All Chapters of His Dark Desires: Chapter 101 - Chapter 110
162 Chapters
30: Just being paranoid
"There are two basic motivating forces: fear and love. When we are afraid, we pull back from life. When we are in love, we open to all that life has to offer with passion, excitement, and acceptance. We need to learn to love ourselves first, in all our glory and our imperfections. ~John LennonRogue POVEarlier that dayI am almost done with work when I receive a message and having received one from Alex earlier, I didn't know if she was texting to tell me she had changed her mind. I didn't want to think about the worst-case scenario but my mind was already racing there. When it came down to Alex, I was scared and terrified that any little thing could ruin the little chance I had with her and I didn't want that not today.I pick my phone up and swipe it open to read the messageUnknown numbe
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31: The truth will set you free
"If we cannot love ourselves, we cannot fully open to our ability to love others or our potential to create. Evolution and all hopes for a better world rest in the fearlessness and open-hearted vision of people who embrace life."~John Lennon "No!" I shout and the mall is in complete disarray that very second and everyone trying to run to safety.I run towards where Alvin is, in front of the shop, keeping my eyes on him despite the people getting in my way and himself trying to flee the scene. I run up after him keeping my eyes on him even though a few people pushed past me to get to safety in the process and I grab him by the shirt and before he could get himself and to do something. I hit the gun out of his hand and it falls to the floor and I kick it into a far off corner, where it wouldn't cause any trouble. I deliver a hard punch to his face and he falls to the floor and I get on top of him, giving
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32: The quest for moving on
"Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around.~Bob MarleyRogue's POVThe door opens and someone enters into my room. I do not know how long I slept, but I know it's not enough and when it's not enough, I don't regain the majority of my senses. When I don't regain the majority of my senses, I make terrible life decisions like throwing someone off the balcony of the third floor."Good to know that you're not yet dead," the cringing voice of Lare booms through the room and I groan and wish the ground would just open up and swallow me or him, any one of us as long as it stops us from being in the same room."Go away?" I growl and cover my head with the pillow.I can feel his roll his eyes dramatically, the nerve of this ma
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33: Is death a horrible idea?
"You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you."~Bob MarleyI take the whiskey bottle to my mouth and take a long drink, I am losing my patients with his unending interrogation and the only thing keeping me from completely losing it is the drink in my hand. "Because I don't know, I fell asleep while she was sucking me off.""Oh well, she claimed you didn't fall asleep last night." He throws his hands up in frustration. "She said you were wide awake when you both fucked last night."I shake my head, I have remembered a few things, sex isn't one of them, "Then she's lying; if we had sex that means she must have kept going after I passed out.""So if you say you t
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34: Keep my secrets
"When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement."~Bob MarleyAlexanders POVFour days after the Grand Square shootingToday being the 25th day of June, makes it three years since Lucas' death and since it's already been a tradition I follow, I decided to spend it at his graveside, talking to him about what has happened to me over the past year.After the surgery with Julian, doctors confirmed his state of mind and told us that he was stable and no major organs were hurt which was a relief, the doctors then told me that although stable, he slipped into unconsciousness because he suffered a seizure when the surgery got completed. Which meant that he might never wake up. I called his brother Luke and told him about Julian's cond
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35: Sooner than expected
"Love is like a friendship caught on fire. In the beginning a flame, very pretty, often hot and fierce, but still only light and flickering. As love grows older, our hearts mature and our love becomes as coals, deep-burning and unquenchable."~Bruce LeeRogue's POV"Go to hell Rogue Von Quaint or better yet, kill yourself, throw yourself off a cliff and end it! Julian didn't deserve what he got, that was supposed to be you, but then, here you are. One thing is certain, I'll make sure you're not in this child's life evening it's the last thing I do" She spits at me in pure hatred, her eyes blazing red.My heart shatters in a million pieces causing pain to shoot to every part of my body and I flinch back and stare at her in complete awe and I can't honestly recognise the Alex speaking or standing in front of me anymore. She didn't have to say 'I hate you,' her eyes and words said it all and her fury is anywhere, but gone as she
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36: Newly wedded bride
"Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful."~Bob MarleyI'm trapped between feeling sorry for this man and being mad at him for the chances he's taking, I put the card back into the envelope before dropping it on my desk. "But isn't it selfish of you though? Marrying her when you know you won't be with her long and she would soon become a widow."He nodded with understanding before speaking up with a careless and relaxed voice. "From your point of view it may be, but I want to spend my last moment beside her, loving and cherishing her and that's all I can think of."I guess to a point love did make him look stupid, he wasn't even concerned about his death and I wanted to know what this Alexander thoug
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37: Take care of you
If you don't know Japhia and want to know more about him, then please read my book "KID" he is one of the most amazing characters I have written about. "Words are pale shadows of forgotten names. As names have power, words have power.~Patrick Rothfuss.Alexander's POVI make my way from the cemetery, back into my car and I stay quiet in my car tears run down my face. I never thought that this was going to be my life, pushing the man I love away to protect myself and my child. He wants to be close to his son, but I'm scared that having him close would 'cause me more harm than it would good.Rogue looks terrible and I do not concern myself with his life anymore, but I couldn't help but notice that he wasn't the same Rogue he was a shadow of his old self and a small part of
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38: Life is all about taking chances
"Words can light fires in the minds of men. Words can wring tears from the hardest hearts."~Patrick RothfussI step closer to them and cleared my throat indicating my presence and they both towards the door where I currently am standing. The frown on her face reduces and a neutral expression descends thereon.She walks away from Julian to stand in front of me, "If you care about him at all, you will tell him to come home with us.""Julian is a grown man, capable of making his own decisions and I get you are worried for your son, but you have to treat him like he's a man sometimes because he is." I don't know where the audacity comes from but these are the words I hear myself say as a response to her.She gasps in disbelief then dramatically turns to Julian, but when he remains silent, she turns to me and grits her teeth, then walks past me immediately.Julian turns to me and his brown eyes ar
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39: A small wedding
"There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are." ~Bob Marley (Alexander's POV)It's been a very long day, from the beginning down to the end. It started with the board meeting, then I had a business meeting and now I'm paying a visit to the hospital to see Julian. I meet him standing beside his bed with the aid of Maggie, although standing seems to be a bit hard they are both laughing loudly. Japhia who is at the window with his phone is first to take notice of me and he smiles broadly. He's wearing a grey polo and a black, skinny Jean. His hair the same as it was yesterday except it has a bit more gel on it which wasn't there yesterday. He adjusts the glasses sitting on the bridge of his
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