𝚆𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒𝚜 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎 ?

" 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝑯𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒏𝒆𝒔𝒔 ? 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒅𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒎 ? 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔 𝒘𝒂𝒓 ? 𝑾𝒉𝒂𝒕𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 🤭

- Complicated * Jeff Satur -

" OCEAN OCEAN OCEAN OCEAN . . . . "

I can hear my stage name all over the racing track, it's been 5 years and I'm a little bit nervous since the announcement had been officially posted via social media and it trended 24 hours.

Many fans have express their excitement and happy to see me back on track as i was known as the LittlePiggie in Go-Karting. My car has been costumized by Zeph, black color and the letterings of color pink LittleOinkie side by side.

We are all queing up behind the racing track while waiting for our team name to be called.

" 𝘚𝘰 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘴 𝘦𝘹𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘳, 𝘸𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘢𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘥𝘪𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘤𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘪𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘤 𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 . . " 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴

" 𝘠𝘦𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘯𝘦𝘳 Juls! 𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘴 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦, 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘬𝘴 𝘰𝘶𝘵𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘖𝘤𝘦𝘢𝘯'𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘣𝘢𝘤𝘬, 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘩𝘦/𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘥𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘡𝘦𝘱𝘩 𝘢𝘬𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘧 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥 . . " 𝘊𝘰𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘢𝘪𝘥

" 𝘢𝘭𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘮𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘣𝘦 𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘸𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘐 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘉𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘬𝘰𝘬 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘤𝘩 𝘛𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘛𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘣𝘭𝘦 . . ."

" 𝘍𝘪𝘯𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘱𝘪𝘨𝘨𝘪𝘦𝘴 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 , 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘭𝘢𝘨𝘨𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘰𝘳 𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘬 . . .

I kept fidgeting my fingers while looking down at it with my foot keep kicking the wall softly as I am listening from the announcer when I heard a gentle voice.

" hey" a soft finger had flickered my forehead as I glanced at my bestfriend Parker.

" You okay ? " Parker asked.

" mmm .. hey ! yeah, kinda little bit nervous " as I gave him a small smile that can only be seen on my eyes as I am wearing a mask.

" uhmmm, my brother and your brother will be here as our team medical team, just giving you a head ups " a smug smile crept on his lips.

" what ? are you kidding me ? you're just informing me right now ? really ?" my face turned sour thankfully no one can see it

" kinda, heeeh , plus if I told you earlier you will not be here standing " as he stuck his tongue.

" thanks! your a great friend, I hope your food is not yummy for a whole bunch of year " i said sarcasticly rolling my eyes.

" heeey! not with my food, why so stingy ? at least you know " raising his eyebrows.

I'm about to smack my bestfriend when someone lift me from the back and spun me around.

" I miss you old fossil " Zadie embrace me so tightly.

" I can't breath! you brute! you'll be the death of me, are you even a doctor ? as I tap his arms to break away from his embrace.

" I am plus you haven't call me since last week " he said while pouting.

" old fossil " Teo, Jace and Cassidy burst out laughing

" yeah? don't you think so? no lover at all? I wonder if Ocie had experienced a kiss and I am willing to pay someone to have a date with him/her " Zadie nonchantly said

" way to go Zadie for old fossil, that term doesn't get old " Shane's voice roar while clutching his stomach while Zeph were just shaking his head.

" one . . . i started counting and I'm about to kick Zadie when Zoticus softly pull me into his arms.

" Chill! why so grumpy Kiddo, they were just hyping you. Relax, they want you to feel at ease besides it's your comeback - everyone has different nickname they gave me - Zoticus said lightly, patting my head softly.

As I saw them nod their heads agreeing to my brother, the team doesn't know that the four of us were siblings as we still kept it hidden. They just know that were closed to each other as Friends Families.

" Ele! " I hugged him like a kangaroo not minding the people around me.

I haven't seen him for a whole a year and I really miss him , don't get me wrong, the four of us is very close but when it comes to our eldest brother my girly side will be poppin out.

" Alright alright as he tapped my shoulder, the race will be delay for half an hour as we need to wait for the other team to arrive " he said

" ugghh " Parker groan

" can't wait to start " Teo chimed in

" ohhhh, let's grab some smoothie theeeen " Jace with his bunny tooth said as he walks toward the exit.

" sounds goodie! been dying to have some melon guard smoothie!" Shane exclaimed

" ewwwwwwww " we all cover our mouth.

" Thanks I'm good with water and i'll be going to our booth now, goodluck guys !" Zadie waves walking away.

We walk towards the exit when I felt a Burning gaze I immediately turn my head and there I saw those cold amber

pair of eyes I haven't seen for 5 years.

P A Y N E. . .

S E P H E R . . .

L A M B E R T. . .

He stood near the exit high and mighty, two hands were inside his doctor's coat. He hasn't changed at all but definitely he is more handsome now, with his good built hiding from his coat and his height , 6 foot to be exact along with those kissable lips and pointy nose, his gray ash hair were quite messy and ooohh his chinkie emerald pair of eyes.

He's one of the reason I decide to be on the field for CIA, to forget him as I realized that taming a puppy is easy than taming a grown up Lion.

" you might want to close your mouth eventhough your wearing a mask Zaria Kaimana Yale " Parker whispered teasingly . I know my brother isn't that showy but believe me Kai, he really likes you "

" That's impossible while shaking my head, I heard what I heard that day, 3 years ago, I decided to let him go Ica, you know that, he will never see me as MEEE because he's still stuck finding his saviour which is me. The Heck, I've been competing with myself for his love for 5 freakin' years besides he doesn't even know that I am his saviour. We already give him so many hints when he met me as Ziara, without my mask I just change the color of my contact lens with darker brown and he cruelly rejected me in the face, tell you what, your brother is the biggest idiot in terms of DENSE " i whispered back with my brows almost knitted.

" 3 years ago, he asked me what is my relationship with you and trust me I know him when he is jealous but you have a point that's why I kept your secret in order for him to be more relevant " he chuckled

" but it doesn't mean he likes me or love , probably he is just curius as he assume that I switch my liking to Zeph." lowering my voice -" 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘮 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘐 𝘢𝘮 𝘢 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘺 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘴 𝘐 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘥. "

" He's been looking for you for a long time as Ziara by the way. He started pestering me with the question where is you, we don't even know if what you heard that day is that all, I'm not defending his actions but there is always two side of the story" almost raising his voice.

" Ica! suuuussh ! my voice sounded frustrated , When Zadie ask him if he is sure, he firmly said yes. Besides I've had enough from his constant snobbing and telling me He doesn't like me, at least give me a little bit pride and dignity, all I wanted was for him to see me as Zaria Kaimana not Ocean nor his Saviour. What's the point of tailing me now ?" I asked him

" You knew that even when he's cold and acted that way he really cares for you, I know you've been hurt from his actions but can you still give him a chance?" Parker pleaded. " 𝘏𝘮𝘮𝘮𝘮! 𝘡𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢 𝘒𝘢𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢 𝘪𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘬𝘯𝘦𝘸 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘧𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘯 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘢𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘱𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘩𝘪𝘮 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘦 𝘥𝘰𝘦𝘴𝘯'𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘥𝘪𝘰𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘦𝘴. 𝘛𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘢𝘢𝘢𝘢𝘺! "but didn't voice it out.

" I don't want to hope for something that won't happen, 'coz waiting for him is like waiting for the sun and it'𝘴 ray during winter season, it's pointless and very disappointing. Being his saviour is a bonus if he realizes his true feelings " my voice cracked up.

" I know you've been badly hurt but just think about it okay ? I guess it's not too late right ?" he asked

Sighing " Maybe or let's see what will happen beside we don't know what the future holds "

" Care to share what you two have been whispering? " Payne asked eyeing at me very serious and cold.

Both of us were startled as we both jump, we didn't notice those 7 pair of eyes were looking with much of curiosity too.

" 𝘋𝘈𝘕𝘎! 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 " my inner thoughts were on rampage, " your Brother's sixth sense is activated" I breath out to parker shking my head too fast without saying nothing and went straight towards the exit without looking at Payne.

" ohh it's nothing , shall we go ahead for smoothie ? Parker answered.

" ohhhhhhh " everyone said

" but what does Ocean meant with Payne's sixth sense ? " Jace asked.

" what sixth sense are you talking about, you need to clean your ears Jace " Parker nonchalantly said.

" .... "

" what was that all about ? " Zeph asked

" uhm, were just strategizing for todays race .. " Parker said avoiding the intense gaze of Zeph.

" ICARUS, a minute with you " Payne eyed his brother.

" where to?"

NOTE: I used He/She at the moment as the gender of Zaria has not been known.