LOGIN"Little mouse thought she could run from us, but look at her now—spread open, begging, taking every inch like she was made for it." My toes curled as Caspian's deep octave sent shockwaves through my body. Zavian's hand wrapped around my throat, squeezing just enough to steal my breath. "Tell him how good it feels, pet. Tell him who owns this body now." *** I didn't mean to surrender to them, but I did. And one night of reckless abandon,born from heartbreak and humiliation, suddenly became my new addiction. It should have been nothing but a drunken mistake… but what happens when your biggest mistake refuses to let you go? When the men who once made you cry now make you scream their names in every hidden corner of the city… right under your ex-fiancé's nose? I should not crave them. I should not melt when Zavian's fingers dig into my hips while Caspian's mouth does sinful things between my thighs. I should not ache for the way they unravel me completely, turning me into a desperate, trembling mess who can't remember why she ever tried to resist… but I do. And they've made damn sure I understand that my body doesn't belong to me anymore. It belongs to them.
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I step out of the taxi and look at the huge building before me. My phone chimes with a new message. Suite 412. Can't wait to see you in the dress, babe. I press my phone against my chest, trying to calm the wild flutter in my heart. In three days, I’ll wed the love of my life. Matteo Russo. The bold letters “Bellagio Resort” glare at me, announcing my destination. Of course Matteo chose Bellagio for my dress fitting. Nothing but the best for his bride, he'd said when I suggested a less costly resort. Excitement bubbles inside me as I make my way to the reception. I give my name with what I hope is a confident smile. However,the receptionist’s expression shifts immediately and for a fleeting second, her professional mask cracks. She regains composure and pulls the keycard, handing it over to me. "Suite 412. Fourth floor." I nod, say my thanks and skip away. However, my mind replays that moment of shift, the pity I saw in their eyes. Not wanting to overthink, I push the thoughts away. The ride up the elevator is short and I find the earlier excitement flaring up again. The fourth-floor hallway stretches before me. My heels click against the carpet as I make my way to my suite. My ears catch something before I even reach the door. Voices. They are muffled but distinct. Followed by laughter, a familiar one. My heart begins to race and my hand trembles as I slide the key card into the slot. The door clicks open and I walk inside–quietly. The sitting room is empty, but the bedroom door is half closed. A giggle, followed by a moan. “God, yes, right there…" I should turn around and leave. I should pretend I never came here,but my feet seem to have a mind of their own. They carry me forward and I take one step. Then another until I am standing in the doorway. Then I see him. Matteo Russo, my boyfriend and now fiance. He is shirtless with his back to me. A woman lays beneath him on the bed, legs wrapped around his waist as he rams into her with reckless abandon. Her face is flushed with pleasure, dark hair fanned across the pillow. The woman turns her head, dark eyes meeting mine with unmistakable recognition and triumph. Sophia.My stepsister, wearing my wedding dress. The dress is hiked up around her waist with the lace I spent months choosing bunched and wrinkled and stained with… The musky smell of sex is heavy in the room making me feel nauseous. A gasp or is it a whimper escapes my lips at the scandalous sight before me. Sophia's head turns first, and when her eyes meet mine, she smiles. There's no shame or guilty in her smile, only victory. "Oh," she purrs, not even bothering to push Matteo away. "Look who finally showed up." Matteo pulls back slowly and pulls his briefs up, a scoff leaving his lips. “ This bitch is fast. I thought I’d cum before she gets here.” My eyes widen at the insult. The audacity! No apology? I even expected him to scramble to explain but I get insults instead? Sophia sits up slowly, deliberately, adjusting the bodice of what's supposed to be my dress. “ Matteo…” I croak out, the name tasting bitter on my lips. “ What's the meaning of this?” I don't know why I even bother asking. Isn’t it clear as day what's happening? "It's exactly what it looks like,dumbass."Sophia replies, running her hands down the lace. “ I have to say, this dress is really stunning. Asena, for once I can acknowledge that you have great taste.” She sneers. I stumble backward, my back hitting the doorframe hard enough to bruise but the pain barely registers. “ How long?” I whisper. “ How long have you been screwing behind my back?” "How long?" Sophia tilts her head, seemingly in thought. “ Mat,honey, when did we start this? Was it before or after the engagement party?" "Before," Matteo mutters, and that single word destroys me. What a fool I am. While I was planning our wedding, Matteo was busy fucking with my step sister? "Why?" My voice comes out barely a whisper. Matteo finally looks at me and there is no guilt in his eyes. All I see in those bottomless orbs I used to love so much is irritation. "You really want to do this now?" He mocks. "Because you wouldn't satisfy me!" He declares. "Jesus Christ, Asena, we have been together for two fucking years and you won't even let me touch you. What kind of woman does that?" The words hit me like a physical blow and I actually stagger. "A frigid one," Sophia chimes in. She examines her nails now, completely unbothered. "That's what he calls you when we are in bed. Says his frigid little fiancée kisses like a dead fish." Dead fish. The word feels like a slap to the face. The room tilts and I grip the doorframe so hard my knuckles go white. "I tried to be patient," Matteo continues, yanking his shirt on. “I thought you would open up, that you would relax eventually. But you never did. Every time I tried to take things further, you'd freeze up or make some excuse. Do you have any idea how humiliating that is? Having a girlfriend who acts like I am assaulting her every time I try to kiss her properly?" "I didn't..I was just…" I trail off,unable to finish the sentence. I can't explain that I was scared, that I wanted to wait, that I thought he understood. "You're pathetic," Sophia says, getting up from the bed. The dress pools at her feet when she stands. “You have always been pathetic, Asena. You can't keep a man because you don't know how to be a woman," She continues, stepping closer. “You walk around with this innocent act, but it's not innocence, Asena. It's incompetence. You don't know how to kiss or dress. You don't know how to make a man want you. Hell, I bet you don't even know what an orgasm feels like." My face burns with humiliation as the reality of that truth slams into me. At 22, I have done almost everything apart from sleeping with anyone. "Every time you kissed me, I had to think about someone else to get through it," Matteo adds. That statement shatters something inside me. It's even more humiliating than being cheated on "You are not enough,Asena.You'll never be enough, not for Matteo or any other man. "Stop!" I cry, my voice breaking completely. "I'm going to take everything from you,Asena.” Sophia roars. “ I made it my mission to take everything you think you have, everything you think you deserve. I'm going to rip it away piece by piece. Matteo is just the beginning." The hatred on her face is unconcealed. We have always had our differences but I never thought she would ruin my life like this. “I can't stand watching you be happy. I can't stand watching you smile and pretend like you have actually earned anything in your pathetic little life." She continues. My tears sting but I push them back. I am already this humiliated, I won't give them the satisfaction of seeing me break down. "Why would you do this to me? I ask. " I have never done anything to you…" "Your existence is my nemesis.” Sophia snaps, an ugly look on her face. “ If it weren't for you and your bitch mother, I wouldn't have been called a bastard all my life. My mother wouldn't be called the other woman.” Matteo finishes buttoning his shirt. “ I think we are done here. The engagement is off. You can keep the ring if you want.Consider it as payment for being a decent placeholder until I found someone actually worth my time." Matteo announces. Placeholder. That's actually what he took me for all these years. “ Unless you want to watch as your ex boyfriend gives me an orgasm, I suggest you leave.” Sophia says with a playful smile. I don't wait for more. I turn around and run. I stumble out of the suit and rush down the stairs. I burst out into the lobby, and everyone turns to look. The clerks at the desk and the others lodging stare at my tear-streaked face, my running mascara, my obvious devastation.104. AsenaIt's evening and the house feels quiet.. Not just feels, it's quiet. Somewhere downstairs a single lamp has been left on for Bernard’s final rounds. Upstairs, the nursery door stands slightly open. Our bedroom is lit only by the low warm glow of the bedside lamp. The curtains are drawn against the night. Everything feels hushed and safe.I stand at the edge of the bed while Caspian and Zavian move around me. Their hands are already on me, unbuttoning, easing fabric away, lingering on the places where my body has changed. My belly is rounded now, full with the twins.Every so often one of them kicks. It's either a soft kick or a stronger roll that still steals my breath. Caspian’s palm settles over the curve as the last of my dress falls away. Zavian’s fingers trace the stretch of skin at my hip with careful reverence.“You’re so beautiful like this,” Caspian murmurs.Zavian kisses the side of my neck. “So beautiful.”They guide me onto the bed with the same steady care th
103. AsenaThe house feels different now.Light moves through it more freely. Morning sun spills across the floors of the sunroom where I work. Afternoon gold settles on the stairs and the long hallway that leads to the nursery. Even the evenings seem softer, as if the walls themselves have learned how to hold peace. I notice it in small moments; the way the air feels warmer, the way silence no longer carries tension. The danger that once lived in every corner is gone. What remains is life.I spend most mornings at my worktable.The jewelry designs have grown with me. What began as quiet pieces made in stolen hours has become something larger. Orders arrive from places I once only saw on maps, boutiques in Paris, a small gallery in Tokyo, private clients in New York who request custom work months in advance. I still sketch by hand first. The feel of pencil on paper steadies me. Then I move to the metal and stone, shaping each piece with the same careful attention I once used just to s
Asena povWhen we start setting the nursery room, we kickstart with an empty room and far too many opinions.We chose it because it is the bedroom closest to ours.It also comes with wide windows that catch the morning sun and overlook the quieter side of the garden. For the first few days, none of us does much more than stand in the doorway and stare.Caspian measures the room, then he measures it again.“Did you already measure that?” I ask when he attempts to do it a third time. “Yes.” he replies, too serious. “Then why are you doing it again?” I probe. Caspian glances at me as though the answer should be obvious. “To make sure.”Behind him, Zavian is writing something in his notebook.I lean against the doorframe. “And what are you writing?” I ask, trying not to sound as amused as I feel. “Things we need.” he answers. “How many things?” I continue and that's when he looks down at the page.“A lot of stuff, Asena.” He answers and I laugh.There is something strangely comfortin
101. AsenaThe days after I tell them about the baby unfold like something out of a dream I never dared to have.Caspian and Zavian become almost impossible to separate from me. It is not the hovering fear of the first weeks after the hospital. This is different. It was warmer, steadier, filled with a quiet and fierce joy that shows in every small action. They wake when I wake. They notice the moment my stomach turns in the morning and have crackers and ginger tea ready before I can ask. They adjust the temperature in every room I enter. They take the stairs beside me as if the gentle slope might suddenly become dangerous.I have never been pampered like this in my life.On the third morning Caspian carries a tray into the sunroom where I am sketching. Fresh fruit cut into neat pieces, toast, the mild tea that sits easiest on my stomach. He sets it down, presses a kiss to the top of my head, and only then takes the seat across from me.“You didn’t have to do that,” I say, though the w
AsenaCaspian's mouth descends, and the first stroke of his tongue against my oversensitive flesh makes me jolt."Wait…" I gasp, trying to close my legs, but his hands grip my thighs, holding them open."Relax, sweetheart," he murmurs against my skin. "I'm just going to taste you. That's all.""Tha
Asena“ I want this.” I declare. Something flickers in Caspian's eyes. It's a look that should terrify me.Instead, it sets me on fire.His hand tightens on my waist and his fingers dig in possessively as he pulls me flush against him. I feel every inch of hardness of his body through our clothes
AsenaThe question slams into me, stealing my breath away. Compensation? What the actual fuck? "I... I didn't mean to walk in on you," I manage, my voice fracturing.“I was being followed so I…” I fumble with words. I just needed…""Sure you were." Caspian lifts his hand, hid fingers threading th
Asena After running from the hotel, broken and shamed, I walk aimlessly around the city. I should have gone home and figured out how to return four hundred invitations, cancel a venue and explain to everyone that there was going to be no wedding. Instead, I stumbled into this place that reeks of
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