LOGINThe day I finally got to leave for college was upon me. I couldn’t wait. Annabel had been buzzing my phone nonstop—chill, girl, I need to be in my femininity.
“Hi, Anna! One more call and I’ll think you’ve been robbed.” “Girllll, where the hell are you?” “I’m coming. I’ll be there in a jiffy.” I hung up, grabbed my bag, and rolled my box downstairs. “Mi amor, I’ll miss you,” my mom said, pulling me into a hug before Dad engulfed us both. “I’ll miss you guys too. It’s not that far. I can come home during the holidays, it’ll be like I never left.” Beep! Beep! A horn sounded outside. “Okay, I better get going before Anna hangs my head by the door,” I joked. They chuckled and helped load my things into the car, stuffing everything into the boot. “Bye, girls!” my mom called as they waved. We waved back and drove off, ready to face college life. The drive to the campus was pure chaos. Anna wouldn’t stop talking about hot guys. The car stereo blasted an Afrobeats song, and I was too excited to care about whatever she was babbling. “I can’t believe we’re actually doing this,” Annabel said for maybe the hundredth time that day. “I know, right? No parents, no curfews, no rules. Just us and freedom,” I grinned. “Freedom and lectures, don’t forget the boring part,” she corrected with a smirk. “Lectures can wait. I’m here for the fun part. I mean, I’ll read but fun comes first,” I teased. She laughed loudly, losing focus as the car swerved slightly. “Careful, Ann. I don’t want to be in a cast before the fun even begins.” The university gate came into view. Students wheeled suitcases around while parents hovered anxiously. Thank God my parents had agreed to stay back. “This is it,” I whispered as Ann parked and stepped out, shutting the door behind her. She adjusted her glasses like a model and I couldn’t help but chuckle, she was already casting her net. “Let’s go cause some chaos, baby!” she squealed as we grabbed our suitcases. We registered at the main hall. The queue was long, and sweat trickled down my back from the heat. Eventually, we got our student ID cards, accommodation forms, and a starter pack that included a map, a lanyard, and one extremely ugly campus T-shirt. “You’re in—wait Faculty of Art?” Annabel said, scanning my form. “Yeah. And you’re in Engineering. Which means…” She groaned. “We’re not even in the same hostel!” I winced. “They couldn’t even pity us?” She flipped the paper like she could rewrite reality. “Block C, Room 47. What about you?” “Block F, Room 102. That’s like a fifteen-minute walk.” “Ughhh. That sucks. You better not make new besties.” I laughed, bumping her shoulder. “Relax. You’re stuck with me.” We hauled our luggage across campus paths, passing clusters of excited students and upperclassmen offering directions. The dorm buildings loomed ahead, brick walls covered in ivy and laundry already hanging from windows. Ann helped me carry my boxes upstairs. My room was small but cozy—two beds, two desks, and one wardrobe. My roommate hadn’t arrived yet, so I claimed the window side. “You sure you’ll be fine?” she asked, fluffing my pillow like a mother hen. “Yes, Ma,” I rolled my eyes. “Go find your own dorm before you get lost.” “Fine, fine. But call me when you’re done unpacking. We’re exploring tonight.” After she left, I stood by the window, taking everything in- the chatter, laughter, a basketball bouncing somewhere nearby. I pulled myself away and unpacked quickly, arranging my clothes, photos, and toiletries. I was halfway through setting up when a girl walked in. She was petite, with honey-blonde braids and a bright smile. “Hey! You must be Felicia,” she said, dropping her suitcase. “I’m Zara, your roommate.” “Hi! Nice to meet you.” We hit it off instantly. She was bubbly and talkative, already telling me where to get the best food and who to avoid in the hostel. Apparently, she’d arrived early for orientation. “You’ll love it here,” she said. “But brace yourself, Freshers’ Week is madness.” “Oh?” I asked, pretending not to care, though my curiosity was piqued. “There’s a big Freshers’ party tonight at the Student Union. Everyone’s going. Want to come?” Before I could answer, my phone buzzed it was Ann. Anna: You better be ready by 7. There’s a party at the SU! We’re goinggggg. I laughed. “Guess I don’t have a choice. My friend already texted me too, she’s excited.” We talked while finishing up, and before we knew it, it was already 7. Zara and I got dressed and headed out to meet Ann at the party. The building was packed—students everywhere, guys howling, girls being girls. I spotted Anna instantly, she looked stunning. She wore a short denim skirt and a white crop top, her braids bouncing as she walked toward me. “Finally! I was about to drag you out myself.” Zara and Ann exchanged pleasantries, and then we headed inside hand in hand. The place was wild—music blasting, bodies grinding, people everywhere. Someone handed me a cup of soda, and I took it, adrenaline buzzing through my veins. “Felicia, dance!” Annabel yelled. “I am dancing!” I shouted back, laughing as we moved to the beat. The DJ switched to an old-school jam, and the crowd lost it. I laughed uncontrollably as Annabel tried and failed to copy a TikTok dance. Zara was already chatting with a tall guy near the drinks table. “New semester, new crushes,” Annabel whispered, nudging me. “Let her live,” I grinned. Then someone bumped into me, nearly spilling their drink. “Oh my God, I’m so sorry!” I turned and met the sharpest hazel eyes I’d ever seen. He was tall, broad-shouldered, with messy curls and a dimpled smile. “No worries,” I said, trying not to sound flustered. “I’m Jake,” he said, setting his cup down. “You’re new, right?” “Is it that obvious?” I laughed. “You have that freshers glow—thrilled and excited.” I rolled my eyes, smiling. “And you? Sophomore?” “Third year. Student Union Committee, we organize this madness.” “So you’re responsible for all this.” “Guilty,” he chuckled. “You’re doing great though. Most people hide their first night.” “Maybe I’ll do that after another drink,” I joked. He leaned closer. “Save me a dance before you disappear?” My stomach flipped, but Annabel suddenly grabbed my arm. “Fifi! They’re starting the Freshers toast!” Jake smiled. “Go ahead. I’ll find you later.” Ann dragged me away. When I glanced back, he winked, and my heart flipped. The DJ called out faculties, and each group screamed louder than the last. It was chaos in the best way. By the time the lights dimmed and people began leaving, I was drenched in sweat and adrenaline. “That. Was. INSANE!” Annabel said. Zara stumbled out behind us, giggling. “Best first night ever.” “Definitely,” I smiled, my thoughts drifting back to Jake. Annabel nudged me. “We’re going to make this place ours.” I laughed. “We already are.” We headed back to the dorms, singing and giggling through the night. I waved at Ann as she disappeared down her hallway. Zara and I collapsed onto our beds. She was asleep almost instantly, shoes kicked off mid-floor. I stared at the ceiling. Save me a dance before you disappear… The words echoed in my head as I drifted off.EpilogueThe house is quieter now.Not the kind of quiet that used to press against my skin like a threat, but something softer—something that has learned how to exist without demanding I stay alert every second.I notice it most in the small things.The absence of tension in the walls.The way footsteps no longer feel like warnings.The way I can stand in a room and not immediately calculate exits.Felicia.That name feels like mine again.Not something I’m surviving through.Just… me.I set the last plate down on the table and step back slightly, checking everything one more time out of habit. The table is simple tonight. Nothing extravagant. Nothing symbolic. Just food, warmth, and the kind of routine that only comes from repetition becoming comfort.From the doorway, I feel him before I see him.Ian doesn’t announce himself anymore.He just arrives.I turn my head slightly.He’s leaning against the frame for a moment, watching the table, then me.There’s something different in his
I don’t know how long I stayed in that half-awake state where time doesn’t feel real anymore.It wasn’t sleep.It wasn’t wakefulness either.Just something in between—heavy, fogged, and fragile enough that any thought I tried to hold onto slipped straight through my fingers.When I finally became fully aware of my surroundings, the first thing I noticed was the silence.Not peaceful silence.Controlled silence.The kind that feels arranged.I lay still for a moment, staring at the ceiling as if it might give me instructions on how to exist correctly inside this place. My body felt wrong in ways I didn’t want to examine too closely. Every movement I considered came with a warning in my mind—don’t, don’t, don’t.Beside me, I felt him before I even turned my head.Ian.He was still there.Not touching me now, but close enough that the air between us felt occupied. Like even distance didn’t belong to me.I turned my head slowly.He was sitting against the headboard, one arm resting loosel
Ian’s POV I’m dying to taste those lips. Felicia is fucking beautiful. Always has been. She actually believed she could walk out of my life and take her heart with her. That delusion turned her into the perfect thing to hunt. Other women were easy. Too easy. They bored me the second they stopped fighting. Felicia never stops. Even now—naked, spread-eagled, black silk ropes binding her wrists and ankles to the four posts—she still has that defiant set to her jaw. Legs trembling from how long I’ve kept her like this. Chest rising and falling too fast. She’s exhausted, but the fire hasn’t gone out. It just flickers lower. My heart is slamming against my ribs. My cock is so hard it’s painful. I don’t understand the heat spreading through my chest. This isn’t the usual win. This is… heavier. Hungrier. I’m standing, one hand braced on the post, just watching. Her head is turned to the side, hair tangled and damp with sweat, but her teeth are still clenched around the strip of leathe
"I'm not done with you," he murmured, his voice a low growl that sent fresh sparks through my veins. There was an edge to it now, something darker, more possessive than before. I twisted slightly to look at him, but he held me firm, his cock already stirring against my ass, half-hard and insistent."Richard..." I whispered, a mix of exhaustion. We'd just fucked like animals—me cuffed and screaming his name but the hunger in his eyes told me he had more in store.He didn't respond with words. Instead, he rolled out of bed, his naked form silhouetted against the moonlight filtering through the glass. His muscles flexed as he moved to the dresser across the room, pulling open a hidden drawer I hadn't noticed before. The soft clink of toys made my pulse quicken. He returned with a handful of items, two dildos—one thick and veined like his cock, the other slimmer with a curved tip for hitting deep spots—and a full-length mirror propped on a stand. He set the mirror at the foot of the bed,
A gentle shake pulled me from my sleep. My eyes fluttered open to find Richard hovering above me. "Eva," he whispered, his voice low and rough, laced with that commanding edge that always sent a shiver down my spine. "Wake up, baby. I need you."I blinked, disoriented, the clock on the nightstand reading 2:17 AM. "Richard? What's wrong?" My voice was thick with sleep."Nothing's wrong," he murmured, leaning down to brush his lips against my ear. His breath was hot, stirring the fine hairs on my neck. "I just couldn't sleep without being inside you again. You're too fucking tempting, even in your sleep." His hand slid under the sheet, fingers tracing the curve of my hip, dipping lower to cup my ass. I gasped softly, arching into his touch instinctively.He chuckled, a dark, hungry sound. "That's it. Feel how hard you make me?" He guided my hand to the front of his boxers, where his cock strained against the fabric, thick and insistent. I wrapped my fingers around him through the thin
His lips crash against mine and I melt into him, my fingers tangling in his hair as his tongue slips past my teeth, exploring my mouth. The taste of him makes my head spin. He backs me up step by step, our bodies pressed tight, until the edge of the bed hits the back of my knees.Richard breaks the kiss just long enough to growl, "You're driving me insane in this shirt." His hands grip the hem, yanking it up over my head. Cool air hits my bare skin, my nipples hardening instantly under his gaze. He stares at my boobs, full and heavy, as if he's seeing them for the first time. "Fuck, Eva, you're perfect."I arch my back, offering myself to him, a soft moan escaping my lips when his palms cup my breasts. His thumbs circle my nipples, teasing them into tight peaks before he pinches lightly, sending jolts of pleasure straight to my core. I gasp, my pussy already aching with need, wetness pooling between my thighs. "Richard... touch me more."He doesn't need telling twice. Lowering his he
Jake’s POVThe text from Anna comes through at noon on Thursday, just as I’m finishing up a meeting.“Hey Jake. I know the other night was weird, but Felicia’s going through some heavy personal stuff right now. She could really use friends around her, people who care about her. Would you be up for
Ian’s POV The door closes behind Felicia, and the silence that follows is deafening. I stand frozen in the middle of the hotel room, staring at that closed door, my cheek still burning from where she slapped me. What the fuck did I just do? I sink onto the bed, my head in my hands. The right thi
Felicia tilts her head back, searching for my mouth, and the moment our lips meet again it’s like gasoline on the low-burning fire we’ve both been pretending to ignore for weeks. The kiss is messy, desperate—teeth clashing, tongues hungry. She tastes like wine and salt and the kind of want that mak
Anna’s POVI’m pacing my apartment at two in the morning, my phone clutched in my hand, waiting. Waiting for Felicia to text me that she’s home safe. Waiting for confirmation that she’s okay, even though I know she’s not okay. She hasn’t been okay for months.When my phone finally buzzes at 2:47 AM







