I thought I saw her this morning. In the crowd, she was standing with hot cocoa that she bought from the corner shop. As I came up to her, it was not her. Was I disappointed or not? I don't know.It has been a week since things have finally been over between Trinity and me. I am back in the business. I feel, in a strange way, alive. That suit that I did not want to define me. It has defined me, and yes, I like it.Do I miss my life with Trinity? Of course, I do, every day.I truly hope that whatever she is doing that she is doing well. She should have her ceremony any day soon now. Well, I hope she is going to be great. The woman turns anything into good that she touches, well, apart, just not me. Guess I am that one thing that would have always have gone wrong in her life.So tonight, I need to have to go to some charity function with Raven as, not only as her plus one but also as her protection. There is a part of me that is feeling so goddamn guilty go

Sometimes the moments that you are the most frightened of are the moments that feel right. So before she can disappear out that door completely and leave me alone, I pull her gently by the arms and lead her back to the bedroom,"Princess, I am not a man of many words. So please excuse me if I get this wrong.""Colton, what is wrong?""Please, please just listen to me, please just listen until I am done."I shift but a fraction even closer than what could even be possible and take her soft hands into mine. My trembling hand that right now wish that I could just fall into an abyss and disappear. But I can do this; I have played this moment in my head over and over now for days.So here it goes."Princess, until I saw you first, love, at first sight, was just an overrated phrase for me.When I saw you, I fell in love, and you smiled because you knew.From the moment we first met to this day, if there is one thing that has always b

I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for beyond all the craziness that fill our lives, I need to allow myself to remember what drives. What makes this all worthwhile is the beauty that stands in front of me. Should I not have had her presence in my life, I would not have had the sheer willpower to take the impossible on. To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no doubt that she completes my life. To be lonely for eternity can be seen as a life sentence, but having what you crave, is the greatest blessing. I have never been more assured to have chosen her to be mine for life. I promise her my deepest love, my fullest devotion, my tenderest care through the pressures of the present and the uncertainties of the future. I commit myself to love her. I know that our love is heaven sent, a

...Trinity POV...Everything is happening so fast now. I only have but just met Colton, and we have already been through so much together. Just a few days ago, I was a normal woman, and now, as crazy as it does sound, I am set to become what men in Colton's world call a Mafia Queen. Do I know what I am doing? Not the slightest bit at all, but with Colton by my side, I shall be able to set my mind to do what it is to what I wish it would be doing.But we are on the run, we are trying to get away from what is set to be my destiny. I don’t know where we are going or what is going to happen. We have stopped over in the middle of god knows where, even though I am scared shitless, I know that with Colton I am safe.“Princess, we need to talk about your father.”"You know that is such a mood killer, you trying to talk business while I am trying to take advantage of you.""Oh, is that what you called that splashing

Why do I want to go back to the city?Because this is not me, I cannot hide in a hole and fear for the day that Vic Stone finds me. I can see that it is working on Trinity. She pretends to be happy, but I know that deep inside, she misses her old life.Ya, I do too.I love my old life; I miss doing what I am best at doing. In a way, I am protecting Trinity still, but I have to protect my own ass. I cannot describe the fear that I feel having to look over my shoulder when I even make the simplest trip to the store.So I was wrong.I thought that this is what Trinity and I needed, but in the same breath, I know that once we are back that I will probably never see her again. If Vic were not so damn hard-headed, then we would not have done what we did. If I thought he wanted me dead before, he would rip me apart after this.If this fucking war can just get over. But greedy men like Vic will never rest until they get what they want. And let us no