I finally finished the mathematics question and I think I may have killed a billion brain cells in the process there was a lot of thinking and trying to recollect what I saw on the paper. And it did not help that he was behind me the whole time, I felt like he would slap the back of my neck if I wrote the wrong thing“Am I right”“Yes, congratulations you get a reward”

I rolled out of bed when Xavier tapped me, I was sore all over and what I remembered was drinking wine, watching a movie, and finally giving him my virginity. I didn't remember being brought back to the house, I just recalled falling asleep under his wing as he whispered sweet nothings into my ear."Good morning" I smiled at him and stretched out my body, he smiled back"Good morning, darling" he peck

Xavier was nowhere to be seen he probably went down to hell after he was done yelling at me, he yelled at me? I don’t know how our relationship could get better from here, HE KILLED MY BEST FRIEND. I needed to talk to someone but it was not going to be Xavier.I got up from my bed after crying in my blanket for close to three hours, my head felt super light and I thought I was going to pass out if I took another step, I managed myself then walked to my father’s room. He said I was leading everybody on so I was going to trust the person and do what the only person that can actually love

Xavier pulled me harshly by the arm till we got to the doors, he thought it would hurt me, but my mind and heart were on more important pressing matters, honestly, I was blinking continuously trying to imagine the fact that two of my best friends were gone like that because of... because of ME. I looked back for the one-hundredth time hoping to see my father running after us with normal father was dead and I was probably going to be dead in a moment or two if I didn't sit down.My plan was failproof, I thought it was. He had a boner and he was wrapped with a blanket and he had his hands and his le

I read the Latin book silently to myself, today was the last day of autumn half term and I honestly don’t believe I stayed sane staying with Xavier for so long, of course, I tried my best to avoid him. My routine was simple, I woke up very early, and when I heard him leave the room for his workout I would get up and do the necessary things, and just before he got back to the room to tell me to go for my breakfast, I would go down and eat all alone, with Gillian watching me closely according to Xavier’s order. Then after food, I did some exercises, when Xavier must have been freshening up after his exercise. Throughout the morning I do not have to see him, then in the afternoon I just give him a greeting and force myself to sleep till evening when Jax brings my puppies to visit me t