Semua Bab His Dark Desires: Bab 111 - Bab 120

"The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever."~Bob MarleyAva opens her mouth to speak, but Zander beats her to it and begins to say, "Just as I told you before, we want a small wedding with only family and a few friends present and we wanted to get married last Tuesday which would have been way sudden and we were going to inform you about our plans but when the incident happened, we knew we had to put it on hold and so now that Julian is out of a coma, we want to take our chances and start making plans for the wedding." My face drops sadly, "I didn't know and I'm sorry that you guys had to do that because of me," and here I was thinking I was the only one that got affected by what happened.He takes her hand and softly squeezes

"The fear of death follows from the fear of life. A man who lives fully is prepared to die at any time."~Mark TwainI take the bottle to my mouth and realise it is once again empty and I can't ask for another.Oh well, that sucks. I thought, and when I look up, I see Hassan looking intensely at me and my brows furrow in silent questioning."Are you silently praying for death then?" He asks, looking at me and his eyes not wavering.I open my mouth to say no then I realised there is no point in lying to him, he's a stranger and there is no harm in confiding in one, today is my last day here and in this world, at least I should live it as honest and as guiltless as I can."I stopped praying a few days ago, friend," I reply before getting down from the stool I've been sitting on i

"Love is giving up control. It's surrendering the desire to control the other person. The two-love and controlling power over the other person-are mutually exclusive."~Rob Bell After a very long while, Kemi returns, "My husband is worried something had happened to me, I told him I was coming to the hospital when I left home, but I never called to tell him I arrived safely." She walks back to where we are and takes her seat beside Lauren.Kemi commitment to her patients is outstanding and seeing that she who only met Rogue a few weeks ago was willing to go out of her way for him makes me feel horrible and if she wasn't married, she would be the right woman for him. Pretty, smart, cheerful and with a big heart and her physical attributes are not yet included.I haven't known Kemi for too long, but I can tell she

"Words are singularly the most powerful force available to humanity. We can choose to use this force constructively with words of encouragement, or destructively using words of despair."~AnonymousMoments pass as we sat quietly, my mind bare of any thought just silent and my hands keeps at my palm and I begin to spell out Rogue on my palm, over and over and I don't know how many minutes pass as I subconsciously do this, but I feel Lare's hand on mine and I snap back into reality..."Rogue and I met while we were in the University. It was at this stupid party and I wanted to belong so bad that they asked me to smoke a joint and I had no idea it was heroin, he stopped me from taking it and when I snapped at him for getting into what wasn't any of his business, he beat the shit out of me and eventually knocked me out. When I woke up, I was in the hospital and he told me he was saving m

"Love is blind and love can be foolish. Our heart doesn't always love the right people at the right time. Sometimes we hurt the ones that love us the most and sometimes we love the ones that don't deserve our love at all."~AnonymousZander and Julian have been silent and although Julian is still in his spot, Zander has been pacing for the last five minutes and none of them has spoken since the doctor left. And the elephant in the room keeps getting bigger and bigger till I cannot take it anymore."Oh come on, if there's something you want to say, say it to me, I'm a big girl and I can take it."Zander stops pacing and places his hand on his hip, his eyes in no way happy with me, "What you did was reckless and foolish, Alex and I can't believe you don't even see any of that! You came in here in the middle of the night, did you ever stop to think of the many dangers t