HER DIARY(JANDY)의 모든 챕터: 챕터 11 - 챕터 20

 PATRICIA POV Apparently, i meant  nothing at all. I'm tired of all this things, seeking for his attention. I'm trying my best just to proved myself to him even though I'm just his second one. It's already 7:30 pm in the evening but he doesn't come home yet. Maybe he's  on Sofia's house. Suddenly, I felt jealous. It's triggered me to know where he is now. I currently  preparing a dinner date for the both of us, I arranged the table set to become more presentable and romantic, I put candle light on the table and some red roses on the floor. I want him to feel that he's the one of mylife. Though he's not coming but still I'm hoping. However, I will wait for him no matter what. Time passed by, but still he didn't come home and

 PATRICIA POV I'm not that perfect and I don't claim to be, I have a lot of insecurities when it comes with my physical appearance, sometimes I easily get jealous of many ways.I overthink everything, I have trust issues and make me think that I'm not that good enough to live this kind of world. That's who I am living in the dark side of mine make me weak all the time.I'm not afraid to admit it, but you know what? I've been totally changed not because I fall for the right person in a wrong way that couldn't be ever be mine, but because the situation itself on how I can handle this situation for so long and to be strong to face the reality and how I can overcome it when suddenly that day will come. What should I do? run and escape? I tried to close my eyes to relax but it's not helping. Even I close my eyes the reality would still remained nothing change after all.There's a lot of what

 They said that if you fall in love with two person, pick the second one. You know why? Because if you really love the first one, why did you fall for the second? Is it because you're not contented or you fall out of love for the first one?There's a lot of reason why people fall for the second time around and might led for them to break one's soul.The hardest thing in life is that when you trully love that person deeply and cause you a big trouble and you can't fight back for it. Because you have this so called "reputation" in life.Hindi mo sukat akalain sa isang issue lang ay masisira na ang buhay mo at ng ibang tao. Isang issue na kung saan libo-libong tao ang makakaalam at pagpyestahan ang buong pagkatao mo. Kalat na kalat sa Western Academy ang litrato nina Miguel at Patricia na naghahalikan. Pati sa social media ay kalat na din ito dahil kilala ang pamilya nina Miguel sa pinakasikat sa bansa. Marami ang nadismaya at hindi mak

MIGUEL'S POVI really need to find Patricia, hinding-hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko kapag may nangyaring masama sa kanya. Ilang araw ko na siyang hinahanap mula ng umalis ito sa bahay. Hindi ako mapakali at makatulog ng maayos hanggat hindi ko nalalaman kung nasaan ito. Kung nakakain ba ito sa tamang oras. Alam kong ako nalang ang nag-iisang nakakaunawa sa kanya. Pero, inaamin ko natakot talaga ako ng sobra ng malaman ng mga tao ang tungkol sa'min ni Patty. Naging duwag ako at hindi ko siya napagtanggol. Lalo na kay mommy, naging mabilis ang mga pangyayari at hindi ko ito napaghandaan, akala ko walang makakaalam sa sekretong pagmamahalan namin ni Patricia. Ngunit, naging kampante ako sa lahat ng bagay kaya't kasalanan ko ang lahat ng ito. Nagtataka lang ako kung sino ang walang hiyang nagpakalat ng larawan namin ni Patty. Hindi kaya, iisa lang ang taong nagpadala sa'kin ng sulat sa may locker

SOFIA’S POVPatricia cannot take the pain of discrimination, she been bullied in school. She can't handle the pain anymore, so she decided to end her life, she got suicide for think it is the best decision could she do to erase all the pain she felt without knowing that she's pregnant. When Patricia died the life of Miguel become miserable, When he know that Patricia is pregnant he cried out loud because it's all his fault why Patricia got suicide. Kung hindi lang sana siya pumatol sa pinsan niya buhay pa sana ito hanggang ngayon, pero huli na ang lahat para sisihin niya ang kanyang sarili dahil wala na ito. He cannot, take no longer the pain, because of that he depressed that can led him send into the Mental Hospital. Tuluyan na nga nabaliw si Miguel pagkatapos ng mga pangyayari at lalo na ng masaksihan nito na hindi naman pala nito totoong pinsan si Patricia. Inampon lang pala si Patricia ng mag-asawang Ohm na kapatid ng