Chapter 55

KARINA

Have you ever felt like it’s so difficult to fall asleep because there is so much anger boiling inside of you?

Yeah, that’s me right now.

It’s always been me since my best friend left and doesn’t seem like the Anastasia I used to know. She’s been sounding so savage lately and so cold.

I get that pain can cause a lot of damage to one’s attitude, and I think that’s what is happening to her. She told me she blocked Denver, and I didn’t even think it twice before blocking him too.

It’s all his fucking fault that Anastasia is going through this difficulty, this pain that she can't heal from. She’s so heartbroken that she doesn’t know how to fix herself; she doesn’t know how to pick up the pieces and mend them. She doesn’t let me help her either.

She claims to be fine; she says she’s starting afresh in the UK and she will do just fine. But I can tell it’s a lie; her voice is different as well as her tone.

Everything has been keeping me awake and worrying about her. I can’t go to the U