Which normal man in his right mind would not want to touch a women as gorgeous as her? Last night was absolute torture. I don't know how I am expected to keep my hands to myself if she is just down the hallway. I had to stop my horny ass at least five times from bursting into her room.
My raging hard on can't resist the temptation. I get out of bed and slip a pair of pants on. I head on out to her room, standing outside her door, I hesitate. This is a bad idea. I turnaround and make my way to the kitchen. I grab a coffee and go into the lounge.
We all have our secrets, we e them well and we certainly try our best to keep them hidden. Sometimes we falter and trip in our own lies, we reveal our own secrets not by choice but by circumstances. Whether intentionally or by mistake.Does Summer have a secret or is she just playing the part. Have I been misled in thinking she is an innocent virgin that lacked experience in the real world or is she much more than what was lead on to believe.
Secrets and lies kill relationships, it does no matter how careful you are, you will get caught. I am a man that are all about secrets, I am the last person that should be told what keeping a secret will do. I never once intended keeping my secret from Summer, I always knew I would tell her, I was not sure when I would. But is seems she is hiding a secret too.Devan ~”I heard what your dumb ass is doing.”
How did I get myself here? Is this what they call a broken heart? I laid myself out there to a woman that I most definitely fell in love with. Every day over and over again, I could feel myself feeling a bit more for her than the day before. Every day over and over she was playing me for a fool. I have an enemy under my roof and she is going to stay here until I know who the one is that is behind this.The question is, do I tell Devan and Matson. And do I carry on to let her believe that I am absolutely in love with her.
Sex complicates things. Especially if you trying to avoid getting feelings involved. But what if the feelings have already become involved and now you want them to become uninvolved. Sex is still going to complicate things. But what if it has gone from just messing around to mind blowing sex, well then you are just plain well fucked. There is going to be feelings and you are going to want that sex, there is no running away from them.I firmly want to believe that the woman that is lying next to me is the real Summer. The way her voice changed from that little girl to that of a woman, the way she asked me to fuck her, just the way her body reacted, she did not s
A week that is all I have, in this week I can really make her mine or in this week I will become hers, her target lying flat on my face on the floor. My heart and that great desire to live lean towards the first. How do I make her fall in love with me just long enough that she can see what she means to me? Whether she is fake or she is real, she needs to know that I equally love her the same still.I am about to drop it down on her.
I have said this before and I will say it again, the things that men will do for love. Is it just plain stupidity or is there truly a purpose behind it. Why do you drag your ass into danger just to prove something to yourself that you already know? There must be a word for me but I am sure they have not created it yet.This time walking in knowing it is not her father is much easier but who the hell is the new cousin.
They say there is no cure for stupidity. Does getting engage to a woman you hardly know fall under stupidity or is it blind love. I honestly would like to believe it is the latter but the common sense which I apparently also lack would tell me otherwise. If stupidity is what got me into this, I am sure that it can get me out.They call him The Butcher, the way he carved up Mansini even after he was dead is nothing near to terrifying insanity and my insane ass decided to punch him. This leaves me to wonder what this beautiful creature next to me is capable of but that quickly slips my mind as she stirs.Aaron ~”Morning sleepyhead.”Summer ~”If that means you gorgeous then hey Mr sleepy head yourself.”Aaron ~”Did you sleep well? You were tossing and turning quite a bit last night.”
In which parallel universe does a man allow another man touch his woman? Only in mine, in my fucked up world I have a hot as fuck fiancé that is being touched by another man, her boyfriend.And I am going to grill him.Devan ~”Where the fuck do you think you are going?”