MasukGWEN POV
“Crying is useless, Gwen! It won't help anything!” I told myself loudly as I wiped my cheeks with the back of my hand. I tried to stay calm as I looked around the empty area. I was looking for a house, any house at all. I slowly walked across the road to a wide spot. I looked far down the long, lonely road. Nothing. No houses, no lights, just dark trees and cold snow. A shiver went through me. It wasn't just the cold; it was fear creeping in again. I went back to my car again, grabbing my warm coat, thick gloves, and my hat. I pulled them on quickly. What should I do now? What should I do now? Should I walk back to the place where my phone had service and call someone? I couldn't just sit here in my broken car and hope a friendly person would drive by. It was almost Christmas, so not many people would be out driving on small roads. I closed my eyes and tried to remember how far I had driven since April's text message came in. Was it a short distance, like half a mile? Or was it much farther, maybe five miles? I had no idea how far I was from safety. But I knew I couldn't just wait. I decided to put on more clothes first. I needed to be ready for the long walk. I grabbed my bag from the back seat and started looking for the warmest socks and a thick sweater. That's when I heard it. A sound in the distance. A car engine. It was coming from the direction I had driven from, right before my car accident. This is good news, right? Help is coming Gwen! But then my mind went back to all the crime shows I watched. A young woman alone, stuck on a dark, empty road? That's a perfect chance for a person to stop and kidnap them, kill them or do something crazy. I got a sudden, cold feeling in my stomach. I quickly pushed my bag back onto the floor of the car. I shut the door quietly, then walked to the back of my car and stood behind the trunk. I wanted the car between me and whoever was coming. I watched the road as the sound of the engine got even louder. Soon, a very large black SUV came into view. As it got closer, it started to slow down. The driver had seen me. I tried to think fast. How could I stay safe but still get help? ‘Maybe they will let me use their phone?’ No, my phone didn't work here, so theirs probably wouldn't either. ‘Maybe they could drive home and call a tow truck for me?’ Yes, but that would leave me here alone again, waiting. What if another, worse person came by while I waited? I looked around the totally empty landscape. What were the chances that another car would drive down this road soon? Zero, maybe? If this was my only chance for help, I would be very foolish to send this person away. The SUV drove slowly past my car. Is he not going to stop? The person was totally going to be an awful person if they didn't! But then the driver turned the big SUV into the driveway right next to me. He pushed a button and the car's yellow hazard lights began to flash—a signal that he was stopping to help. The driver’s door opened. A man got out. He was tall and wide, a huge figure in the darkness. He walked toward me. “Hello! Are you okay? What happened to your car?” he called out, his voice deep. ‘That voice’ And then I saw his face more clearly under the pale light. He had silvery dark hair and bright green eyes. My breath caught in my throat. “Holy cow,” I whispered. “Isn't that the man I had a one night stand with?” It couldn't be. This was impossible. Was he following me? Was he a stalker? My fear grew huge. I took a step back. Then another. I started walking backward toward the ditch at the side of the road with every step he took toward me. “Wait! Don't go near the edge,” he called, sounding worried. But it was too late. For the second time in just twenty-four hours, this mystery man was watching me fall again for the second time because my foot missed the ground, and I tumbled down the slope into the ditch, landing hard on my butt in the cold snow.MOONA POVI don’t know how long they will hold me there, but I never want to move.I’m scared I’ll fall apart without their arms around me. I’m scared I’ll shatter into pieces and never pick them all up again.I remember all the times the guy who called himself Peter touched me. I remember all the times he told me that that was what love felt like.But love feels nothing like that, and I know it now.I want to forget every second I ever spent with him. I want to feel how much I’m loved for real this time.I want to feel kind hands on my body. I want to feel kisses that give, not kisses that take.I want them. The only two men who’ve ever counted.I need to know I’m still theirs and they’re mine, and words aren’t enough.Words will never be enough now I know how easily a random guy like Mathew Connor could speak whatever he wanted in my ear.I’m still in their arms as I press my lips to Cain’s neck. Brian is still pressed to my back as I reach for him.Cain doesn’t respond at first as
BRIAN POVAnd suddenly all the pieces fit into place. She’s in a daze as she heads through to the living room and sits herself down on the slashed sofa. She pulls her knees up to her chest and hugs them tight as Cain sits alongside her and I drop to my knees on the floor. “It’s alright, Moona,” I say, “you can tell us.” And she does. She tells us everything. She tells us how happy she was to find her brother. She tells us the story of what happened all those years ago in Peter’s family home. She tells us how they thought it was her assaulting their younger daughter and leaving bruises on her arms, but it wasn’t. It was Peter, and that makes sense too. The kid was troubled when I met him, narcissistic tothe point it gave me shivers. Thoroughly dissociated from those around him. And now he’s studying law, blending into the student populous no doubt oblivious to the pain he caused the broken girl sitting before me. He didn’t mention Moona once in all our s
MOONA POVI want to tell him but I can’t. Even now I can’t let them throw Peter in prison. He’s my brother. He was there for me when no one else was. My heart is breaking worse than Cain’s, even though I can’t show him. My heart is breaking because I know I can’t come back from this, because no matter how much Cain’s eyes say he wants to forgive me, I know he won’t. I know he can’t. I know he’ll never trust me again. I wish I could say I’m sorry, but I can’t. Even though I can’t bring myself to land my brother in the shit, I can’t bring myself to confess all this either. Cain’s glaring right at me as I hear Brian’s car pull onto the drive. I want the ground to swallow me up and never spit me out again, but I’m standing right here with nowhere to run and no one to turn to.Brian doesn’t even notice the destruction as he steps through the door. He sees me before Cain but he’s already got questions of his own. “Mathew Connor was asking directions to your house in town ea
CAIN POVMy crazy idea for Brian’s career wouldn’t let go once it started. That’s why I called the bank today and set up an appointment. That’s why I marched in there with a hastily drawn up plan and opened a new account all ready to start. It’s crazy but perfect. Perfect for both of them. I can’t fucking wait to fill them in on the news.I’ve got more money than I’ve ever known what to do with, and more than enough time around work to help with the practicalities of setting up something like this. I make sure I’ve got my folder of ideas on the passenger seat as I buckle up and head for home. I know I’ll be earlier than Brian, I’ll just have to keep my mouth shut until he gets there. There’s a crunch of glass under my foot as I step inside. My brow creases as I stare down at it, and it takes me a second to realise it’s the mirror from the wall, smashed to pieces. What the fuck? Memories of walking in on Moona for the very first time come flooding back to me,
MOONA POVThe attached photo makes my heart race. A picture of the centre of Lydney. He’s here. Oh my God, he’s really here. But he doesn’t know Cain. He doesn’t know where I live now. I try to force the nerves away but they won’t budge an inch. All the filthy things I did for him come back to the pool in my belly. They make me feel sick. I used to think it was okay before I knew what real love felt like, but now I know it isn’t. It never was. What he did to me was cruel and disgusting. The way he made me use my body for him was a world away from how Cain and Brian make me feel. I don’t care that he’s my brother anymore, or that he’s holding family news over my head. I don’t care that I may never get to see them again if I don’t do what he wants. If they wanted me, they’d have found me long ago. If they still believe his lies after all these years then I’m better off without them. All the years of making excuses for him in the name of lo
I can’t believe I’m doing this, I can’t believe my dick is still hard, but it is. It’s only when I hear Cain grunt that I realise he’s not nearly so hesitant as I am. But Cain never is. Cain doesn’t have limits like I have. Cain goes all in for the pursuit of pleasure, and right now his pleasure is in Moona’s hand as she rubs his dick against mine. “Fuck,” he says. “Peen on fucking peen. This has never been on my fucking agenda.” But he doesn’t stop and neither do I. And it occurs to me, right at the back of my mind, that maybe he wants this. Maybe he’s not nearly so hung up on what all this means as I am. The thought that he might even enjoy these blurry boundaries takes me aback, but makes my dick throb. It makes me shunt closer, giving Moona all the leeway she needs to press us length to length and move us as one. Oh fuck, it feels good. It feels so filthily good. “You like it,” she whispers, “I can feel it.” I don’t argue and neit







