Semua Bab Hot Under Cover: Bab 11 - Bab 20

We are standing in the kitchen as Devan tries to give me relationship advice. To know that I don’t know what the fuck I am doing would be the biggest understatement. I have fought to get Summer, but god, now I don’t know how to treat her. I have no idea how to handle a woman. I am so used to just to fuck and dump and never to see them again. Now I have Summer, and she is mine. Yes, like I said before and like I would say again, she belongs to me. Now, I just need to figure out what how to treat her. Fuck, I don’t even know how to make her happy. She seemed so lost and confused as I was taking her away from her father. Watching her cry like that just broke my heart to pieces. But I am going to be selfish and admit that I am so glad that she is finally with me, and I am not giving her up the fuck for anything. So as it seems, she has been listening to our conversation. Now, I have no idea how long she has

We all have our secrets, we e them well and we certainly try our best to keep them hidden. Sometimes we falter and trip in our own lies, we reveal our own secrets not by choice but by circumstances. Whether intentionally or by mistake.  Does Summer have a secret or is she just playing the part. Have I been misled in thinking she is an innocent virgin that lacked experience in the real world or is she much more than what was lead on to believe.  

How did I get myself here? Is this what they call a broken heart? I laid myself out there to a woman that I most definitely fell in love with. Every day over and over again, I could feel myself feeling a bit more for her than the day before. Every day over and over she was playing me for a fool. I have an enemy under my roof and she is going to stay here until I know who the one is that is behind this.  The question is, do I tell Devan and Matson. And do I carry on to let her believe that I am absolutely in love with her. 

A week that is all I have, in this week I can really make her mine or in this week I will become hers, her target lying flat on my face on the floor. My heart and that great desire to live lean towards the first. How do I make her fall in love with me just long enough that she can see what she means to me? Whether she is fake or she is real, she needs to know that I equally love her the same still.  I am about to drop it down on her.  

They say there is no cure for stupidity. Does getting engage to a woman you hardly know fall under stupidity or is it blind love. I honestly would like to believe it is the latter but the common sense which I apparently also lack would tell me otherwise. If stupidity is what got me into this, I am sure that it can get me out.  They call him The Butcher, the way he carved up Mansini even after he was dead is nothing near to terrifying insanity and my insane ass decided to punch him. This leaves me to wonder what this beautiful creature next to me is capable of but that quickly slips my mind as she stirs.  Aaron ~”Morning sleepyhead.”  Summer ~”If that means you gorgeous then hey Mr sleepy head yourself.”  Aaron ~”Did you sleep well? You were tossing and turning quite a bit last night.”