Emelia POVI have been at the apartment for 2 hours now and been freaking out the whole time. How could I tell him I love him? It is way to so. I don't have any classes today so I am not going to university. Andrew is sitting in the living room watching TV. I have been pacing in my room the whole time. It is still a couple of hours before Ann comes home. I really need some girl talk right about now.I walk towards the living room and see Andrew flicking through the channels. He must be starving. I have seen how Derric eats. I went to sit next to Andrew on the sofa."Hey, Andrew. What are you watching?"

Emelia POVI woke up this morning really tired. The last two nights I haven't been sleeping too great. I keep having a recurring dream of all the people in my life telling me that I am not good enough and I am starting to believe them. I know it is only a dream but it feels so real. I already have the insecurities and now the dreams.I have finished packing last night. We are going to Graham Island later this afternoon. Ann got someone to give her the notes of the classes that she missed on Monday so we are both in the last class for the day. Andrew went and changed his mayor so he is in all my classes now. It still makes me nervous to have a werewolf looking out for me. I mean he has got to have something better to do with his tim

Emelia POVI wake up with the sun shining on my face. I guess I was tired because I have slept through the night. I feel something heavy around my stomach. I looked down and realized it is an arm. I guess Derric came to bed pretty late last night. I didn't feel him get into bed with me. I tried getting out from underneath his arm. I really need to go to the bathroom. The more I struggled the closer he pulled me in his arms. I look up and see that Derric is smiling. I hit him."You have two choices Derric. Either you let me go so I can pee or I pee on you." Finally, he lets me go and I run to the bathroom. I hear his laugh trough the door. After I did my business I brushed my teeth and comb my hair.I hear a knock on the bedroom door and o

Derric POVI cannot believe that my mother kicked me out of my own room. I was planning to spend some time with Emelia before the ceremony.I decided I am going to go train a bit with the other warriors. I walk towards the training grounds and see everyone is here already. Edward walks towards me."Morning Alpha.""Morning Edward. Listen up, everyone. I want two laps around the perimeter in wolf form and two in human form. Let's go. Keep up, everyone."I change into Luca and set off with all the pack warriors behind me. Edward and Andrew are beside me the whole time. We pace ourselves. It's not that we get tired.

Emelia POVWhen Derric marked me it felt so good for a while but then the pain started. The pain was unbearable. I tried to stay awake but the darkness took over and I let it hoping the pain will go away.I wake up in a meadow with birds chirping around me. How the hell did I end up here? I hear water so I walk towards it. I see a woman standing at the river. When she turned around she looks just like me? What the hell I guess I am dreaming."Hello dear. I am the moon goddess. Welcome to my realm.""What am I doing here? Am I dead?""No dear. Your body has sent you here so you can change without you being in pain