Alle Kapitel von YOU MAKE ME INSECURE: Kapitel 31 – Kapitel 40

I found myself trapped in a whirlwind of frustration and desperation. Every ounce of my being was consumed by the need to win Ronald's affection, but my efforts had been in vain. Divine's unexpected return had shattered the carefully crafted plans I had laid out to secure my future with Ronald, and it tore me apart to witness him being drawn back into her arms. Resentment burned within me, fueled by the belief that the Divine was an obstacle between me and the love I deserved. Despite my relentless attempts to win him over, I couldn't comprehend why Ronald was so infatuated with her. Doubt seeped into my thoughts, making me question the power and effectiveness of my manipulations. Were my actions simply not potent enough to sway Ronald's heart? A wave of realisation crashed over me, and I was forced to confront the harsh truth—I needed to let go of the children I had used as pawns in my desperate game. They had served their purpose as tools to gain Ronald's attention, but now they on

Tola's pov...Hours have gone by but they have not returned from the hospital. I have tried to sleep, eat, bath, but still, they have not yet returned. What could have been keeping them to come back?I just hope that Dee's child didn't survive. If the child survives, I will lose everything. I can't afford to lose everything. I have come too far to back down. Even if I had I chance to go back, I would. The kind of people I am mixed up with is fucked up. They want Dee and I want my Ronald.......I walk around the room trying to find answers but still, don't find a single thing. I take my phone on top of the table and call my leader."Tola, you know very well that you are not allowed to call me. Unless it's fundamental." The deep voice at the end of the call replies."I know boss, but I am into a deep problem!" Tola replies troubled."You will not raise you

Divine's Pov...   I have never in my life seen Ronald so pissed at someone. He has always been a nice person around me he has never shown me his other side of him being a bad person or what's so ever. Seeing him fighting with Tola breaks my heart because I love them both. Well, used to I mean.   Tola was my best friend no matter how many times she betrayed me. I still loved her. I know for a fact that I won't be able to forgive her but I wanna try to make things right between me and her.   Ronald, on the other hand, he's the love of my life. I understand the fact that he was with Tola before I met him but I never knew when I fall in when I fell in love with Ronald that he was my best friend's ex. For starters, I broke our best friend code which was a rule between me and Tola. Never to break the girl code between us. I take full responsibility for my faults but that does not give Tola the right to kill my child or betray

Divine's Pov... Sometimes, I have to pinch myself to make sure this isn't all just a dream. Two years have passed, yet it feels as though only a few months have gone by. Our child, a beautiful reflection of his father, has grown before our eyes, bringing immeasurable joy and love into our lives. I am blessed with a husband who loves me with all his heart, a man who would go to great lengths and make any sacrifice for my happiness. This kind of love is something I had never experienced before. It makes me feel cherished, valued, and truly special. I am welcomed into his arms with unwavering affection, and every day, I am reminded of the depth of his love for me. There were moments in the past when I doubted if we would ever reach this point. The obstacles that stood in our way seemed insurmountable, threatening to tear us apart forever. But Ronald, my steadfast partner, taught me the importance of patience and perseverance. He showed me that although there may be mountains to climb,

  “Thoughts…”   Today I wake up feeling weak. I have some feeling that something deep is about to go down. I don’t know what it is but I can feel it. Whatever it is, I hope it’s not Ronald getting into trouble. I am sick and tired of fighting for this relationship. I won’t be able to do it anymore. If he messes up this time, I’m going. For good. I’m sick of the person I have become because of Ronald.    I have become a person who can’t even get their priorities straight. I don’t know who I'm gonna be without him. I don’t want that kind of life. I don’t want to be his victim anymore. I cant always be the one who’s always dealing with shit on the daily. What kind of love is this if I can't even get away from him? Is that love?   What I know is that love has to be beautiful. I need someone who’s gonna fight for me. Yes, he does fight for me but it’s not enough. I am not brand new to emotions. I know a lot