I am rushing to the hospital; this damn car cannot go fast enough; it feels like the road is endless, and there are million other cars in my way. The world around me has stopped, and I swear so has my heart; I am numb; it is all crashing down on me.  I do not bother to park like a normal person nor even lock my car. Instead, I am racing like a lunatic through the passages to get to her room. I hear someone screaming her name; when I see no one around, I realize it is me.  I find the doctor outside her room. “Slow down, Trayton. At this rate, you are going to have a heart attack.” “How is she?” “She is sleeping.” “What happened?” The doctor explains to me how she has been hiding her medication and not been taking it. Something about a psychotic episode and her getting her hands on a blade. She does not want to say why and she will only speak to me. “Can I go in?” “Yes, take as long as you need.’ I find

Aaahhh fuck.     Now that is what happens if you fucking speed. It's just a damn car. I squeeze out from between the steering wheel and the airbag. I grab my phone and rush up the road to the apartment.     Emma ~ “Fuck Trayton you have blood on you.”     Trayton ~ “I fucked up the car.”     Trayton ~ “Where is she?”     Emma ~ “She is sleeping.”     Trayton ~ “What happened?”     Emma ~ “She had a nightmare. She was screaming, but I got her to calm down.”     Trayton ~ “Thanks, Emma.”     I go to her room, where I find her still fast asleep. After wiping the blood off my face, I take my shoes off and climb in under the blankets with her. I lay and watch her until I finally fall asl

What is the most important moments in Trayton DeCarlo's life? The moment he set eyes on her. The moment he first spoke to her. The moment he made love to her. The moment he saved her, twice. The moment he asked her to move in. The biggest moment of them all is about to happen. “Ava, my baby girl. Please, would you marry me?” “Baby, what are you doing?” “Asking you to marry me.” “Baby, I don't know what to say.” “Hopefully, you will say yes.” “Baby, this is very unexpected.” “Normally it is supposed to be.” “Must I answer you now?” “I am hoping you would.” The damn waiter walks up to the table, and I go back to my seat. This is so not how I was hoping this would go. I was hoping to go home with a fiance, but it seems I have a girlfriend still. She was supposed to jump up and say yes, and we would hug, and she would cry. The only thing that has happened is me

It is our first morning as an engaged couple, do I feel different? I feel pretty damn great. I am going to wake up with her every morning for the rest of our lives, there is nothing that I look more forward to.     What I don't look forward to is the bickering downstairs. I kiss her sleepy head good morning and make my way down to see what the damn fuss is about.     Trayton ~“There are some people in this house that are still sleeping. So please keep it the fuck down.”     Mary ~“Trayton I am dying to know what happened.”     Trayton ~“Have you gone and told everyone mom?”     Mary ~“No nobody knows.”     Dominic ~“But now everybody wants to know.”     Emma ~“Yes this everybody wants to know.”     Kenton ~“Do you i

There are times in your life that you wish that some things just did not happen. That if you close your eyes long enough that they might just go away. You ignorant if you think such things can happen, things do not go away, they stick and they stick damn hard.     It has been a week since Ava and Emma confronted me with their idea. I have kept to myself and have not spoken about it. This is not a decision I can make, in fact I will not make it. I am scared for what have created.     I slip out of bed early morning before Ava wakes and make my way downstairs. Mom is in the kitchen making a fresh pot of coffee.     Mary ~“Can I get you a cup Trayton?”     Trayton ~“Yes please mom.”     Mary ~“Tell me what is going on?”     Mary ~“You have been quiet the whole week.”