(Miles)
I couldn't believe my alpha, What he wanted me to do. Gosh I've never felt so angry than what I'm feeling right now. He told me to take the wolf and dump him somewhere far away from here. That he shouldn't be anywhere near his pack land or else he's going to kill him. I shook my head as I continued my trek through the forest, with a bag I packed earlier to leave with the boy. I know that it's not much, but it's my way of saying sorry. I didn't even want to kill him when Damian stopped me, I now realized how stupid I was to actually follow alpha ryker's orders to kill every rogue I came across.Not all of them are bad, some of them just needs a lot of love and training. They somehow lost their way after being kicked out of their pack, but with a great leader I believe they would be better. When I got to where I saw fit to leave him, I looked at him one last time before placing him on the cold wet ground under a huge tree that would shelter him enough so he wouldn't get too wet from the rain.The rain hasn't stopped falling so I decided to pack a few jackets which was big enough to keep him warm when he shifts back into his human form. I also packed other clothes and food along with water so he would have something. I really hope that this would be enough for him. It's a good thing he was in his wolf form so he can stay warm throughout this weather.I patted his head and made my way back to the idiot who gave me this order, who only left me feeling guilty. No one deserved to be treated like this, i now saw what damian was talking about. I made it back in no time, so I sent alpha Ryker a mind link telling him that I have completed his mission. I didn't want to see him now, not after the way he was making me feel about this entire thing. He wasn't that bad, but a lot of us feared him.Feared him so much that we did his dirty work for him without complaining. I still can't believe though, that he would stoop so low at this point. But that's him, that's who he was before and he's not going to change for anyone. I'm just praying for a miracle because we are badly in need of one right now.( forest pov)When I woke up it was pitch black. I had no idea where I was or if this was some sort of a dream. its a good thing I had enough strength to shift into my wolf form when Elias closed his eyes or i wouldn't be alive right now. The ground beneath me was wet, which indicates that it was raining before but only just stopped. I thank the goddess that I was still in my wolf form so Elias didn't have to witness any of this. I know I protected him a lot because he's my other half, If I'm not there to protect him then who's going to? No one seems to care about us as far as I can see.Even our mate didn't want us so what's the purpose of trusting anyone else at this point? I tried to stand up, shakily of course. It was hard but I got it eventually. Looking around I noticed that I wasn't at my mate's pack anymore. I don't even know where I was but I guess I can scope it out a little until I figure it out. I was about to walk off when I noticed something on the ground and started to sniff it. I use my mouth to open it as best as I can do I can to see what it was. I whined a little when I realized what was in the bag.Clothes, water and snacks that could last a while since I'll have to try and hunt too. Who left this for us? I wish I could thank them but I can't because there was no one else here. I decided to pick it up so I can carry it with me while searching for somewhere safe for now. I know that I can find a cave somewhere so that's where I'll start looking before the rain starts once more. Yes It was dark, but I had to try something, anything to make sure Elias was alright. He was my number one priority, I didn't care about myself at this point. Once I know that he's alright then and only then I'll start thinking about myself.I started my journey through the forest, falling a couple of times and spraining one of my ankles which was already healing rather slowly because of how weak I am. But during all that struggle I didn't let go of the bag because I know that Elias will eventually return and he will need what was in the bag. I spent a very long time before I found a cave, one that would be alright for now. After getting settled, I crawled into a corner as whimpers of sorrow left my mouth because I was tired, hurt and quite frankly right now I felt like the world hated us even though we didn't do anything to deserve this. I couldn't blame the moon goddess either, because of my weakness. I wish I could at least talk to Elias before blocking him, but that wasn't going to happen because he's gone.I don't know when he's going to come back or how long I'll be in my form, but I'm praying to the goddess that he is alright because I couldn't feel him anymore. He may be scared right now and I wouldn't know, I have no idea what to do anymore. But one thing I know, during all of this struggle I wasn't going to give up.I was going to continue to fight for Elias and I because one day we will be happy. One day we will be loved and I couldn't wait for that day to come. I still love my family, I still love my mate but they didn't love me. Would I forgive them even if they begged me? No, I was stronger than that. Gone were the days when I would run to them looking for some sort of affection, gone were the days when I was too weak and stupid to see that they didn't love me. On this day marks a new beginning for me, I'm going to show them that I am strong and that I can survive in this world alone. in this forest alone without them, I will show them that I changed, sooner or later they will be the ones to run back to me and feel what it's like when I turn my back on them.(Forest) The following day I was greeted with sunshine after walking out of the cave. I looked around as small puddles from the rain made a home for themselves on the earth's surface as the animals started to appear out of their hiding place one by one. I was glad that the rain had stopped, this way I was able to hunt without any problems. I have yet to touch the snacks and water that were in the bag because I wanted to leave them for when I got my Elias back. Shaking out my fur, I stretched a little before running towards a small herd of rabbits that were too busy eating to notice my presence. I thought that it was going to be another unsuccessful round of hunting but I was wrong. I was surprised that I caught one, I didn't know I had it in me. If Elias was conscious right now, he would have told me how proud he was. I whined a little as I looked at my catch, not feeling hungry anymore. I needed to try once more, to see if I can get Elias back. I didn't want to be alone in this wor
(Forest) When I open my eyes I came face to face with Raina. I was about to freak out but then I remembered the witch had actually tapped into my mind before when I was conscious and now I was able to communicate with her. 'so where should we start?' She asked as she was looking around. 'not much here, just a big empty blah. I thought that knowing what's going on In someone else's mind would be interesting, but I thought wrong.' She laughed as if she had just told one of the best jokes there is. I only growled at her in return which caused her to stop laughing. 'ok ok let's get to the point. What is your name?' She asked making me relax a bit. 'my name is forest and my human's name is Elias.' She nodded her head and offered me a sad smile. 'it's ok if you don't want to talk about your past. I'm only doing this for Lilly's sake since she asked me if you wanted to join her pack.' I didn't know if I should. What if I accept the offer and later regret it? I didn't even get a chance
(Ryker)" pride. That's the only thing that's keeping you from your mate. You're afraid that you won't be able to control yourself. I can't believe you would stoop so low Ryker, I don't even know you anymore." My father said as he shook his head. " Did you come here to judge me? Is that it? If so you can kindly get the fuck out and don't come back. I only told you about my mate because you are my family, but make sure you don't ever disrespect me again!" I didn't have a choice but to come clean after my brother ratted me out. I would have killed him but I only remembered he was my twin and I didn't want to harm him. " you know what!? Enough with your attitude. It's bad enough that I have to deal with one matless son let alone two. You will find your mate and bring him back here and treat him like your equal or I'm taking back the alpha title." I couldn't believe he had just said that. Did he expect me to go after someone I don't want? I believe that rejecting your mate is proven to
(Elias) Beep beep beep beep Where the hell am I? 'Forest, what's going on?' My mind was nothing but fog. I couldn't even think about anything else other than freak out at the fact that I opened my eyes and was suddenly greeted by my human form. I was lying on a bed, hooked to a machine of some sort that was beeping. It reminded me of a hospital but a little different. ' shit! Elias, you're back!' I cringed at how loud he was and nodded my head. ' I-I'm back yes, but back from where?' I asked as I was trying to remember what took place. ' oh shoot. Ok um, you were in a Coma for a month now. Raina had been trying to get you back but it seems as if it had just worked. Believe me, when I tell you this Elias, you should trust them. Do not run, because I'm tired and I need the rest. They will explain everything to you so remain calm and don't forget to call on me when you need anything, anything at all. I'll be there for you Elias, I'll never leave or let anything happen to you. You b
(Elias) I was given a room at the alpha's quarters which was Lilliana's idea. She didn't want me to have anything less than what she deemed fit for a prince. I found out from her that she was an alpha queen which was cool as hell. Now I knew why she wore the crown I saw earlier. After a long shower, one that I missed dearly. I brushed my teeth and made sure my hair was washed thoroughly because I didn't have any of that luxury before like I did now. After I was done, I got dressed after searching for the bag forest told me about. The clothes there were too big, but it was ok for now. There was a knock on the door and I opened it to a smiling Raina who looked super excited to see me. " hi. There's a big feast going on that I thought you might want to be a part of. Lilliana said it might be too overwhelming for you and wanted someone to take something up for you to eat, but I told her that what she said was bullshit so let's go and prove her wrong." She was about to pull me along with
(Ryker) fear. That's one thing I thrived on, I fed on, which kept me alive and going. It made me feel powerful, fear is what I loved the most. Right now it's staring back at me in the form of a rogue. With my talons extended Along with my canines getting ready for my kill of the day, I struck. I didn't stop until I was looking at its dismembered body with a smile on my blood-covered face. I heard a gasp and looked around to find my mother and father there with their mouths open as they take in the scene in front of them. " you are getting out of control Ryker. this can't go on any longer." I growled while marching up to my father, a means to kill him etched on my mind like never before. Why must they always interfere? I wasn't born a Saint no, I'm the devil himself. I stopped in front of my father's trembling form as he took in my appearance, making sure to let my mother take cover from my wrath behind his back. My eyes had changed from their rightful color to red, it's the color t
(Elias) I was enjoying myself a lot here so far. Everyone was nice to me, something that I have never expected. The feast I went to earlier was a blast, I ate so many different types of foods I was too stuffed to move so Brendan had to help me get in bed. I fell asleep for the first time in a long time with a smile on my face. The next morning when I woke up, I got ready and then made my way downstairs to see if I needed to do anything around here. I couldn't just sit down and not do anything, I had to find a way to repay them for their kindness. as I was looking around for someone to talk to, I ran into Bryan who asked me if I was ok. I sent him a mind link telling him my concern and he nodded his head while listening to me with understanding. " you know alpha Lilliana wouldn't want you to do anything around here. You are her son now so she wouldn't want you to lift a finger." I rolled my eyes and shook my head, letting him see how annoyed I was because of what he said. 'I still
(Elias) I was standing outside after my talk with Lilliana, taking in the day as it was calm and nice here. The sun was out and it allowed everyone to be outside just to enjoy the beautiful day that left nothing but a clear view I seem to enjoy the most. Even though I was by myself, I was smiling. I never thought this would happen but it did and I found myself liking It more than anything in the world. I had agreed to what Lilliana had said, that I needed to see a therapist but would that help me? I don't know. But I will try and see where it takes me. ' hey guess who's back?' my smile became wide as I heard the one voice I've missed dearly. That one voice that kept me together when all I wanted to do was fall apart. ' forest! Gosh, I'm so happy to hear your voice again, you have no idea how much I've struggled this past few weeks without you.' forest sighed, promising to never leave me again. I guess the reason why he's back was that he heard my thoughts before. I was drowning. He