LOGIN我拿著自己只能活一個月的通知書回家的時候, 謝律剛從閨蜜白芝身上下來。 看著滿地的狼藉,謝律對我吩咐道: 「廚房、臥室還有客廳,都被我們弄亂了,你記得收拾乾淨。」 結婚三年,他一直這樣,以羞辱我為樂。 誰讓我當年拋棄過他呢?他恨我,是應該的。 我沉默的收拾好房間,將兩人在一起的痕跡收拾的乾乾淨淨。 這一次,我只想再好好看一眼我們的婚房。 可這時,謝律卻突然叫住我: 「薑糖,我們好像還沒拍過婚紗照。」 看著我眼中迸發出來的一點驚喜,謝律嗤笑一聲: 「你該不會以為我說的是我和你吧?明天我和白芝拍婚紗照,你來給她提裙襬吧。」
View More"What the f*ck is this?! I just don't want to get married. But I was looking for accommodation from the groom's side. Am I crazy ?" Laya grumbled under her breath. Nevertheless, she walked around in search of the room. It all started a week ago.
A week Ago…..
Laya Pasupuleti, twenty-one year old graduate, who was looking for a job. She just graduated three months ago, she was looking for a job but her parents called her to return Hyderabad from Chennai as there was something urgent. Laya set off to Chennai the moment she got the call. When she attempted the call from her mother she looked tense and scared. Laya doesn't know what to do, so she stopped her job hunt and started her journey. Laya studied interior designing in Madras Institute of Fashion and Technology, in Chennai. Laya's parents were too orthodox to the point she can't even have friends in her life. She felt suffocated when she lived with her parents. That's why she decided to live far from them. When she applied to the best interior designing college in Chennai after her intermediate, her parents opposed her. Only her big brother and her little brother supported. And just like any other indian family, Laya's parents listen to their son only. Her elder brother assured them he would take care of Laya, as he was also staying in Chennai due to his job. Only then Laya was spared by them. But when she was leaving her home, she got an earful of instructions or maybe it would be better to say orders from them. She only returned home once a year, but in her final year she didn't even go to her house. This was her first time returning home after nearly a year.
Laya sighed at the thought of her parents as she continued her journey. She was glad that her older brother came to drop her off at the railway station. She saw how the train looked like a big snake and the compartments looked like a tail to her. She saw them taking u-turns for every now and then. She doesn't know that not only the train but also her life took a u-turn after she returned to her home.
After nearly a day of journey, Laya felt sore all over her body. If not for her mother's call, she would have attended an interview. Even though she knew she might not get selected, she badly wanted to try as she felt like trying and exploring her lives. She saw her elder sister-in-law marrying her brother at a young age itself. They both have eight years of age gap between them, her elder brother is thirty one, while her sister-in-law is only twenty-three and a mother of a child. Her parents got her brother married three years ago. They only cared whether her sister-in-law had enough dowry and had good connections and wealth. They didn't give a damn to her age or her feelings. Her sister-in-law, Durga, came from a village. She only did her intermediate. She wanted to do a degree but her parents didn't allow her. After giving birth to a daughter, she asked her brother whether she could study or not, as she did one of the most important duties of a wife and a daughter-in-law. Even though her brother agreed, Laya's parents didn't agree. Because they wanted a grandson, but she gave a granddaughter to them. Durga was now trying to get pregnant and give birth to a son. Even though her brother was cold looking and aloof, he made her study distance education, without his parents knowledge. After all they were living in chennai and her parents were in Hyderabad, Telangana. How would they know about this?
謝律恍然大悟,情緒大起大落,這時候,他想起了白芝,可是白芝明明說,這三十萬,是她賣掉公寓換來的,難道這些年來,白芝都在騙自己嗎?謝律不敢想,他只是看著我的照片,久久不能發出聲音。他緩了許久,才給新助理打去電話:「幫我查一下,白芝在我六年前治病期間有沒有賣掉一間公寓。」那邊很快給了回覆,看著那間公寓依然在白芝名下,謝律徹底瘋了。他曾經那麼相信白芝,相信白芝說的一切,可現在,事實赤裸裸地擺在他的面前,他才明白真正愛自己的人是誰。如果不是自己,薑糖又怎麼會去用這種極端的方式換錢,他又怎麼會強逼著薑糖和自己結婚,然後將人折磨成那副樣子!而這其中最痛苦的,就是白芝的謊言!如果不是她說謊,吞掉
謝律帶著我的那張明信片回到了家裡。他有些無法面對我死去的事實,跑到我曾經住的儲物間裡,把我用過的東西,全都搬到了主臥。做完這些事情後,他對著我的照片喃喃自語:「糖糖,以前讓你住在儲物間是我的錯,如今我已經知道錯了,所以我把你的東西都搬到了主臥,以後你就睡在主臥好不好?」「糖糖,我跟你道歉,我不該那麼記仇,一邊想著愛你,一邊還想著報復你,其實想想,我就算是承認我還愛你又會怎麼樣呢?你願意嫁給我,不就是說明你心裡還有我嗎?糖糖,對不起,對不起,或許當年的事情真的有苦衷,可是我已經犯下了無法彌補的錯……」謝律說著,淚水不受控制地落了下來。就在這時,他身後的門被人猛地推開了。
最終,謝律查到了我的航班資訊。可等他找到那個小鎮一家家問過去的時候,才知道,我已經離開了。我一路向南,往最南方走去,去見太陽,去見春天。在輾轉幾個地方後,謝律都沒有找到我。時間一天天過去,他的情緒一次次的崩潰。從來不信神佛的人,開始四處求神拜佛。他試圖尋找我的蹤跡,可不管花費了多少錢多少人力,卻都找不到我的訊息。直到我離開的第十三天時,劉晗拿著一張明信片找到了他。「謝總,我想姜學姊應該不想見你。」她眼尾泛紅,很明顯是剛哭過,「你還是別找姜學姊了。」謝律聽到這話,猛地站起來看向她:「為什麼?你有她的訊息了嗎?」劉晗低頭,看向了手中的明信片。明信片上的人是我,我穿著一件素雅
我是偷偷離開的。凌晨三點的飛機,飛往南方一個四季如春的小鎮。我和謝律曾經有個約定,那時候是冬天,我們擠在他沒有暖氣的出租屋裡,我天生體寒,凍得縮在他懷裡,他捂著我冰冷的指尖,向我承諾,等以後我們結婚了,就找一個春暖花開四季如春的地方度蜜月。只可惜我們現在確實結婚了,但是這個地方只能我一個人來了。我不打算對謝律說出真相了,如果告訴他真相,我想,他這一輩子都會活在悔恨中吧?倒不如讓他一直覺得我就是一個貪慕虛榮的壞女人來得實在。這樣的話,他想起我時,可能還會好受一些。飛機緩緩起飛,我看見身後的萬家燈火變得越來越小,心裡一時間泛起一股酸澀,儘管白芝做了很多對不起我的事情,但她也是真的愛謝