All Chapters of When I Adored You (Bad Desires #1): Chapter 41 - Chapter 50
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The waiter was absolutely terrified of James' anger at that point. He was constantly mumbling apologies, even when James pushed him out of the room furiously. He slammed the door behind the waiters and then turned around, his face filled with malice and frustration."James, it was not that big of a matter, I am totally alright."James huffed out a loud growl and stormed ahead until he was just a step away from where she was sitting, "He almost ripped your clothes off of your body. How the hell am I to shut up? What if he had something in his hands and it fell on you? I brought you here with me so I can keep you safe, not to harm you even more."Kara raised her hand and grabbed his in her fist gently, "Don't be so much worried. You are going to fall sick at this rate."James pushed his hand through his hair in frustration. It was not an easy thing for him to keep Kara in this office. He was worried about her health. Her leg was still in a plaster which mad
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The waiter was absolutely terrified of James' anger at that point. He was constantly mumbling apologies, even when James pushed him out of the room furiously. He slammed the door behind the waiters and then turned around, his face filled with malice and frustration."James, it was not that big of a matter, I am totally alright."James huffed out a loud growl and stormed ahead until he was just a step away from where she was sitting, "He almost ripped your clothes off of your body. How the hell am I to shut up? What if he had something in his hands and it fell on you? I brought you here with me so I can keep you safe, not to harm you even more."Kara raised her hand and grabbed his in her fist gently, "Don't be so much worried. You are going to fall sick at this rate."James pushed his hand through his hair in frustration. It was not an easy thing for him to keep Kara in this office. He was worried about her health. Her leg was still in a plaster which mad
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Damon was absolutely furious. He grabbed Kara by her arm and pulled her away with himself, "I am not leaving you one more second alone with this bastard." he blasted out and started dragging her away with himself.He stopped when he felt a tug and Kara did not move. Turning his head towards her he fumed, "What are you doing?"Kara was standing with a determined hold on her hand, and fixed in her spot, "I am not going anywhere with you.""What? Why?!""Because you are not making any freaking sense!" she shouted, "you are not even listening to what I have to say or what exactly happened. You just assumed things and blamed them on James. How the hell is that fair?"Neil stepped in betwe
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He rubbed his nape before stalking off towards the small bar in the room. Kara stood there helplessly. She tried to call his name again but he raised his index finger in the air, indicating her to keep mum.She gulped hard but did not say anything. There was no one else except them in the room but she felt like someone had made her stand inside a burning fire alone where there was no one to protect her but everyone was standing around staring at her getting burned under the blazing fire to the ashes.She tried to keep her composer, not trying to show him her weakness but failed miserably as each passing second increased her heartbeat. She could not understand what he was going to do next. He suddenly turned to face her. The fire in his eyes froze her to the spot making her remember what level of his anger he had showed to his family num
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Kara did not even realize when her cheeks got stained with tears that she had been trying to hold back. She had trusted James with her body and soul and hearing him say all these words were enough to tear her soul apart. She had hated him when he had not been there for her, but there had never been a day when she had not loved him blindly. Even when he had ignored her, even when he had hidden her away in the confinement of his room, hidden how closely, how passionately he treated her, she had loved him. He had been there in her arms when she had come to know the difference between a man and woman, she had been in his lap when he had breathed in her scent longingly for the first time, he had been there in front of her eyes on each step of her life, in each moment. And even when he was not there for her in past three years, she had never in her wildest dream even thought of ditching him or being with some other man for physical pleasure. How can she feel so much for a man who thinks o
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James looked at her like he had gotten bit by his favorite puppy. The look on his face was of pure shock."Despite of knowing that, you stayed with me?" he could not stop himself from asking the question.Kara smiled, "I did.  I crossed all the limits and morals and went far and beyond to accept you. You know why?" he stayed silent to her question but she continued without waiting, "You taught me lust, and love, and betrayal and heartbreak. And you taught me how to break a person to the point of no return. You taught me that a man will be hurt the most if his most prized possession is the one who hurts him and I WANTED THAT. I wanted YOU to want me, to crave me desperately." her last words were as a angry shout when she looked into his eyes without flinching, seeing growing anger in his eyes, "I fucking wanted you to remember me when I left you on your fucking wedding day, James."Her last words made him look at her blankly. His eyes were shaky and for the
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She stepped back from him with a gasp, "I don't understand you. After everything that happened...""Damn it. I was afraid about this. You can't leave me, Kara." he almost shouted the words but the desperation in his voice overpowered it. He stepped forward to hold her but she stepped back, "I am accepting my fault in this and I am damn well aware you are angry about it and I am angry that you hid about it from mean plotted all this but it is equally my fault. I know I should not have plotted all that that but at least listen to my ex-"Kara looked at him in confusion, "You had changed your mind when I was with you?""That was past and damn with everything that happened or what would have happened. Just say you are not going to leave me. I need you with me."Kara shook her head in confusion. She could not understand him, or rather did not even want to at that point. She turned around and ran inside her room, slamming the door shut behind herself. 
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Kara opened her eyes feeling the light on her face. It was mild sunrays that she could feel behind her eyelids and the throbbing pain in her head was now gone. She had been sleeping for many hours so that could have given her some rest. Maybe with the small rest her worry was also gone as that is why she could not feel any darkness surrounding her left. She twisted her arms and the rubbed her eyes to clear off the sleepiness. She had just forgotten about all the worries, storms and bitterness of the past days, and as the smile started to form on her lips, it immediately disappeared when she turned her head towards the darkness again. The smile on her lips froze as she smelt the familiar masculine scent and cologne. It was impossible for her to forget this smell. She opened her eye lids completely only to see a pair of green eyes staring down in hers from mere an inch away with such deep passion that she shivered from inside out. Her heart thumped wildly, and a sense of fear gripped
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James' jaw tightened, "I have feelings for you. You can not fake your responses. I saw your eyes, Kara. Those moments were not fake for you.""I did! Everything was fake." Kara's voice shivered with anger, "And anyway, love is not something you need right? Wasn't it all about pleasure for you to too? Just to make sure your ego is fulfilled and I am also not taken away from you? You were going to dump me anyway once your 'mission' was done." her emotions were all over the place and were spilling out of her eyes till he bent his head and kissed those tears away. She tried to push him away but he held her wrists and pinned them above her head."Why did you run away?""I did not run away." she gritted out angrily, "I left a note and I informed you on intercom through voice mail." All the fear of hers had turned into anger the moment he started showing his concern for her."You did. Leaving my house without talking to me is running away from me, Kara."
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Kara's body stilled at his words. In the past his parents had tried so many ways to have him come with them so that the issues between them could be resolved somehow and James' anger could get controlled somehow. Each time he had thrown a big fit about it and refused to budge. It had been so many years, but he had refused each time. Him suddenly bringing up the therapy sessions had made Kara look up at him in pure shock."Therapy?"James was just as stunned at his own words. He had said them without even realizing, but the desperation of having her back to himself was killing him slowly from inside. He knew he would never be able to live without Kara, so he was ready to take any step necessary to get her back anyhow. Even if it meant he had to go through the things he despised the most.
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