Aiden. "I know this is my date of sorts but I won't forgive myself if I didn't say this to you" Shantel said as we got on the car for our date. Today, I opted for a cinematic date. Again, it was going to be less talking and that meant a lot to me since I didn't plan on talking much. You would think after the last date I would have known that these girls did their own things, but stupid me thought they would just sit there and be pretty. I know, am a asshole but the truth is, the dates were great at first but I was getting tired, especially now that I had nothing to look forward to. Even the sex, it may be nice and different Every Time but for some reason, everything I did now seems empty. Void. "Go ahead, I won't bite." "I don't know exactly what kind of connection or pull you and Eva had but it was real for her. I am not sure if you felt the same way she did, but as a friend I wouldn't forgive myself if I didn't tell you that you treated her like shit. Everyone makes mistakes,
Aiden."Are you being serious right now? You think you could do better than the legend himself Ryan Reynolds? What an ego?" Shantel laughed as we walked back to my room. The mansion was quiet and nobody was in sight, which was always a great sight. I didn't wanna see any of the girls' faces, and feel judged that I am about to be sleeping with another. "But it's true, I can really dodge bullets, it's not like I will need a stunt man, and I think I am cuter than him" I say, making her laugh even more. The date started awkward as fuck, and I realized fast that she was stubborn and she was going to say her mind whether I approved or not. She was not fake, and would make a great Luna. But I wasn't going to even think about that right now. I have been burned before, and I wasn't willing to go through that again. Like I said before, Alpha's weren't meant to fall for anyone. Our strongest joy is ruling and making sure the pack was happy and safe. That was our first priority. "Your ego is
"How long did you stay with him?" I heard the voice of Jasmine ask, in Shantel's room. I didn't know when they suddenly became friends, and I didn't like it. Not the fact that she had other friends, no. I am not that possessive, I just didn't like Jasmine. She was Rebecca's minion. "That's none of your business, I didn't ask, so you have no fucken right to do so, either!" Shantel responded irritably. I wondered what they were talking about, but since it was none of my business too, I decided to knock before they said someone I wasn't meant to hear.Today was my date with Aiden. If it was about three days ago, I would have been nervous and excited about today, but now I just felt numb. I didn't want to see him, especially being in the same room together, but the worst part was knowing that the son of a bitch was going to touch me. The thought made my skin crawl and tingly at the same time. "Come in, Eva. Jasmine was just leaving." Shantel answered and I let myself in. Looking betw
"For a starter, can I have tomato soup with roasted deer, medium and a bottle of white wine your most expensive please" I added at the end. I wasn't the one paying after all. If I had to go on this date, I wouldn't do it sobber, especially when the pull was this strong. I needed a distraction. He smelled devine, and I couldn't help wanting to touch him, and kiss those plump lips. From the moment we met at the river bank that day, all we did was touch, and dreamt of doing more. It's funny how things change, and now all we wanted to do was stay away from each other, when we were supposed to be touching. "Just get me a rare deer, and a full glass of vodka, nevermind that, just bring the damn bottle." Aiden ordered, his voice sounding angry. We hadn't said one word to each other since we left the house. The silence was not awkward, it was fucking suffocating. They were many things lefts unsaid."Do you want anything else?" The waiter, a young man in his early twenties, a nobody like m
When my lips met his, nothing in this world mattered but him and I. All the grievances we had in the couple of days were long forgotten, for now. Now I regretted wearing this goddess awful, fitting long dress. None of my skin was touching his. I wanted contact, to feel his skin against mine. I craved him, for a moment I felt like I could die without his touch, die without him. Within myself I knew it wasn't normal to feel like this, especially, when I knew very well what he said to me days prior. He was not mine, and I was not his, in two days time he would be gone, and I had to live my life without him. Instead of that thought breaking off the trance I was in, it made me more clingy, horny. "I want more. Touch me" I demanded, and he growled on my neck, his mouth living hickies everywhere it touched. His touch was possessive, his hand holding my waist like I would disappear any minute. "Fuck, your stupid dress. Why did you wear such a long dress?" He growled trying to take it off
"So, now that you know the whole story my question is, am I still a virgin or not?" I asked Shantel who couldn't stop laughing. I didn't think my situation was funny at all. I, and Aiden mating was confusing to me. He didn't penetrate, only the tip of his manhood entered my sacred place. So, am I or am I not a virgin?"Just when I think the drama between you, and the Alpha couldn't get more dramatic, but boy was I wrong. We all had sex with the Alpha, and thoroughly enjoyed it. I don't know how many times I even orgasmed with his big cock buried deep in me, and you, the girl he has preferred all along, didn't even enjoy him?" She laughed again, mocking my situation. That's not why I came to her room. I wouldn't even have told her anything if I wasn't this confused. My sex life was mine, and mine alone. I couldn't tell this to my sister or my mother. So, the only option was to tell someone who already knew what was happening in this house. A girl I decided to call a friend. It had b
Sunday afternoon. The chosen day to announce our newest Luna. The Alpha, and Luna came dressed up as always to the mansion. I had thought we were going to have an audience, since this was massive news for the pack, but the only wolves here were the Seer, not that she was a wolf, and both our leaders.Alpha, and Luna.We were all lined up in the dining hall, dolled up like trophy wives. Luna and Alpha standing with their son who was wearing a white suit that fitted him like a glove. For some reason I knew it was tailored especially for him, and this occasion. Us on the other hand were wearing an asymmetrical neck wrap, hem, bodycon dress. The same fucken dress in different colours. Shantel was wearing a white one, which suited her caramel skin, Lydia white, Jasmine black of course, Rebecca red, and I on the other hand had one in blush. It looked good on me, I cannot lie. It showed my figure very well, as it did to the other girls. Maggie was standing at the door, watching as everyth
"Mama, stop fussing over me. I am fine, I swear." I told her for the hundredth time. "Then, why did you faint? What did those people do to you? I swear if anyone hurts you, I am going to hunt them down, and slice them into pieces." She threatened. After the episode I had at the mansion, Luna brought me home. Since no one knew the reason I collapsed my mother took it upon herself to threaten the whole pack including Alpha and Luna. She hadn't left my side since, trying to make sure I was okay. Which I told her several times I was, but she hasn't given me space to breathe or believed me. "Mama, just calm down. I have been awake for two hours, and you can see that there is nothing wrong with me. I must have been nervous or hungry, okay? Read my lips, and stop driving yourself and I crazy. I am okay, and you are not going on a mission to cut anyone into pieces. The season was a success, and I was not chosen." I hadn't said the words out loud yet, but as I did, I felt something in me