Masuk女兒生日那天。 她故意當著所有人的麵說。 「媽媽,你是個黃臉婆就別吃蛋糕了,我爸爸買得這麼貴呢。」 我心中一沉。 轉頭便看見她端著一盤最大的蛋糕遞給家教老師。 「周媽媽,這個蛋糕上的草莓可甜了,你快嚐嚐。」 老公無視我的尷尬,反而笑著往女兒和家教老師臉上抹了一點奶油。 「長壽平安!」 看著三人笑作一團,甜甜蜜蜜的模樣。 我突然就死心了。 於是我給老師打去電話,選擇加入國家秘密計劃。 畢竟,爲了這些人放棄夢想,太不值得了
Lihat lebih banyakThe dark woods were eerily silent, the only sound being the hum of the car’s engine. Chase’s eyes scanned the road ahead, his mind still preoccupied with the events of the day. As CEO, he had presided over the discussion, guiding his senior executives through a thorough analysis of the company’s quarterly performance. He recalled the sharp lines of his CFO’s graphs, the upward trends and downward dips that told the story of his company’s growth and challenges. The discussions, the debates, and the decisions made around the polished conference table all replayed in his mind like a video on loop.
Chase sat comfortably behind the wheel, feeling the gentle breeze rustling his hair as the window rolled down, allowing the fresh air to fill the vehicle. As Chase drove, the wind whispered through the open window, creating a soothing melody that harmonized with the hum of the engine. With each passing mile, his worries faded away, replaced by a deep sense of calm and freedom. Chase felt himself relaxing in this serene atmosphere.
As he rounded a bend, a familiar black SUV caught his attention. Chase’s instincts kicked in. He recognized the vehicle, and his eyes narrowed as he spotted Fabion, a notorious sniper, standing outside the SUV. A young woman was being dragged out of the SUV by Fabion and another man. They were taking her deeper into the woods. Chase knew he had to act fast. He quickly assessed the situation and came up with a plan. He slowly drove past the SUV, pretending not to notice them.
As Chase drove past, he was caught in the middle of his heart and his head. A part of him felt compassionate for the poor young lady. He knew what Fabion would do, he was all about bloodshed and elimination. Or he could just pretend he never saw the gun Fabion was holding, or the bloodstained white shirt the young lady wore. Chase turned on his car stereo and enjoyed the rest of his cruise, distracting himself from the shady sight that still tortured his mind.
Two hours later as Chase tossed himself in bed, he couldn’t help but still wonder about the young lady he had seen. Somehow, he felt convinced that Fabion’s presence had some sort of connection to Chris. Chris, his twin brother. The one he just couldn’t stand. Chase’s animosity towards Chris, his twin brother, stemmed from a deep-seated feeling of neglect. Growing up, their parents had always seemed to favour Chris, showering him with attention and affection that Chase felt he could never quite match. It wasn’t that their parents hated Chase, or that he was not well taken care of, but rather that they had an obvious preference for Chris. This perceived favouritism had left Chase feeling unloved and unappreciated, fostering a sense of resentment and bitterness towards his twin brother that had only grown stronger with time.
Four years prior, the tragic loss of their parents had left an indelible mark on Chase’s life. The reading of their will had revealed a shocking disparity in the distribution of their estate, with Chase inheriting a mere 45% compared to Chris’s 55%. This blatant favouritism, even in death, had felt like a crushing blow to Chase’s already fragile sense of self-worth. Feeling betrayed and unloved, Chase had made the painful decision to sever all ties with Chris, seeking a fresh start and a chance to forge his own path in life, free from the toxic dynamic of their familial relationships.
As he came back to his senses and present moment, in a bid of determination and bravery, he got out of bed, a sudden realization in his mind. At once, he paced down the hallway and rushed down the majestically curved mahogany staircase, his car keys in his hands. Chase rushed to his Rolls-Royce Phantom, his feet pounding the ground in urgency. He quickly unlocked the door, slid into the driver’s seat, and started the engine. As he sped down the road, the tires screeched in protest as he took the turns, his heart racing with anticipation. He knew every second counted, and he pushed the car to its limits, his eyes fixed on the road ahead. Finally, he screeched to a halt at the edge of the woods, leapt out of the car, and slid into the dense woods, his senses on high alert as he searched for the woman he suspected was in danger.
He rushed to the girl’s side, his eyes scanning her for any injuries. She was lying on the ground, her body battered and bruised. Even in the faint moonlight, Chase could clearly see how terribly her face was swollen, with a huge gash above her left eyebrow. The bullet wound was deep, and blood was pouring out, pooling on the ground beneath her head. Her lip was split, and her nose was broken. Blood was streaming down her face, mixing with tears and dirt.
Chase gently turned her over, and his eyes scanned her body. Her clothes were torn and bloodstained, and he could see the faint outline of bruises on her arms and legs. The girl’s eyes flickered open, and she looked up at Chase with a mixture of fear and pain. She tried to speak, but her voice was barely a whisper. Chase quickly pulled out a handkerchief from his pocket and pressed it against the gash on her forehead. He applied gentle pressure, trying to stem the bleeding. But it was too late. The girl’s eyes rolled back, and she passed out, her body limp in Chase’s arms as his face twisted in anguish.
實驗過程中,永遠有無法顧及的後果,這些年,哪怕我們小心再小心,依舊犧牲了不少人,其中活下來的,大部分都是殘缺的。這也是我沒資格抱怨的原因。比起失敗,比起死亡,我比很多人都幸運,我還活著,活著看這個世界,活著見證這個結果。「定不辱使命。」領獎的日子很快來臨,這些天,我對了一遍又一遍稿子,學著去接受這個全新的世界。十二年的與社會脫節,很多東西我都跟不上,也看不懂。欣慰的是,新科技意味著國家的強盛。如此,我付出的一切都是值得的。「請程檸上臺領獎。」正感慨的時候,我被扶著站上舞臺。這是榮耀的一刻,我激動得直擦眼淚,忘掉了所有的致詞。我想,比起那些華麗的語言,這一刻,我更想感謝犧牲
察覺到失敗的蔣時安流出眼淚,有人認出了我的名字,對著一旁的人竊竊私語。五分鐘後,研究院負責人走出來打量著蔣時安。每個研究員的家庭情況他都十分清楚,自然也認出了蔣時安。但他很疑惑,我外出已經一個星期,按理說作為丈夫的蔣時安不可能不知道。「你好,我是這裡的負責人,你有什麼可以跟我說。」本著心裡的那點責任,他將蔣時安請到辦公室,得知了全部經過。很普通的家庭問題,特別是蔣時安那句我要離婚,負責人就已經在腦海裡想到了答案。「蔣先生,這是你們的家務事,程檸的行蹤我不能跟你透露,既然她已經決定了要離婚,我們研究院也尊重她的選擇,希望你能理解。」「趕緊走吧,好好照顧孩子。」這是逐客的意思,蔣
「程檸。」我離開的第七天,蔣時安沒有去找女兒,反而走到了我曾上班的地方。這是重點保護區域,不僅是研究人員,還有那些成果都需要保護,蔣時安也因此被攔在了大門口。他變了很多,鬍子拉碴,憔悴得像個乞丐。門口的保全多次驅趕他,甚至將他當成乞丐。「這不是你該來的地方,要錢去別的地方。」傷人的話語砸在身上的時候,蔣時安疼得變了臉色。這幾天,他總是會想起之前對我的態度,那個時候,我是不是跟他一樣痛。「跟你說話聽見沒有?快點走。」保全看他發呆,生氣地拿出電擊棒,蔣時安回神,木訥地說出我的名字。「我不是乞丐,我來找我的妻子,她叫程檸,是你們這裡的工作人員,請問你認識她嗎?」「你進去幫我喊一
這幾滴淚摻雜了幾分真情實意,蔣時安不知所措,「小柔,這件事跟你沒有關係,檸檸就是鬧脾氣,她吧,在孤兒院長大,自由散漫慣了,不用理她,過幾天她就回來了。」認識的時候,蔣時安聽說我在孤兒院長大,心疼得直掉眼淚。膩了之後,他說孤兒院長大的人自由散漫。「那吃飯吧。」周情開心地眨眨眼睛,蔣時安願意安慰她,就是在乎她。這幾天只要她再努力些,何愁當不了女主人。另一個開心的就是蔣念,她拿出了自己放在房間裡捨不得喝的飲料,學著電視中大人的樣子,舉杯慶祝。「爸爸,如果能一直這樣就好了。」對她來說,和爸爸許阿姨在一起是最幸福的。「念念,怎麼說話的?」最近發生的事情衝擊著蔣時安的內心,
女兒生日那天。她故意當著所有人的面說。「媽媽,你是個黃臉婆就別吃蛋糕了,我爸爸買得這麼貴呢。」我心中一沉。轉頭便看見她端著一盤最大的蛋糕遞給家教老師。「周媽媽,這個蛋糕上的草莓可甜了,你快嚐嚐。」老公無視我的尷尬,反而笑著往女兒和家教老師臉上抹了一點奶油。「長壽平安!」看著三人笑作一團,甜甜蜜蜜的模樣。我突然就死心了。於是我給老師打了電話,選擇加入國家秘密計畫。畢竟,為了這些人放棄夢想,太不值得了……聽到我的話,老師先是愣了幾秒,反應過來後才開口道。「你不是說不去嗎?孩子還小。」「現在怎麼突然後悔了。」我收拾東西的手頓住了,抿抿唇才開口。「沒事的老師,我已經考
醫生搖搖頭沒再說話,我安靜地等他處理傷口。凌晨,我再回到蔣念病房的時候,她早已離開。小護士好心地拍拍我的肩膀,「女士,那位先生給你留了話,孩子太鬧騰,他們先回去了。」「好。」我露出個比哭還難看的笑容,沒想到,就處理個傷口,他們全都走了。夜晚的風在呼嘯,我走在回家的路上,說不出此刻的心情。年輕時候,蔣時安特別心疼我,他怕我吃苦,怕我受罪,不管我去哪裡都會來接我。如今新人代替舊人,連帶著我拼死生下的孩子也不在乎我。人活到這個份上確實荒涼。「有人來電,有人來電。」車子行駛到半路的時候,蔣時安打來電話,他那邊分外熱鬧,我把手機湊近,皺緊眉頭。「程檸,我帶孩子來吃點宵夜,你那邊要處
見我沉默。蔣念卻越來越囂張。她跑到門外,拿來一個小蛋糕,一把扔在我身上。「哼!周老師還買了個蛋糕讓我哄你,也不看你自己配不配!」我閃躲不及,被迎頭砸了個正著,蛋糕黏在我的臉頰上,甜膩膩的。蔣念卻滿臉得意地看著自己的傑作,叉著腰站在門口。「黃臉婆!還想和周老師比,你不看你自己長什麼樣,我就是想把蛋糕給周老師吃!」我抬頭,正好和門外的周情四目對視。她穿著新款大衣,燙著精緻的頭髮,妝容明豔。而我,襯衫加牛仔褲。和對方相比,我確實稱得上黃臉婆這個稱號。平時在實驗室,我忙完工作,還要擠出時間去陪蔣念,對自己的外貌打扮自然沒這麼在意。只是我沒想到,在他們父女倆眼裡,我就是個黃臉婆。
我連一個眼神都懶得給他。在蔣時安的眼裡,他和蔣念隨口說的周媽媽,不經意說的一句話。都只是開玩笑。可當著我這個親生母親的面,光明正大地叫別人媽媽,這是在開玩笑?這分明是在挑釁。我攥緊了手上的手機。「玩笑只有雙方都覺得好笑才能稱得上是玩笑,你們這樣明明就是拿我的付出當作底氣。」「你和蔣念仗著我對你們的真心,肆意地踐踏我。周情是周媽媽,那我呢?」很多事情,我終於在今天晚上想通了。蔣時安的真心偏移給了周情,連帶著女兒,也有樣學樣。我的容忍和退讓,並不能換來他們的真情,只有肆無忌憚。無論是言語上還是行動上。我咬了咬唇。淚水沒出息地模糊了整個世界。別人不知道,蔣時安還不清楚嗎?