Chapter 10

“Remember this Ariana You are mine don’t ever let any men touch or even come near you, you are my precious possession, I can’t afford to lose you. If I saw any man near you less than ten feet I promise I will show him what is living hell mean by.”

He could see fear in her grey eyes he doesn’t like the feeling that she is scared of him. Soon he gave a lingering kiss on her forehead and eyes, they were lots of emotions in his kisses.

“Don’t be scared of me love, I don’t like that you are seeing me with fear in those sparkling eyes. You may think I am toxic, I am not that type of person, Carl is not seeing you only as a friend he has feelings for you I could feel that. I don’t like anyone near my girl”

 “Are you confessing now?”

 He chuckled on her question and leaned into her lips but he didn’t kiss, he pushed his body into her.

Her soft balls were pressed by his hard chest. He slowly traced his fingers from her neck to waist from backside. Her skin is burning under his touch. The fear he saw in her eyes was now replaced by desire.

She looked at his lips she thought it must be delicious, suddenly she had a thought to suck his lips but tried to stop her feelings by biting her own lips senselessly.

He looked at her lips and released her luscious lips from her teeth. He could say that She had bit her lips until she could taste her blood.

“It’s mine you have no rights to hurt these lips, If you want to bite then you can bite mine which is belongs to you, you understand?”

 He spoke In an extreme sexy voice which made her lose her last string of patience. Without caring about anything she claimed his lips, she sucked his lower lip and bit it. He didn’t stop her even if it’s painful he let her do whatever she wants.

Before she could realize what she have done He pulled her into a tight hug as She could feel his heart beat

 “I like you Ariana be mine forever”

 She was dumbfounded by his confession. She didn’t push him away or hug him back, she felt safe and warmth in his hug which she needed at the moment , she let him hug her as his heart’s content. His proximity gave her courage to speak,

“I was in a very serious Relationship for three years, I thought he loved me as I loved him, I gave him all my love but he cheated on me with lot of women, first I thought he is a playboy but no…. he is not…. His real face scared me to death”

When she remembered those moments she started to shiver, he predicted that she was In a verge to get a panic attack, he sensed it and reacted immediately by saying,

“Breathe honey… breathe.. Take a deep breath sweetheart, I am here” saying he gave a kiss on her temples and brought her near the chair, he sat and made her sit on his lap, he shoved her face his chest.

 He rubbed her back continuously after few minutes of deep silence she tried to calm herself.

“I will protect you from any danger, I won’t even let any danger near you” he spoke In a soft whispering voice.

When she heard him she calmed herself and said “Please hold me..” he held her even more close to him.

“That’s enough babe, you don’t have to tell or even remember those things I don’t know what happened but I can say those memories were eating you slowly so don’t try to remember those for now. ” she hugged him by circling his neck with her arms saying,

“ Zane I am scared….. I am scared to start a relationship beca… because… I don’t want my past repeating again in my life , nobody can be worst as him but even a small lie from the person I love will totally.. collapse me, if I committed to be with someone.. he… he will also suffer with me and I am two thousand percent sure no one will endure me for more than a week because of my… my…. paranoid schizophrenia” he broke their hug and cupped her face with a wide smile and said

“ Let it be, I am happy that no one can endure you, but don’t include me in that list I have my way to deal with you” he said in a teasing but a sexy hoarse voice. She lowered her head with a blush, he raised her face with his finger to look into her eyes, After a pause he added,

“Listen to me carefully sweetheart, I am not sure that I will repeat again”

 She kept staring at the floor

 “Babe look into my eyes”

 She looked up and met his eyes which made her dumb on the first sight.

 “Love will you give me chance to pursue you?, I know this is too early since we knew each other only for few days but I have fallen for you on the first day at first sight”

He held her both hands inside his hands and asked

 “Will you give me a chance, please? I can wait till you trust me even if it takes my whole life, even if it’s for a second I can hold your hands and say to my heart ‘finally you are mine’ at least before my last breath.”

 She looked into his teary eyes intensely, she could feel his sincerity and love in those tear drops, her hand made its way to his cheeks to wipe the tears, she felt her heart crushed into million pieces by seeing his tears. He held to his cheeks and said

  “You have no idea how happy my soul is when you are with me. You have touched my soul sweetheart, you have filled my loneliness with your presence and when you are not around me I feel like my whole world is darkest, I like to wake up everyday with you in my arms, I will even kill my self to sleep with you by shoving my head in between your breasts, please honey give me chance to prove myself” she was silent for more than fifteen minutes.

He gave her sometime to get used to these things.

“Say something love, Please. Your silence is killing me” she slowly tilted her heads and said

 “I need some time” he nodded swiftly and pecked her temple.

They ate their lunch in a dead silence, neither of them wanted to talk. After having lunch they headed back to company before they got out from the car he noticed the flower bouquet along with letter and a parcel. his anger aroused when he saw she holding them to take with her

“ Throw those things Ariana” she could sense his anger in his voice.

 “Sir Carl didn’t gave these to me” he knitted his brows together,

 “Then who?”

“I also don’t have an idea, it was delivered to our company, and the delivery guy has told to our receptionist these things should be received by me. She called me to collect these things from The reception. When I was returning with these I met Mr. Black in the lift area, when I was climbing the stairs he called me and told me to use the lift, I said I am not comfortable using the lift alone so he asked me that can he company me, as I have a fear to use the lift alone I agreed and then you us together, you know the rest”

 He just asked who but she ended up telling the whole story. He had a wide grin on his. To her surprise he gave a peck on her lips,

“Let’s get in babe” she nodded and both entered the company.