I force my eyes open and damn my eyes stings, my head pounds, my mouths stressed. I roll over on my side. Just then I hear my phone chime softly. I climb out of bed to take it then throw myself and the phone back on the bed.
It's aynt Mary. I roll my eyes and let it ring all through till I'm tired. I pick it up and put it on speaker.
" Hello, Elle?? "
I don't answer.
" Elle are you there? "
" Yes, " I mutter I can barely speak
" Where on Earth are you? Jared told me he saw you packing your bags in a hurry and left angrily and when I checked your room I saw it was true. Tell me it's really a bad joke and that you're coming back home tonight "
" It's not a joke and I'm not coming back "
" Why?? " I can hear her already panicked voice. I hope she doesn't get hypertension las las
" Nothing "
" If that's the case, then I want you back home before five o'
Just immediately when I drop the call, the door open and Natalie came in. Tray in hand, I smell the sweet aroma of food building around me. My invincible mouth water. Seriously who knew she could cook." Here. She dropped the tray on my lap as I sit up" Thanks, but I'm not hungry. "Lie." You need to eat. You've been in all day. You can't stay here if you don't eat ."" Is that true? "She rolled her eyes" I heard you. "" On the phone huh? "When she didn't answer I nodded" I heard you crying " she muttered" I-- "" Why? "" No big deal. " I shrugged. Managing a smile.She rolled her eyes and looked at me that eyebrow up. Stating clearly that she doesn't believe me." First you came here, angry with you baggage. And here you are eleven hours later eyes blood shot "I sigheed looking a
Just immediately when I drop the call, the door open and Natalie came in. Tray in hand, I smell the sweet aroma of food building around me. My invincible mouth water. Seriously who knew she could cook." Here. She dropped the tray on my lap as I sit up" Thanks, but I'm not hungry. "Lie." You need to eat. You've been in all day. You can't stay here if you don't eat ."" Is that true? "She rolled her eyes" I heard you. "" On the phone huh? "When she didn't answer I nodded" I heard you crying " she muttered" I-- "" Why? "" No big deal. " I shrugged. Managing a smile.She rolled her eyes and looked at me that eyebrow up. Stating clearly that she doesn't believe me." First you came here, angry with you baggage. And here you are eleven hours later eyes blood shot "I sigheed looking a
" yep. Call me a bastard all you want "" Oh, you are a bastard. A cute big bastard " I pouted and he snickered and smiled, rolling his eyes in such a way that made me wonder a moment if he's gay or not.And found myself taking interest at just staring at his Adams Apple that are like big and like huge you know bobbing up and down at his every reaction.I mean remind has that too but Cody own is more captivating that I'd like to kiss him there. And I'm probably insane. Hahaha. Cuz there's no way I am seriously admiring the handsome man sitting beside me. We chatted a little while longer before I finally decide to go to bed like around two am. I'm in loke againNext dayWe are at Simpsons. Natalie and I. I practically groan in my head trailing behind Natalie. We already got a fine dress to wear to the fest but after the bull infront of me logged into her instagram account, the first thing she saw was some very beautif
The ride back home was was smooth. Like really silent, not a word and so I fixated my gaze outside the window through the drive untill we actually reach our destination. I alight first rushing to the door and opening it. Matts gone. The bastard.I head straight for my room, tossing my share of the dress on the bed slumping along with it. The door of my room barge open and I roll my eyes." Seriously Elle? "" What am I supposed to say? " I ask giving her a side glare. She put her hands on her waist giving me the best mom look she could find." You love that boy? "" I don't think it's any of your business. Now go. "" Just be ready by seven cause that's when we are leaving. "I nod and wait for her to go out before burying my face into the pillow.Two hours later." E
I give him the hard type of glare I usually give him when he's teasing me and I don't like it at all. Even though it's dark outside, I see him smirk, he saw my face." Can we talk? "" We are talking. "He looks back at the party inside" A more silent place "" You know I am not supposed to be talking with you. "" Just come on "Why on earth is he talking like we are friends like since for ever. I know Remi there is something up his sleeve. He grab my hand and pull me like two buildings away from the party. I don't protest but roll my eyes. My hormones seriously wanting to be with him, alone. I hate you.We finally stop, the place we are is lightened but not too much. I can see his annoying shit handsome face and I suddenly feel like crying even though I don't know wh
Natalie had seriously given me one of those ugly faces a mom gives her child when I walked back to the party. After a few minutes I headed home because somebody spoilt my mood, even though it was not okay before then. I just wanted to get away and Cody had offered to take me home.Now, my pale green dress is on, my phone in hand and I'm walking over to aunt's place. My heart's beating fast like mad, I don't know why and I don't even need to conduct my research. I'm scared and I don't know why. Maybe from the pain of seeing Aunt again considering the way I had acted that day.... She didn't expect itI don't even realise I have reached my destination until I am standing in front of it. With all that thinking, I have overcome a thirty minutes walk from Natalie's. I walk on to the porch, take a very deep breath, release and then take it again and again. I'm really finding it hard to press the door bell. And my heart is beating fast as if I am going to die any m
Aunt comes back later in the evening like when it's dark outside. Not angry but pissed, I understand that she is trying to fix Remi and I together and all, as a good Aunt as she is but it certainly won't work. Remi and I didn't even talk much after that hug I had disengaged and walked to the sitting room to wait where I ended up dozing off. Now I am seated with Aunt just staring into space. I'm supposed to answer to whatever she had just spewed out. And I don't mean to be disrespectful, I'm not just cut out for this right now. I am so fucking stressed but I open my mouth to talk anyway. " I can never trust him again. " I say leaning on my hands as I lean forward in my chair. It's the truth, just how it is and I am not ready to dwell much on that subject. " I understand but can you just forgive him? He is not been himself since you two came here and-- " " We are friends now. I'm going to tell him tomorrow. He certainly did no
I didn't protest when Remi volunteered to walk me home. But I felt a little disappointed that Lily didn't even reach out to me when I was leaving but I made her goodbye any way. Turns out she was staring at some mermaid pictures in her book. Like who buys mermaid books for children these days. Oh, that is so wrong. We walk in silence through the way to the streets. I'm uncomfortable with the ice and I so much want to break it. But then I don't know what to say and I certainly do not want to say something stupid like: 'so, how's Lily's momma? Are you in touch with her?' Or worse 'how about the girl you fucked last night?' I know that's crazy Remi never slept with another person last night and besides, he told me he isn't in any relationship with any woman so.... And it's even kind of weird that I believe him like seriously. " So, are you still single.? " He asks out of the blue. First of all, phew and are you kidding me? That