How did I get myself here? Is this what they call a broken heart? I laid myself out there to a woman that I most definitely fell in love with. Every day over and over again, I could feel myself feeling a bit more for her than the day before. Every day over and over she was playing me for a fool. I have an enemy under my roof and she is going to stay here until I know who the one is that is behind this.
The question is, do I tell Devan and Matson. And do I carry on to let her believe that I am absolutely in love with her.
Sex complicates things. Especially if you trying to avoid getting feelings involved. But what if the feelings have already become involved and now you want them to become uninvolved. Sex is still going to complicate things. But what if it has gone from just messing around to mind blowing sex, well then you are just plain well fucked. There is going to be feelings and you are going to want that sex, there is no running away from them.I firmly want to believe that the woman that is lying next to me is the real Summer. The way her voice changed from that little girl to that of a woman, the way she asked me to fuck her, just the way her body reacted, she did not s
A week that is all I have, in this week I can really make her mine or in this week I will become hers, her target lying flat on my face on the floor. My heart and that great desire to live lean towards the first. How do I make her fall in love with me just long enough that she can see what she means to me? Whether she is fake or she is real, she needs to know that I equally love her the same still.I am about to drop it down on her.
I have said this before and I will say it again, the things that men will do for love. Is it just plain stupidity or is there truly a purpose behind it. Why do you drag your ass into danger just to prove something to yourself that you already know? There must be a word for me but I am sure they have not created it yet.This time walking in knowing it is not her father is much easier but who the hell is the new cousin.
They say there is no cure for stupidity. Does getting engage to a woman you hardly know fall under stupidity or is it blind love. I honestly would like to believe it is the latter but the common sense which I apparently also lack would tell me otherwise. If stupidity is what got me into this, I am sure that it can get me out.They call him The Butcher, the way he carved up Mansini even after he was dead is nothing near to terrifying insanity and my insane ass decided to punch him. This leaves me to wonder what this beautiful creature next to me is capable of but that quickly slips my mind as she stirs.Aaron ~”Morning sleepyhead.”Summer ~”If that means you gorgeous then hey Mr sleepy head yourself.”Aaron ~”Did you sleep well? You were tossing and turning quite a bit last night.”
In which parallel universe does a man allow another man touch his woman? Only in mine, in my fucked up world I have a hot as fuck fiancé that is being touched by another man, her boyfriend.And I am going to grill him.Devan ~”Where the fuck do you think you are going?”
I have four days to live.How am I spending my fourth last day? That is a stupid question. I am spending it with her.She is not next to me when I wake up. I do not hear in the shower. She must be down in the kitchen. I slip a pair of shorts on and go downstairs to go find her.
I am a man who plans every step that he takes. I would like to see where I am going and how I am going to get there. Some say live life on a daily basis, I say there is no room for surprises and unexpected things. But lately all my best laid plans have begun to falter. My life has become full of unpredictability, around every corner there are new twists and turns. The truth is that life really doesn't give a shit about you plans.One of the most dangerous men in the business has just shown up on my doorstep. He does not show up on doorsteps, in fact he hardly ever leaves his house and when he does it is to do a job he wants to do himself. What is even more frig
I am woken up by a pounding on my door, almost just as hard as the pounding in my head. Please do remind me why I drank so much again, she is as hot as hell and sleeping in the other room.Aaron ~”Someone better be dying out there.”Devan ~”Just get your ass downstairs and s