Valentine  I've been thinking about Dominic all freaking day. Everything about him took away all of the concentration inside most of my subjects, that acknowledgment, I can say nothing has changed since I'm always out of focus. I have been paying no shit to every subject, and that was just my thing even before I started liking Dominic. This time though, it was a different theme. I'm paying no shit because I'm thinking of someone, and that's not because

Valentine I unconsciously drove full speed eyes tightly shut and inevitably crashed all the way back to my bitterest childhood memories. All of these glorious moments I have today were built brick by brick by all of those years I've spent in an almost solitary confinement ward for being a sickly child. One day I was vomiting non-stop, the second day, I was burning with fever, and the third day I was almost dead on my bed. As a kid, I was already diagnosed with leukemia in its early stages. The battle was emotionally, physically, and mentally agonizing along with blue and red pills and all types of needles day after day against all of these blood cancers that are trying to kill my body. My childhood was stolen when I should have been out there

Dominic "How do you like your pizza?" I asked Valentine before deciding to make a call for a pick-up order. I have never asked someone about how they like their pizza before, and asking it at this very moment felt appropriately weird yet so right for me. I guess it was just the fact that I needed to make the air more real and active after what happened moments ago rather than keeping it silent and awkward. Or maybe this is already the starting point of me trying to get to know Valentine. I thought I already knew him as this selfish ma

Valentine Yhannie, of all people, won't tell me why Dominic is absent today, which is downright frustrating since I've already claimed my rights on Dominic, so I didn't stop following her to know the reason why. To be honest, I got a little bit jealous of her for that. I've been trying to reach Dominic since this morning until now, and all I'm getting is Dominic's fucking recorded voice telling me to leave a message since he's not available. Yet, all the while, he's exclusively returning Yhannie's messages. What kind of bullshit is that?

Dominic Catching up on with a lot of academic stuff and whatnot that I missed at school left me tremendously exhausted but in a satisfying way. I felt the substantial presence of productivity that ran throughout the busy day. At the end of the day, I just needed to go home quickly when our last period ended. I just wanted to hug my bed and cuddle with myself. I called my mom to come and pick me up soon so that Valentine, who apparently cannot miss his practice, or even my usual ride Yhannie, who will probably exhaust me more with her running mouth, don't have to bother on driving my ass home.