How we became closeStanding by the bridge this late at night had to be not the safest decision I have ever made in my life, but I'm sure it would be the best decision I had made for somebody else.Studying something that I wasn't passionate about had to be torture, but the constant shaming and hatred coming from your own mother had to be worse. I love my mother to bits but all I do never works for her. I passed all my modules with distinctions, still not enough. Got an internship with a huge company, she was happy but that was short-lived, said something along the lines if you don't get a job you might as well kill yourself? I think, I'm not sure but I did hear something about being unnecessary. This time I am not even going to compare myself to my brothers because hell, I have achieved more in my nineteen years of life than they have with all their years combined! My phone rang in my hand and I saw it was Kevin, ignoring it

I was still being a visitor in Ezekiel's apartment and it seemed like my family didn't have any intention of leaving as of yet it did annoy me but I also liked being with Ezekiel, he could be funny when he wasn't stressed over something.He still hadn't really explained it to me what he does but all I know is that he has a meeting every Thursday afternoon and he always comes back pissed, but of course, that doesn't last long since his bundle of jokes is his roommate, me, I am his bundle of jokes."This movie is trash!" I sighed glaring at the screen watching the shit movie Ezekiel has been pushing for us to watch but as always I would find a way to worm out of watching it, however today he was adamant in us watching it."You're just jealous over the fact she has a fairy godmother," Ezekiel said and I scoffed."Puhlease, that magic thingy only lasted until midnight," I pointed to the tv looking at them smiling to each other and tell each other all that sap

"I'm telling you, Shawn, I've got this covered," I spoke into the phone irritated with his endless questions on whether I still remembered the plan, most importantly I was annoyed by myself, I lost control and I kissed her, I shouldn't have but I did."You haven't been sending feedback on your mission for days now Ezekiel, I don't think I have any more excuses for you," he said sighing and I groaned as I slumped on my couch."She went away to her ex-husband's place, so currently she should be on your radar, and before you ask I don't know why she's there," I said quickly dismissing him not really in the mood of talking about her today. "Are you okay? You sound pretty pissed.""I'm fine, I have to go."Hanging up the phone I slumped on the couch and switched the tv on, realising I didn't have anything to drink I got

I watched Bellamy as he slept peacefully as if he did not just annoy the crap out of me, like how in the world am I supposed to be okay with that?I looked over at the clock that was on his side of the bed and saw it was six in the morning, finally, I was worked up enough and I touched his shoulder softly shaking him."Wake up," I whispered and he turned a bit in his sleep mumbling a no. So I did the most normal thing you could

Our FriendshipIt had been about a month of me spending time with Bellamy and it is safe to say that our newly formed relationship was going great? However, most of the time his girlfriend had to be there with us whenever I was around, something about not trusting me or him, to be honest, I don't know.We were all sitting by t