If there is ever such a thing, then I am feeling it now and that is pure happiness. And giving someone else the same is close enough to give miracles. That is what I have given her, the miracle of life not only for the gift of reuniting a family but also the chance to start our own.  She has spoken to her dad each day for the past week but not to her mom yet. I told her baby steps is what it takes, if she wants to meet them one at a time then it is what she needs to do. It is not that she cares less, she just does not do too well when she gets overwhelmed. 

What makes a man decide to change himself? Why make such a radical change in his life? For years it has been all I have known, it was my purpose in life. I believed in my own messed-up way that I made a difference in the world. And now I am willing to give it up.But giving it up does not mean I am going to get your nine-to-five job, no, I have decided to go into business with my lifelong friend. But first I need to convince Ava about it.When I get home they are busy going through color schemes for the babies' room.Trayton ~”Hey baby girl.”Ava ~”Hey you. I see you on that death trap of yours again.”Trayton ~”I had to leave the car for the guys because I wanted to come home. What are you guys doing?”Ava ~”We trying to decide what color to make the babies' room but we can't decide between green or yellow.” Trayton ~”Baby gi

The hardest thing in life is having patience. They say the longer something takes the better the outcome. Well I say it is bullshit.  We have been waiting like what seems forever. Everyone is trying their level best to calm me down and assure me that everything is going to be okay. Well I have had enough.  Trayton ~”THE NEXT FUCKING PERSON THAT TELLS ME TO CALMDOWN IS GETTING PUNCHED.”  Mary ~”Trayton at least sit down then. That racing up and down is not doing your heart any good.”  Trayton ~”WHAT THE FUCK DOES WALKING UP AND DOWN GOTTO DO WITH MY HEART?”  Kenton ~”Trayton please come with me so we can get coffee.”  Trayton ~”NO. DID MOM NOT JUST SAY I AM RACING MY HEART UP AND NOW YOU WANT TO GIVE ME CAFFEINE?”&nb

How far are you willing to go for a friend? A friend that is like a brother but a friend that is also your boss, the Mafia Boss, Jackson D'Angelo.  If there is something I have learned in all these years then it is never to cross Jackson. If you cross him it better be in a good way. There is one thing you just don't do and that is piss the biggest boss in the business off.  My first job for him is simple, take his underboss out and then I will take his place. But that is not the sole reason, Anthony burst through and when I say burst through, he literally kicked the bathroom door down one day while Jackson and Kayley were fighting. And now Kayley, the bad ass Mafia Queen wants him gone.  But this would not be happening if Anthony was still with his girl Danny. See Danny just had her own little baby boy. They all thought that it was Anthony's but in one hot as argument it came out th

I have never been one to overlook small details. After all it is small details that can get you in a heap of trouble. The kind of trouble we find ourselves in. But then how would you know if somebody else was following the one that is following you. That just makes it pure coincidence, something you can never expect.  There is no time to think of what we could have done better now. All we need to do is get ourselves out of this mess.