7. Your...idiot

Following day...

I woke up with a severe pain in my head, blinked several times until I got used to the brightness of the moon in front of me.

"Ahhh, what a pain!"  I got up from the bed and was going to the bathroom but, I hadn't noticed, but this room ... these clothes ...

Ahhhhh, I let out a muffled cry after seeing Alec coming out of the bath with the towel around his waist, I quickly looked away.

"What are you doing here?"  Alec let out a laugh

"The question would be: what am I doing here ?!"  he altered his voice to make her effeminate, I looked at him with contempt "In fact you must not be remembering much, for what you drank yesterday!"

Some images formed in my head after hearing Alec talking, about me holding a glass of wine ... wine?  No, that was very different from wine and then ... who was that?  No, I said, casting my thoughts out of my mind.

I returned to looking at him, but this time ashamed, how could I have let myself get drunk like that?  Alec looked at me disapprovingly and dropped his eyes down, he was watching me intently.

"until that shirt and that messy hair match you"

I looked into the sheet almost automatically.

"what happened ... what did you do?"

"ahhh, try to try a little bit" he said and dropped the towel that was clinging to his waist, I quickly turned around and then covered my eyes with my hands, Alec smiled confidently and took some clothes from his  closet and started dressing in front of me without any shame- why do you react like that?  It is nothing that you have not seen, in fact you looked perverted when I made you scream my name all night.

I looked at him in surprise.

" I...this is not true ... i would never let that happen"

"Is that so?  You say, just look at the clothes you've been wearing"

The image of us kissing each other came to my mind, me grabbing him and kissing him madly, what the hell was I going to do?

"Your face must have remembered, you did not detach from me, you wanted more and more"

  "No, I don't remember anything " it's a lie

"You threw yourself at me, I took off his clothes slowly and..."

"we just kissed"

"No, you kissed me" he stopped for a moment and looked at me changing his expression "so you remember last night "

" it doesn't matter...I'm going to my room"

He pulled my hand and made me face him.

  "Then remember that you kissed me like crazy?"  I turned around but he held my chin making me look at his perfectly drawn face, remember he was looking at me with desire and begging me to have her right there?  I denied it then He held my neck and guided his fingers to my mouth.

"Then I will remind you"

I struggled in his arms, and the touches that ran through my body intoxicated me with every word he said in me, I was at the mercy of his touches

"I know you beg for my kisses, yes yesterday I didn't make you scream my name because you were drunk, but today I'm going to make you scream my name because you are sober"

"Alec..."

Without even giving me a chance to answer, he shut my mouth, kissing me softly and slowly, led me to the bed, I wanted him at that moment.

As he kissed me he opened the shirt I had put on until he revealed my bra, and then he gave hickeys on each of my breasts, moans escaped my mouth, I was thirsty for his kisses just as he was thirsty for my body  , I was able to look through his eyes and they changed color just as his canines stood out and were about to attack, but for some reason he repressed himself.

"You better go to your room"

"what?  why?"

"Just go to his room!"

"did I do something wrong?"said approaching me

"GET OUT OF HERE NOW" tears started streaming down my face

  "I ... I hate you", I ran out of there trying to hide my covered breasts.

I closed the door to my room and burst into tears, his touches were still there, the hickeys he deposited on my breasts were still burning.

"I hate him ... but I hate myself even more for having liked it"

I went straight for a shower.

The nights that followed were reflective, a lot had changed after that night, party night as well as my feelings for Alec, these days he has let me walk to the garden and now I can communicate with the other residents of the house,  but since then I haven't seen him and in those 7 days after what happened to us he didn't force me or force me to feed him, but now he asked me why.

This is something I intend to find out no matter what.

I got dressed and then left my room, walked to Alec's room, I didn't dare to go in just stood there deciding whether or not to slam the door, after long minutes I decided not to bother and ran out of there.

"why am I the one who should take the initiative if I didn't do anything "

I was upset and impatient, all the answers I imagined were like warning signs giving me reasons to give up, but I was creating reasons not to abandon him ...

Why is he depriving himself so much?  Why did he stop eating?  Am I no longer useful?

"Why am I wondering about this?"

Deep down I wanted to know what was going on, I cared, it was obvious that I only found out too late.

I have to talk with Alec

I ran towards his room, as I approached I heard sounds growing louder and the sound of a woman.

I approached the door that was half open ... I struggled a little to decipher the silhouette of the woman next to Alec.

I widened my eyes in surprise, Akhanta!

"what an idiotic strike, you can die if you don't eat right, why are you doing this?"

"you wouldn't understand"

"I ... I'm here Rose is not the only one who can feed you, you can drink my blood" she highlighted her neck.

"Do you know the rule?"

"since when did you become so right?  screw the rule, just take advantage of me, even if it's the last time" she approached Alec and tried to kiss him but without success.

I took silent steps in order to leave the room without noise but without success I ended up stumbling and hurting my foot and then they saw me.

I got up and started dusting my black clothes.

"ROSE!  Glad you're here" he held out his hand so as not to make a bad figure, I approached him without understanding, I held his hand.

"what is ..." Alec interrupted me and put his hand on my mouth and approached my ear and said quietly.

Alec disguises and kisses me ...

It was obvious that I would not play along and he managed to read it in my eyes and that was when he immobilized me and with his hand on my chin he kissed me.

your... idiot