Chapter 20. Lost hopeAnna. I cried for what felt like hours, I felt like I was being punished but I wasn’t sure what I had done to deserve such a terrible fate. In the end I will have lost everyone I have ever loved. I couldn’t help but wonder if I would meet my parents in the afterlife once my sacrifice was done, will my baby be with me or would it simply disappear since it’s so tiny. Thoughts of life after death began to haunt me, I suppose I had been holding onto hope that if not in this life then in death I would get to meet mine and Dravens child. I could feel the tears try to return and I quickly wiped them away. My heartbreak was devastating enough as it was but knowing that Draven would be hurt dearly for this ate away at me even more, I finally decided that Draven will never know of this child, the pain of my death could be too much for him, I didn’t even want to try to imagine how he would feel If he knew his baby was killed as well. So Draven would never know. The a