登入On the day of our graduation photo, the class started sorting everyone into groups. I'd barely taken my place beside my boyfriend, Evan Brooks, when someone started shouting. "Put Claire next to Evan!" "Right? Claire's the prettiest girl on campus. She belongs beside the campus heartthrob!" Before I could react, my childhood friend Liam took my arm and gently traded our positions. "Nina, switch with Claire. "It's only a graduation photo. Don't be petty." Evan smiled and didn't refuse. He only stepped half a step aside, opening a space for Claire. I froze where I stood and touched the barrette in my hair without thinking. It was the first gift he'd ever given me. I'd stood in front of the mirror for ages getting it right, because I wanted one proper photograph with him. Right before the shutter, Evan called to me. "Nina." My heart lurched. The next second, he reached up and took the barrette out of my hair. "Claire's hair is a mess. Let her borrow this." The teasing started up again. Claire lowered her head and smiled. Evan didn't explain. The photographer called out. "All right—happy graduation!" When everyone shouted it together, I was standing at the very edge. At that moment, I finally understood that I had never belonged there. Since I had no place in your graduation photograph, you would have no place in my future.
查看更多Claire was already crying."Nina, is Evan with you?"I didn't answer. "Why?""Why?" Her voice went sharp. "Do you know how much work he walked away from to go chasing after you? Do you know how many messes Liam and I have cleaned up for him? If you're upset, we can talk about it. What do you get out of tormenting him like this?"I listened all the way through, and then it struck me as almost funny."Claire," I said, "haven't you always wanted me gone?"The line went silent."I never—""You know whether you did." My voice stayed level. "It doesn't matter now. I'm giving him back to you.""Nina, you—"I hung up.That evening I told the story over dinner like a joke, and Nora smacked the table."Where did she find the nerve to call you?"Owen sat across from us, listening, not cutting in. Only after Nora finished venting to call her did he ask, "Do you want me to keep him away from you?"I shook my head. "No. It's my problem. I'll deal with it."Owen nodded and let it go. T
He reached for my hand. I stepped back and pulled my hand out of reach, and looked at him calmly."Don't. Keep your distance."He froze, his hand hanging in the air like a bird that had forgotten where to fly."Nina?" He stared at me like he didn't know who I was.I didn't say anything. I just stood there.The distance was right. Not close, not far—exactly enough to see where the line was.The excitement drained out of his face and left something I'd almost never seen on him.He had no idea what to do. His voice went soft, close to begging."Nina, I was wrong before. I'm sorry. I owe you an apology. I ignored you. I failed to treat you the way I should have."I know you're angry. I know you blame me. It was all my fault."Come back with me, please. Come back to New York and we'll start over."A yellow leaf spiraled down onto his shoulder. He didn't brush it off.I looked into his bloodshot eyes and didn't feel the satisfaction I'd expected, or any reluctance either. Only a
Nina's just private, he'd say. Nina won't mind.He never once asked, "Nina, does this bother you?" And somehow I'd gotten used to that.I'd gotten used to being managed and overlooked. I'd trained myself into the understanding girlfriend who never made trouble.Steam rose from the hot chocolate and blurred my vision."What wrong?" Owen asked beside me.I shook my head and smiled. "Nothing. I was just thinking it's pretty good here."The days went faster than I expected.The new program moved at a punishing pace and the workload was heavy, but I enjoyed the sense of fulfillment it gave me.Every morning Nora throw a pillow at my blanket and yelled, "Nina, get up, we have class!" Then the two of us scrambled through getting dressed and ran for the building with toast in our teeth.Sometimes Owen waited for us at the corner with three coffees. He'd hand them over as we came panting up and say, "You two are the last ones again today."I would be panting for breath, and I laughed
During my first week at the university, Nora dragged me to a gathering for international students.I hadn't wanted to go. I'd never known how to handle things like that.Back home, Evan used to take me to parties like them. I'd sit in a corner while he and Claire became the center of attention. Once in a while Liam would notice me long enough to ask, "Nina, why are you so quiet?" Before I could answer, Claire's laugh would pull him away again.Eventually I learned not to speak.I swallowed what I thought and accepted that I was part of the scenery.This time was different.A few people were talking about a show I happened to have watched. My mouth opened on its own, only to swallow the words out of habit.A guy sitting next to me named Owen Lane noticed."Nina, were you about to say something?" he asked, like it was the most ordinary question in the world.I blinked. "It's nothing.""Go ahead, say it." His smile was easy, but he meant it. "Nobody here bites."Nora immediatel












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