تسجيل الدخولThe next morning, Lotte woke to the smell of coffee and the beeping of the microwave. Her back was hunched in a weird position, and her legs were aching for a warm shower. Giving a little stretch, the girl’s vision took several long moments before they were focused enough to realize the desk she had been slumbering over was not her own. With a sigh, she rolled her neck a moment and then turned to face the gaping figure standing by the pastry oven, a cup of coffee in hand.
Jeffery extended said cup toward her, “Rough night?”
By the time Charlotte was done sponging herself off in the employee bathroom and had worked her way through two chocolate-stuffed muffins, she was ready to ‘face the day’. Lucky for her, Jeffery had a spare shirt in his car that didn’t smell like pot or ocean water, and she was even able to find a spare pair of socks in Julian’s desk.
“You missed a pretty delish meat loaf last night,” Jeffery teased. “Why for did we not come see our buddy Jeff when we needed a place to crash?”
Lotte had no answer for her friend. She had never been a loner - not for as long as she could remember. In fact, sometimes Charlotte would get a little panicky at the idea of being alone. Yet, for some reason, last night she had wanted to be with David or no one at all. This thought made her insides jump. DAVID? A stranger that she had only met yesterday and hadn’t even spent a total of two hours with. Why was she so determined to be with her Aunt’s boyfriend? Boyfriend? Huh? When had that word entered her vocabulary? Romy didn’t have boyfriends…
It took several minutes for Lotte to realize that she had lost herself in her own train of thought and hadn’t actually answered Jeffery. By the time that she registered just how crazy she must have been looking, the other baker had already refiled Lotte’s cup of coffee and fetched a bottle of painkillers.
“You look super strung, my little buddy. What did we take?”
Drugs? Lotte couldn’t help feeling a tinge of excitement. Yes, drugs… That could explain everything. Someone had to have spiked her and… Where?
Mind reeling, Charlotte replayed her meals from the day before and immediately felt a wave of disappointment wash over her. A croissant she had made herself… Food from the Diner… Jeffery’s eggrolls. It seemed odd to be upset over not having been drugged, but at least then Lotte would have had some logical reason for her behavior the night before. With a sigh, she muttered, “I owe you more eggrolls…”
Jeffery looked up from the muffin batter he had been gently caressing like a dedicated lover. “What?”
When Julian arrived around 10, she was pleasantly surprised to see how much work that Lotte and Jeffery had managed to do together. In fact, she was so pleased that she encouraged Lotte to leave around 2 with the other baker. The new guy had just been coming in as they were heading out, and the older woman assured the girl that she deserved the afternoon off.
Still not in the mood to return to her apartment, Lotte allowed Jeffery to take her home with him and even accepted a t-shirt and some swim shorts so that they could go enjoy the beach. Despite it being winter, it certainly didn’t feel that way. With Christmas always a bust of drunk Romys and some kind of new fling, Charlotte often pretended that day didn’t exist. However, in 27 days, she would be 21, and that was something she knew that Jeffery and his RV neighbors, Tim and Britney, would go all out for.
Digging her bare feet into the sand, Lotte all but lost herself watching the waves crash against the sand. They had found a great spot to rest, one that plenty of the RV dwellers liked to congregate to, and she was practically being lulled to sleep by the ocean noises when Jeffery turned to her suddenly.
“Hey, so… You want to move in with me?”
Thinking that she hadn’t heard him right, Charlotte raised an eyebrow. “Pardon?”
The man wasn’t deterred, “I mean, we are besties. I just don’t like the way your Aunt keeps piling bullshit onto you.” Crossing his legs, he continued, “At least if you move in with me, you are always going to have a place to live. No more having to worry about a different apartment every couple of months or… sleeping at Julian’s desk. Hell,” he shrugged, “Maybe you should see about moving in with Julian. Anything is better than what you are doing right now…”
Lotte nodded in full agreement; however, she knew that it would never happen. She was Romy’s only family, and they ‘needed’ each other. It was a bit annoying having to relocate every so often because the crazy lady’s bad habits, or never knowing where money was coming from (or going), but there was no way that Charlotte would just up and leave her Aunt ‘high and dry’. Opening her mouth, the girl was about to voice as much when someone from behind interrupted.
“I can’t agree more,” said a voice that was both strange and familiar.
Startled, Charlotte turned to find David standing just behind her. She hadn’t even heard him approach over the crashing of the waves.
Jeffery watched him in confusion, taking a few seconds more for it to click as to where he had seen David before. “Oh, wait, you are that Doctor dude from yesterday. What up?” Ever the friendly guy, he reached out to shake David’s hand.
David, of course, returned the shake; however, his eyes never left Lotte.
Worried about their breakfast getting cold, Charlotte slipped the pot lid over the top of the food and moved to the living room to start picking up. She couldn’t explain herself, but she suddenly had a strong urge to tidy, cook more food, and nestle against Brandon & Matty. Tossing a few pillows back onto the couch, she turned to find David watching her with a raised eyebrow. “We made a mess,” Lotte sighed, “A few of the dining room chairs need to be replaced, too…” The Doctor nodded; however, he said nothing. Lotte folded a few blankets and began stacking them up onto the couch as well. It took everything in her not to hum as she worked. When she looked back, James had joined his brother in watching her. The girl tried to ignore them as best she could, but then the blankets were all stacked before she knew it. Finally, having nothing else to do, Charlotte turned to them. “What? You are both looking at me super weird…” Still silent, David approached Lotte from the side and turned h
“Brandon, Thank God!” The man’s voice picked up, having discovered his son. “Where is Charlotte?” “I’m here,” the girl called out, never moving from her place by the stove. She heard hasty shuffling from the other room, and then David appeared, practically dragging Brandon along. The man looked relieved to see her and didn’t hesitate before wrapping his free arm around the girl. Like his brother, he didn’t seem to care that her hands were sticky with dough. “Sweetheart,” he breathed into her hair, completely pulling Lotte from James’s embrace, “I am so happy you both are alright…” James took a step back, giving his brother some space. “Chris?” The taller man inquired. David nodded, rotating between kissing both Brandon and Lotte on the head and pulling back to take a look at them. “We’re ok,” Charlotte finally assured, her watchful gaze constantly slipping back to the pot of dumplings. “Neither of us was hurt.” “I was almost hurt,” Brandon added. Lotte’s breath caught, certain
The heaviness vanished. She was low to the ground, her paws thudding rhythmically against the cool, damp earth of an endless apple orchard. The scent of overripe fruit and crisp night air filled her lungs, more vivid than any human sense. She wasn't a girl running for her life; she was a predator, powerful and free, weaving between the gnarled trunks of the trees while the moon hung fat and silver above her. There was something out there… Something she wanted. It was mouthwatering in all of the best ways. She could feel hunger… need… taking over. She was going to find it. She was going to have it… She was going to devour it… Lotte shot into a seated position and stared around in the darkness, confused. This wasn’t ‘her’ room… And she wasn’t alone. It took several moments more before the previous night came racing back. Despite insisting that they would be ok on their own, James and Mateo decided to ‘crash’ the sleepover. Piling blankets/pillows all over the floor, Lotte made sure t
Leaving Brandon to finish his bath, Lotte entered her borrowed room and found her own pajamas. She only allowed herself a moment of silence when it came to her ‘lost’ bathrobe, before moving to wait outside the door for her little friend to finish up. Luckily, he made quick business dressing and retreated down the hall to find his Uncle. Peeling off Chris’s heavy, copper-smelling jacket, Charlotte stepped under the spray of the shower and scrubbed until her skin was raw. Watching the pink-tinged water swirl down the drain, she felt hollowed out. She grieved for a mother she never knew and a life with Romy that had been a lie from her very first breath. All the sacrificing, all the pain… and never once had Lotte uttered a single ‘thank you’. Finishing up as quickly as she could, Charlotte made it back to the kitchen in record time. Brandon greeted her from the table, where a sly smirk was settled over his face. It didn’t take the girl long to see why: James was out in the backyard wi
“I wasn’t thinking straight,” the older woman confessed, carrying on. “Racing back into that hospital… I snagged you right up and… We disappeared together. I did everything that I could to keep you away from that… man. He was bad news, Lotte. No one ever disrespected him and lived to talk about it… I guess, only me, that is.” Lotte didn’t know what to say, all those years of cramped motels, run-down apartments, and nights sleeping in cars. It was all so that Romy could keep her away from her father. Tears began blurring her vision before Charlotte even knew that she was crying. She wiped them away aggressively, her mind racing to the surreal reality of her biology. "So this is why you wanted to shoot Brandon? You thought he would be like my… Dad.” Romy ducked her head, “I’m a piss poor step mom, and I haven’t even officially been given the job yet.” At the use of the word ‘mom’, Lotte’s mind jumped to the new bit of information that Chris had given her earlier. “If he’s... what you
The silence that followed was like a piercing knife wedged into Lotte’s soul… She watched as Romy took another steady drink, the older woman’s eyes tracing over remnants of the dining room. Her Aunt didn’t seem fazed in the slightest by the mess, but also didn’t seem ready to continue without prompting. Clearing her throat, Charlotte steadied herself before she pressed, “Go on.” With a sigh, Romy set her drink back down again. "Your mother,” her voice broke a little, the same way it always did when talking about Lotte’s Mom. “Janie... she wasn’t just my sister," Romy confessed. "We were foster sisters first… Her father was sent to prison for this and that - he died in there. My mother just couldn’t be bothered to even try to love me… Janie loved me. We were inseparable.”Lotte had already heard plenty of times in her life about how ‘inseparable’ her mother and her Aunt were. When she was younger, it had made her incredibly jealous of the other woman. Romy cleared her throat and cont
Lotte felt a chill run down her spine, and it remained with her throughout the rest of the day. Chris hadn’t taken the time to explain himself; he just stood up and led her to the dining room for some salmon and a fancy pasta with truffle. Though the other women were beside themselves with giggles
Outside of the Mayor’s unexpected visit, Lotte’s morning had stayed relatively quiet. Brandon and Levi had gone home, and it had mostly just been Barbara. The two talked about basic topics as Charlotte checked the store computer for email orders, and the store manager swept.Finally, around one, ju
As they pulled up to ‘The Market’, Lotte led the way through the double doors and straight to her little area near the back. Levi broke off to find some groceries for dinner, and Brandon made himself comfortable near the check-out area as he waited for Barbara, who was finishing up with some paperw
It had to have been the look on Lotte’s face; suddenly, the three women were cackling with delight. “I am only joking, sweet girl,” Teresa assured. She poured a fresh cup of tea and offered it to Lotte.“We really shouldn’t joke like that,” Sara cautioned quietly. “Lucy might take offense and star







