j e a nFranco had me tied back into the chair, completely bare. The cold breeze of the empty room hitting my skin, making me shiver. Tears are streaming down my eyes the whole time. I am in a state of self-pity and I am ashamed of it. I am so tired of this life but at least I still have someone to live for. I will keep on fighting for my baby.

j e a nI was left alone in the manor as everyone is attending Dante's funeral. They had his body cremated and made the people believe that Dante had his last breath due to his illness. None of the witnesses spoke about what truly happened in the Morettis. I don't even feel mournful towards the man who was killed by his own son. He killed Matt every day by not treating him as a son and included me to the

j e a nRotations are now about to start for my third year of medical school. Our one-week course for our introduction to clerkship has ended today. I will start with psychiatry and I am set to begin next week. The teaching school I'm assigned to work at is at Massachusetts General Hospital. It will definitely be stressful since it will last until I reach the fourth year. Especially since I am ought to w

m a t t e oIt is way past 8:00 PM and I am filled with paperwork. The whole day I am busy having meetings with different business partners. I am stressed and tired for the past few days. I wish I could just let this all go and be at peace but I cannot do that. The incident last night with Jean also did not help. I really wanted to rest last night because I was so overworked yesterday but I still pushed

j e a nHe suddenly pulled away from me, realizing what is happening between us. We remained in our position waiting for any of us to break the silence.