment." Napa bato ako sa kinatatayuan ko nang mapag sino siya.

Kahit lasing ako nang gabi na yun na aalala ko parin kahit konti ang mukha niya kahit blurry and now I can see it clearly. One word, Adonis.

He's very gorgeous, he has a perfect shape of face and his nose that were carve perfectly. His hypnotizing blue eyes and kissable lips.

"H-how? How did you know I that I am pregnant?" Sabi ko at lumabas siya bago nag salita ulit.

"I have ways, don't worry I'll support my child to you soon if things will get better now." He answered.

"You can't, you can't father him or her," I said. No! He should not and I should not let it happened. I will keep my baby, if he only thinks for our child then how about me?

"Yes I can! Deal with that." He said before finally leaving and left me hanging.

I can't, if he wants to father my child he should marry me first and if he will I won't be dumb to my parents.