𝙿𝚊𝚢𝚗𝚎'𝚜 𝙻𝚘𝚟𝚎, 𝙳𝚒𝚍 𝙸 𝙻𝚎𝚝 𝙷𝚎𝚛 𝙶𝚘?

" 𝑰𝒇 𝒚𝒐𝒖'𝒓𝒆 𝒈𝒐𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒐 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆, 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒂𝒍𝒍 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒘𝒂𝒚 . . 𝑫𝒐𝒏'𝒕 𝒃𝒆 𝒔𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆𝒅 𝒐𝒇 𝒈𝒆𝒕𝒕𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝑯𝒖𝒓𝒕 𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒊𝒍𝒍 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒌𝒏𝒐𝒘 𝒘𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒍 𝑳𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒊𝒔 "

- UNKNOWN QOUTES -

PAYNE SEPHER

For 3 whole years I haven't seen this Petite Boy who just disappear into thin air just like Zaria, and yet He's just here in Thailand.

I didn't know that a simple smacked from him will lead me to faint and at that moment, I realized that I am inlove with Zaira but it really confuse me as he is somewhat similar to her. He's very familiar but so distant and well reserved everytime we see each other.

At that time, I've met Zaria Rylott too - Team Troubles Manager- She boldly confess she likes me which I rejected and ignored. I find her beautiful in a weird way, she has a bambi eyes with her lashes not that short not that long but it really suits her eyes, and her not so pointy nose which is quite cute and those lips of her, when she smiles shyly it's contagious that I find myself smiling.

She always wear a casual baggy shirts or a crop top or a loosen large polo with wide pants or jeans but sometimes a short one, and usually her sneakers with her shoe lace with different color, one is black and the other one is green, sometimes its pink and green.

She really likes to change her hair color in ombre style that fit her. I find her interesting as I often met her during tournaments and at our house since she's Parker bestfriend. Her dimples that pops in when she's laughing or talking that I badly wanted to press it. I really find her a little bit annoying but I get used to her different antics pursuing me.

She has a sweet tooth that everytime I see her, a Lolipop is stuck on her mouth that wants me to kiss her. She's definitely something else, her uniqueness brought me to like her and yes , I FeLL for Zaria without knowing but because I've been so busy locating my saviour, I had persistenly ignore her and worst thing worst I keep saying I don't like her.

I always remind myself the promise I've made from the person who saved me 5 years ago but since I met Zaria, she constantly stir my mind and heart. I can't confess to her until I find that mysterious girl to thank her properly and talk about the promised I've made.

I keep shutting and hurting Zaria that eventually she was gone like a ghost. I hire a private investigator to know where she is but even the best P.I can't trace her. Empty address, dead line for her contact information.

I got curius with Ocean that always stare at me, it bothers me that everytime they had a competition he keeps ignoring me as if I didn't exist making me more confused as if I done something bad.

I kept pestering him with my nonesense request like a teams chek up just to test him, even his voice which I haven't heard until now. The longer he acts that way, the more I got a deeper familiarity that I can't explain.

Everytime I saw him with my brother Parker or my bestfriend Zadie or with Zoticus, my heart really aches and jealousy is consuming me - though I know they treat him like a brother.

I know that I don't have the right to be feeling this way as i can't help it as I don't want other man touching him specially Zephyrus. This kind of feelings that I only felt for Zaria and it's overwhelming me that Im going insane for what is really happening.

The moment I wanted to get to know him more, He vanished just like Zaria. I keep asking myself if I am too late or will I probably find Zaria because in terms of Love it is new to me all along so I had to rely on my brother Parker for advice.

" Hyung ? Parker keeps on waving his hands on my face as I'm spacing out.

" ahuh . erhm .. I I Im . . damn It! I cursed out loud and turned to Parker whose eyes were in question. Mom has asked for you to go home after the race. " I said

" is that all ? teasingly his brother, or you just want to ask me about Cean?. "

I'm so damnfounded how smart he is, Parker knows what I'm really thinking and wanted to cut his tongue. " wipe off that goofy smile on your lips. i'll get going, if you need something i'll be at the booth, Goodluck ".

" awww ? " parker become speechless

As i was walking towards the booth, there I saw him with Zeph, you can see him happy conversing despite wearing a mask.

My face turned sour , I hated this feelings 'coz even if I wanted to get near him, he keeps avoiding me like I have a disease which I'm so clueless just like 3 years ago, he hasn't changed a bit which remind me of Z, where is she now.

I just can't shake off the feeling that Ocean and Zaria is the same person but . . Still. . It's impossible because Zaria has a darker shade brown eyes and Ocean has a pair of light brown eyes and he is a Fuckin' boy.

The more I observe him, the more he resembles Zaria specially when he turn his back. I'm still puzzle with what parker had said to me few year ago.

" 𝘏𝘺𝘶𝘯𝘨, 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘷𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘦𝘯 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘥𝘺 𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘣𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘰𝘱𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘦𝘺𝘦𝘴 "

" Dude you've been starring OLd fossil like you wanted to devour him, if Looks could kill, Zeph is already dead " Zadie's chuckling. "𝘐𝘮 𝘴𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘗𝘢𝘺𝘯𝘦 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘤𝘢𝘯'𝘵 𝘥𝘪𝘴𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘺 𝘣𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳, 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸𝘴 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘪𝘵 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘷𝘦. 𝘗𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘦𝘳 𝘢𝘤𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘴 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘮𝘪𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘵 𝘶𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘭 𝘸𝘦 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘨𝘢𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘬𝘪𝘥𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳𝘺𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘤𝘭𝘰𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘴, 𝘸𝘪𝘭𝘭 𝘣𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳." I'm wondering if you had fallen to OLd FossiL because literally i'll be your number one shipper" continued by Zadie.

"......" bombastic side eye

" why? because he is a boy ? Zade ask innocently.

" Zadie ? do me a favor ?. " reaching his colar softly.

" Yeah ?" looking confused.

" Shut up " i said while stuffing him an apple direct to his opened mouth "that's more I like it " as I sat down.

" you kdiahbalsiwhsinslsn ! as Zadie remove the apple, if you don't like him then I'll I ask Zeph to date Ocean " Zadie running towards the door, before the next apple will be hitting his face.

I stared at Ocean once again from head to toe and my eyes got bigger, " 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘦 𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘦, 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘰𝘯 𝘐 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 , 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘡𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢, 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘵 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 ? 𝘕𝘰 𝘸𝘢𝘺, 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘪𝘮𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘣𝘭𝘦 " slowly my eyes were becoming more chinkie that my eyeballs can't be seen.

" 𝘐𝘧 𝘖𝘤𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘪𝘴 𝘡𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘢, 𝘸𝘩𝘺? 𝘥𝘪𝘥 𝘴𝘩𝘦 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘧𝘶𝘯 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘦 ? 𝘸𝘩𝘺? 𝘸𝘩𝘺 ? " My mind os boogling me right now as my heart begin to feel some pain . "𝘓𝘦𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘬𝘦𝘦𝘱 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘡𝘈𝘙𝘐𝘈 𝘒𝘈𝘐𝘔𝘈𝘕𝘈, 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘰𝘯𝘨 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘺𝘰𝘶, 𝘐 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘴𝘰 𝘴𝘵𝘶𝘱𝘪𝘥 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘯𝘰𝘸 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘖𝘤𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘢𝘮𝘦 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘩𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘔𝘐𝘓𝘒𝘐𝘌𝘚 𝘚𝘖𝘋𝘈 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘉𝘈𝘕𝘈𝘕𝘈 𝘔𝘐𝘓𝘒 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘴, 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 ." Smirking as I start to plan how he/she will reveal her own self.

" 𝑩𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒌 𝒊𝒔 𝒐𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒄𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒂𝒕𝒕𝒆𝒏𝒕𝒊𝒐𝒏 𝒐𝒇 𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆𝒓𝒔 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅 𝒍𝒊𝒏𝒊𝒏𝒈 𝒖𝒑 𝒂𝒔 𝒘𝒆 𝒐𝒇𝒇𝒊𝒄𝒊𝒂𝒍𝒍𝒚 𝒃𝒆𝒈𝒊𝒏 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒓𝒂𝒄𝒆 ." . . . . 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘳 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘥𝘶𝘤𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘮𝘴.

Calling out Zadie " Zadie, let's head at the team's booth as I carry my medical kit.

" Coming "