Chapter 8

He cross the gap of our lips and then kiss me roughly. I tried to push him but he's too strong. Is he gonna rape me.

"B-Bitawan mo ako!" I shouted when I finally took the chance but he pulled me again ang our lips collided.

He's touching me everywhere at kunti nalang talaga at iiyak na ako. I tried to resist so hard pero mas lalo lang siyang naging malakas at ako naman ay nagsimula na ring manghina.

I realized that he's not gonna stop not unless he gets what he wants. He wants to be satisfied and right now, I can't give it to him so he is forcing me and that is sexual harrasment. I can sue him for this.

But I don't give up that easily...

I thought all hopes were gone when I thought of something. Hindi ko ipinanganak para magpapatalo. Hindi lang ako si Ava na isang katulong, I am Ava Lee. The only daughter of Edward Lee. Strong and independent. I can't let a Timothee Chandler win over me.

Pumikit ako nang mariin at kinalma yung sarili. Be natural, Ava. He wants pleasure? Then give it to him.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and kiss him back. I reciprocate his roughness. Napahinto siya nang halikan ko siya pabalik so he pulled himself.

"Anong ginagawa mo?" He asked.

Hindi ko siya sinagot. I pulled his nape instead ng kiss him hungrily. Earlier he kissed another girl and now I'm kissing him. Ironic.

Tinugunan niya yung halik at mas lalo siyang naging mapusok. Hinawakan niya yung pwet ko at minasahe. I let out a soft moan. Bumaba yung halik niya sa leeg ko at s******p.

"Ugh... S-Sir," I moaned his name.

"I told you to moan my name," he whispered and then kissed me on the lips again. "Moan my name woman!" He said and then spank me on my butt.

Napapikit ako nang mariin. Damn!Napakabastos! Suot ko pa naman yung damit ko pero pakiramdam ko ay hinuhubaran na niya ako. Kung gusto ko mang makipagtalik ay ayokong ako yung nasa baba. I don't want to be submissive pero wala akong choice. Kagat-labi kong dinaramdam yung paghalik niya sa leeg ko.

"Timothee..." I moaned.

"Yes, baby. Louder!"

Nanlaki ng aking mga mata nang hawakan niya yung dalawa kong dibdib. He did not just cup my breasts. Sht! I need to be quick.

"Ugh... Timothee!" I moaned. "More!"

With that I pulled him down and I went over him. Gulat niya akong tiningnan habang ko naman ay nginisihan lang siya. Sorry, Timothee. I think tama namang turuan ka ng leksyon.

"What are you doing?" Tanong niya.

"Ako na bahala, sir. Paliligayahin ko po kayo," I said.

I inch our gap and kiss him on the lips. I slip my tongue inside his mouth and a moan escaped his lips. That's it.

Bumaba ang halik ko sa kanya sa leeg at gaya nang ginawa niya sa akin ay sinigurado kong mag-iiwan ito ng marka. My playful hand went down his pants and unzipped his pants.

"Yes," he moaned. "Down there baby."

Napangisi ako. I teased him by touching his crotch and then took my hands again.

"Fvck baby! Hold it! I want your hands holding it!" Utos niya na mas lalo kong ikinangisi. Libog na libog na talaga siya ano?

I didn't remove his underwear for I don't want to see what he is hiding. Mula sa ilalim ng kama, I secretly reached for my bag and took the scissor out as quiet as possible. Matagumpay naman yung pagkuha ng gunting kaya agad ko itong itinutok sa pagkalalaki niya.

"What size do you want your hotdog sir? Keep it jumbo or you want cocktail?" I asked.

Nanlaki ang kanyang mga mata at agad lumayo sa akin. "What the fvck are you doing?!" Sigaw niya at tinakpan yung ari niya.

"Serving you your early dinner! Maliit lang kasi kinain mong pandesal kanina kaya naisip ko na baka nagugutom ka pa," I said with a grin on my face.

"Are you crazy? Talaga bang puputulin mo yung junior ko? Paano na yung magiging anak ko?!" Sigaw niya.

"Edi good bye. Wala kasing magandang naidudulot kung puro kalibugan lang yung nasa isip niyo, Sir. Mas mabuti pa't putulin para hindi na kayo makapagbigay ng problema sa Dad niyo. Narinig ko na ikakasal ka na daw pero may iba-iba ka pa ring babae. Hindi naman po ata tama 'yun," I pointed out.

"You are out of that topic! Wala kang pake kung mambabae ako o hindi kasi buhay ko ito. Sino ka ba para pagsabihan ako ng ganyan?" Tanong niya.

I stood up and played the scissors with my fingers. "Ako ay personal maid niyo lamang, Sir. Kahit ganito lang yung narating ko sa buhay ay hindi ibig sabihin na pwede niyo kong bastusin. Tao din ako at may karapatan. Kaya kong lumaban kaya huwag mo akong subukan," I said while glaring at him.

"You are fired! Lumayas ka sa pamamahay ko!"

I rolled my eyes. "Daddy mo ang nagpapasweldo sa akin kaya Daddy mo lang ay may kapangyarihang isisante ako."

"Well, you think you got away with your reasoning?" Ngisi niya. "Sasabihin ko pa rin kay Dad at tingnan lang natin kung sino yung pupulutin sa labas," maangas niyang sabi. "Crazy btch!"

Kinuha niya mula sa sahig yung suot niyang shirt at agad nagbihis. I only stared at him as he still flashed that annoying grin on his lips. Akala niya natatakot ako? Poor Timothee.

Nang tuluyan na siyang makalabas ay agad kong sinara yung pinto. Humiga ako sa kama at napatitig sa kisame. Did I just made out with my fiancé? Talaga bang tinugunan ko yung halik niya?

Napahawak ako sa labi. That was my first kiss. I don't know where I learned to kiss like that. Mukhang nagustuhan niya because he started moaning.

My cheeks burned when I remembered how I moaned his name while he touches me everywhere. Damn! Hindi yun pilit na ungol. I was seriously aroused when I started kissing him back. His lips were so soft against mine. I can still feel his tongue on my neck, his hands on my body and his moan in my head.

I slapped myself.

Anong nangyari sa'yo, Ava? Hindi ka dapat nakaramdam ng ganyan. Mataas pride natin! Keep it together, will you? Nandito tayo para makilala yung lalaking ikakasal sa iyo. Hindi para maging whore niya!

Huminga ako nang malalim. Buti nalang hindi nawala sa isip ko yung objective. I managed to scare him away and not sexualize me, even though I found pleasure on it. Napakurap ako nang makaramdam ng basa down there. Shit! I better wash myself.

The next day, we cooked for breakfast a little late than the first day. Dito kasi natulog si Sir Vincent at ang sabi ni Manang Abby na mas gusto daw ni Sir na mainit pa yung ulam. Yung kakahain pa lang.

"Ano po yung gusto niyong ulam, Sir? Gusto niyo po ba yung American Style  na breakfast?" Tanong ni Manang Abby kay Sir Vincent.

"Mas gusto ko yung eggs lang. Bacon and hotdog," sagot ni Sir Vincent na may ngiti sa labi.

"Sige po. Ipagluluto ko po muna kayo."

Binuksan ko yung refrigerator at kinuha yung mga kakailanganin. Easy lang naman ito since magpi-prito lang naman. Kukunin na sana ni Manang yung ingredients mula sa akin pero hindi ko ibinigay sa kanya.

"Ako na Manang."

"Ako na," iling niya.

"Ako na po talaga. Kaya ko 'to," I insisted.

Bumuntong-hininga siya saka tumango. "Sige. Ikaw bahala. Titingnan ko lang muna yung sinaing ko. Bibili nalang din muna ako ng asin."

I nodded."Sige po."

Nagpaalam muna si Manang Abby kay Sir Vincent bago humayo. Habang nagluluto ay ramdam ko yung titig ni Sir Vincent sa akin. Ramdam ko na may sasabihin siya kaya nagpresenta na ako kay manang na ako na ang magluto para maiwan niya kaming dalawa.

"You know how to cook?" Basag niya sa katahimikan.

Tumango ako. "Yes, Mr. Chandler. Fortunately, I do know how to cook."

"That's unexpected," ngiti niya. "When your Dad told me that you want to apply as our maid, nagdadalawang-isip pa akong pumayag. Hindi nababagay sa iyo ang utusan."

I smirked. "Why not? May mga kamay at paa naman ako para gumawa ng gawaing bahay. I am rich but I am nit spoiled and a brat."

"I'm sorry," iling niya. "I have this stereotype of rich people. I didn't know that people like you exist too."

"Kaya ko naman. Bakit ko pa ipapagawa sa iba?" I said.

Kinuha ko yung itlog at nagsimulang nagluto ng omellete. With my amazing knife skills, madali kong nahiwa yung mga ilalagay sa omellete. I felt his gazes but it didn't bother me.

I waited for him to open up the topic that I expected him to say. Sinabi kaya ni Timothee sa ama niya yung nangyari kagabi? I wasn't able to sleep properly due to what happened.  On second thought, baka hindi niya sinabi. Ayaw nga niyang malaman ng Dad niya na babaero siya, yung ginawa pa kaya niya kagabi? Although he might have told his father like what he said but the possibility is thin.

"How's Timothee? You may not say it pero alam kong pinaghirapan ka niya," putol niya sa katahimikan.

"To be honest, he's not likeable like I'd hope him to be," I said frankly.

Napakurap siya. He rub his palms together showing how sorry he is. "Please give him a chance. Ganyan lang si Timothee pero alam kong mabait siyang bata. He's new to have a personal maid around him. Hindi lang siya sanay."

"Don't worry. I'm not that harsh," I replied. "Gaya ng pangako ko kay Daddy, hahabain ko yung pasensya ko sa anak niyo kahit gusto ko ma siyang sakalin," I paused. "Before I forgot, please don't be too obvious that you know me for who I am. Kung itrato mo ako ay parang bisita. It could confuse everyone."

Sobrang obvious niya. Obvious na gusto niyang maging komportable ako sa bahay niya. Ako yung maid at siya dapat yung tinatrato kong ganyan one wrong move and all of these will fail.

"I'm sorry. Sisiguraduhin ko sa susunod," he smiled. "And thank yoy for the patience you gave my son. Tama nga ang Daddy mo. You are an angel sent from above."

Napahinto ako. He said that? Sinabi ni Dad na isa akong anghel?

A curve formed on my lips as I started cooking the hotdog. Did my Dad just acknowledged me? Sobrang dami ko nang narinig na compliments mula sa ibang tao pero iba talaga kapag galing sa sariling ama. Ginagawa ng ibang ama iyan pero minsan lang si Dad. Sobrang gaan sa pakiramdam.

"What's for breakfast?" Bigla nalang pumasok sa kusina si Timothee. Nang makita ako ay sumimangot yung mukha niya at tumalikod.

"Hey! Where are you going?" Tanong ni Sir Vincent sa kanya.

"I'll go back to sleep."

"Anong go back to sleep? Umupo ka. Let's eat our breakfast," pagpigil ng ama niya.

"Dad I--"

"Umupo ka," ma-otoridad na sabi ni Sir Vincent.

Napatingala siya at bumuntong-hininga. Humarap siya sa amin at padabog na umupo sa bakanteng upuan sa tabi ng ama.

"What's for breakfast?" Walang gana niyang tanong.

Nilagay ko sa plato yung naluto kong hotdog at inilapag sa harap niya.

"Cocktail hotdogs, sir," I smirked.

Nanlaki ang kanyang mga mata saka niya ako sinamaan ng tingin. Sige lang, Timothee. Mainis ka sa akin.