Embracing the Devil のすべてのチャプター: チャプター 51 - チャプター 60

When I woke up in the morning Tom was still sleeping soundly. He was holding me tight like in the moment I fell asleep in the middle of the night. I could feel the muscles on his chest touching my back. I felt his breath on my neck, he was so close his lips were almost stroking my skin. All my restlessness had vanished in the moment I felt his touch. I couldn't comprehend how he was able to make me so blissful just by a simple hug. Maybe his actions weren't anything special, furthermore, lying that way was uncomfortable for me, as well as for him but

The situation was becoming slightly suffocating. Deep in my heart I had already accepted him the way he was. I believed in every word he said, I trusted whenever he said that there was no other option. I was clear of the choices I had made… although not all of them where dictated by rationality. Ok, probably none of them were dictated by rationality… It was whether curiosity or my stupid heart dreaming of insane and dangerous romance.Now I felt like I was dealing with some wild creature who could be tamed or devour me. I looked deep in Tom's eyes, my hands were shaking, my throat was squeezed, and I was struggling hard to push the air into my lungs. I knew that I would not reject him, no matter what he did, and no matter what he was planning. I wanted to tell him that, I genuinely wanted to scream it out loud, yet I couldn't find any words to say! How should I tell him all that without basically revealing that I was having strong feelings for him?&ldquo

I walked towards the car, as I was getting closer the driver got out to open the door for me, but Tom got out faster and stopped him telling him, that he would do it himself. He came my way, and I saw him wearing deep purple suit and a black shirt… he looked breathtaking hot. He smirked lustfully slowly looking me up and down.“I will have to give Melisa a raise…” he muttered.“Pardon?” I figured I probably misheard him.“Nothing… You have to stay by my side the entire time. You are not allowed to go away even for a second,” he demanded.“What if I have to pee?” I chuckled teasingly.“Then, I will walk you to the bathroom,” he stated leaning over my ear, “You look too beautiful to leave you alone…”I became complete dazed. He opened the door for me and helped me get it. It was the first time I saw him acting like a true gentleman. I would lie

Tom rushed towards the reception pulling my hand, I had a hard time keeping his pace wearing heels. After he exchanged few sentences with a receptionist we walked away from the reception with a hotel keycard and he led me towards the elevators. He played with my hand the entire time stroking the inner side of my palm and caressing each of my fingers.My hearted pounded erratically and my whole body became more and more sensitive to his touch. While we were inside of the elevator his eyes were slowly devouring me piece by piece, I was at the edge of losing control.He opened the door of the apartment and let me enter first. I walked inside with my heart pounding, nervously swaying on my suddenly weakened legs. He turned all the lights on. The room was incredibly elegant and spacious, with a corridor leading to a large bed surrounded by wall-size windows.As soon as the door he took off his suit jacket then threw away his tie. He rushed my way looking at me with f

It had been three days since Hiro left, and I had been experiencing this kind of longing for someone for the first time. Maybe it would have been different if he hadn't left right after that passionate night we'd spent together. I kept recalling every detail, I could feel that sensation, his touch, and as soon as I was feeling I was able to deal with it, I felt asleep and dreamt about that night!He was genuinely the only person that could make me emotionally unstable up to that point where I suffered from extreme mood swings every ten minutes. I acted like a spoiled child, fortunately, only in front of myself, since I had never contacted him on my own, because I didn't want to disturb him. Nevertheless I felt helpless, unable to control my own, stupid emotions. I was weak, too weak.“Ana, get it together! He didn't left forever, it will be only couple of days! How are you qualified to stand by his side, if you act in that pitiful way?!” I scolded myself ov