My first week back in Miami had seemed to fly by. I had unpacking to do, shopping for necessities for both myself and the house, and just getting back on a schedule. The time change was no bitch either and being pregnant only made it seem worse.I still had another week to go before my next doctors' appointment so I mostly trolled Pinterest looking for nursery room ideas. Today was no different, I was sat downstairs on the couch covered with a blanket looking at my phone when Seth came in slamming doors. Sighing I looked over my shoulder to see him throw his keys down on the counter, "what's your problem?" I asked as he walked into the living area.He shook his head pulling off his baseball cap as he made his way up the stairs, "I don't have any problems that I can't handle."Frowning at him I closed my eyes. I really didn't have time for any kind of drama right now. I had eaten something for lunch that had made me sick and I still felt like crap. When he came b

The morning of Seth's birthday he blew my phone up and I ignored him. I had spent most of the morning in the bed sleeping but finally got up and turned my phone completely off to not have to deal with him. After a quick bath, I found myself sitting Indian-style in the bed staring at the envelope sticking out of my purse. Lord knew I was impatient, I was not tempted to rip into it and take a peek. I had called Brooke and she had already planned for some of the girls to fly down so they could throw me a baby shower. Talking other helped me but my mind on other things and not worry about Seth. I wondered if it would be petty to not allow him to my baby shower/gender reveal. Sighing I knew I could last a week. I had wanted to have my baby shower back in our hometown so my friends could all be there but Brooke told me no that everyone wanted a reason to have to come to Florida.It wasn't until around 8 that night that I turned my phone back on. I had several missed ca

Looking out the window for probably the millionth time I sighed. Brooke, Christine, and Erin were on their way here from the airport and I was super impatient. I don't know how Erin got mom to agree to let her come stay with me for a week, and I had my doubts if she even told them, but I was excited to see her the most. Seth was out of town doing a couple of appearances and wouldn't be back till Thursday, so it's was going to be just us girls. Seeing a black SUV put on its blinker I ran to the front door waiting even more impatiently than before. Seth wanted me to stay as low key as possible until he announced the baby, which according to him would be any day now. Hearing laughter I opened the door and was about knocked down by my sister plowing into me. "OMG Kennedy Claire you are freaking huge!"I gasped at her as Brooke and Christine started laughing, "no you're not...but there is no denying that you are pregnant," Brooke said placing her bag down. "So where i

Nothing makes a girl happier than shopping. For me it wasn't just any shopping it was shopping for the baby. Knowing that we were having a girl opened a world of possibilities for me. I had saved so many ideas to Pinterest it was unreal. Seth had given me free rein to decorate as I pleased and I intended to do just that.It had been a week since the gender reveal and I had somehow managed not to buy a thing but today was going to be different. Almost everything I wanted could be purchased online, hell some of it could only be purchased online. Seth had agreed to go with me today to shop for some baby clothes and simple things that could be picked up almost anywhere. I knew somethings could wait until the baby shower but I couldn't help it. I was ready for our little princess's room to be ready.Looking up from my perch on the couch I saw Seth round the corner, he had made a run to the studio. "How much damage you have done so far," he asked sitting down beside me.

Stepping out of the plane into the LA night I took a deep breath. The plane ride hadn't been that bad, in all actuality it had been kinda nice. Seth and I had talked about everything under the sun. We discussed possible baby names, we talked about Neal coming down to visit since he hadn't been able to make it the last time, hell we even talked about the fact his mom was wanting to be here for the delivery.I could never quite put my finger on it but things always felt slightly off with us. I had always wondered how we ever ended up together, reality sometimes would hit me full force when I would think of exactly who he was. I had gone from being a nobody to one that couldn't even have a social media account that wasn't private because people would write ugly things to me.My last conversation with my mother was her telling me I was a stupid idiot for quitting my job and moving in with him. Erin had already told me how she had flipped when the word was announced about the