CHAPTER NINETEEN

The only thing that Cross was sure about is that all this self-control and denying his Alpha self of what he terribly wants to do is slowly killing him. He wished he was just overreacting but that’s exactly what he feels like. The pain of denying to fully lose his control and claim Ronan is becoming more and more unbearable, he feels like dying.Wiping his mouth from vomiting, he already sees blood. He laughs at how fucking petty he is.He is an Alpha. A fucking Alpha.

Last Updated : 2020-12-18

CHAPTER TWENTY

The following remaining days at Eden’s island were better than Ronan would have expected. They enjoyed the things they only get to do on an island and he was actually glad to see Kei and Cross being okay with each other. Both men didn’t interact much but at least he didn’t see them fight even for a second.It would still take a hell out of him before he goes showing all PDA and shit with Cross but what he liked about himself was that he felt a whole lot comfortable with the Alpha. No thoughts of being disgusted or whatsoever, no urges to scratch himself. He felt… at ease. It all felt safe

Last Updated : 2020-12-19

CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE

If Cross is not vomiting in disgust with himself—he’s drinking until he vomits. How can he not when everything has become too much to handle?The past few days they spent here were more amazing than he could have asked for. For those last days, he felt how comfortable Ronan was around him. Of course, they were not as sweet as the other couples, but at least they were more… at ease with each other. He saw how Ronan could be genuinely enjoying himself and being happy around him. It was too much but then again, he wanted that. For those few days, he felt assured and content. Ronan was his.

Last Updated : 2020-12-20

CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO

“Are you alright? Should I bring out more blankets?”Ronan smiles weakly at Drew but shakes his head. The Alpha smiles, too, and informs him that he will be in the Kitchen preparing their lunch if he needs anything. He whispered his thanks to him before closing his eyes again, trying to sleep.It’s been three days since he fell into this somewhat fever. He felt tired and restless and useless. It’s like being in Heat but not really. He felt hot inside but the moment he removed all these thick blankets on him, he would feel very cold. It burns him inside yet freezes him. He&rsq

Last Updated : 2020-12-21

CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE

“B-But…”Ronan can see all the questions and protests of Kei in his eyes but it was done. He already passed his resignation letter to the president of the hospital and he was granted to leave. All that is left to do now is get all of his things in his office and go through the farewell party that then nurses insisted upon.Of course, it was a shock mostly for everyone who has been working with him all these years but like what the president has told him a while ago, he didn’t need to explain his reasons. He doesn’t really have a deep reason to tell anyone if ever.

Last Updated : 2020-12-22

EPILOGUE

“You know, I still can’t believe that out of all the Omegas that my grandmother could meet—it really has to be you. She couldn’t stop talking about you and even said she liked you so much she should have just adopted you.”Ronan laughs at what Drew said. “How about me? Imagine how surprised I am when he said I should meet you instead of drowning myself with sadness. She said and I’ll quote ‘he’s handsome and quite stubborn but you’ll really like him’.”It’s true that the last moment he visited Madame Jane, it became a surp

Last Updated : 2020-12-23